Unsent messages to B
From: ABC
To: B
I told you how I felt about you and now you're acting differently.
Now I regret telling you because I miss you more than ever.
From: ABC
To: B
i dont know how to feel, i hate that you block other guys from my phone. i cant be with someone this posessive
From: ABC
To: B
i know i'm the one who ended things but i miss you more than anything. i don't feel at home without you.
From: ABC
To: B
thank you for rescuing me, even though you never knew how much trouble i was in. i’ll always love you.
From: ABC
To: B
I’m the my best version with you. Thank you for still choosing me, and not looking for the easy way out.
From: ABC
To: B
I'm proud of you for finally putting yourself first. I hope you understand I was only doing the same. It was hard to watch you fall out of love with me when you didn't even know you were.
From: ABC
To: B
To the first ever person who gave me a rose (bc it’s required lmao), to the person who liked all my best friends at some point, why not me?
From: ABC
To: B
The fact you make me miserable has me realising nothing ever really changed. Still take pride in making me look stupid and talking shit behind my back.
From: ABC
To: B
B you made me feel like I was replaceable, you made me feel as if I wasn't good enough. Feel as if I didn't deserve love, and I still feel that way. You hurt me in the one way you promised you wouldn't hurt me. I told you that everyone else in my life has left and you promised me that you wouldn't leave but you did. You left me there at 1 in the morning broken. You left me there thinking something was wrong with me and left me thinking that I did something wrong. You don't know how much you broke me that day, not only was I losing my boyfriend, I was losing my best friend at the same time. I loved you and you ghosted me, you ghosted me for the majority of our relationship and I still loved you. You know how stupid that is. You said that you still loved me and that was a huge lie, you loved the thought of me, you loved the thought of me always being there to pick you up when you fell down, but you were never there for me when I was down. I almost left this earth and you didn't even notice, you never asked me if I was okay or asked if I was doing okay but I guess that's what happens when you date a self-centered prick. The only thing I have to say to you is FUCK YOU!
From: ABC
To: B
Every time I see a green jeep I remember that road trip you promised me and I’m so glad it never happened
From: ABC
To: B
i thought we would last longer, i do admit. you were my bestfriend, now we are strangers. i do think you often. very often. but you are not coming back. i am thankful for that. the things i would say to you after all you put me through. would slice right through your thick heart. i could not leave you heart broken. not again.
From: ABC
To: B
it’s been 10 months, we live 2000 miles apart, and i still think about what i’d say if i ran into you.
From: ABC
To: B
if I could just feel the way that night felt when we first met I would never ask for nothing more. I’m sorry and I hope you can forgive me.
From: ABC
To: B
why do you get to be the one who's happy and i'm the one who's still so fucking broken and all I do is cry while you're falling in love with someone else? it's not fair.
From: ABC
To: B
we made out with your mum in the next room. i wish she kicked me out so i didn’t have to break up with you
From: ABC
To: B
Your love scared me. You were ready to cross boundaries I wasn't ready to even think about. But I did for you.. And it hurts knowing I did
From: ABC
To: B
I know u hurt me, u broke my heart. you said one day we will try again yet we don’t speak. how are we just gonna pick up where we left off? the last half a year have been amazing and i just can’t let go of it. i can’t give up hope yet i think maybe it’s time i should. i just need a sign from you that your still worth it. i loved u the day we started hanging out and i will always love u. i just want you to come back to me. this is so hard with out you. i hope it’s the same
From: ABC
To: B
I know u hurt me, u broke my heart. you said one day we will try again yet we don’t speak. how are we just gonna pick up where we left off? the last half a year have been amazing and i just can’t let go of it. i can’t give up hope yet i think maybe it’s time i should. i just need a sign from you that your still worth it. i loved u the day we started hanging out and i will always love u. i just want you to come back to me. this is so hard with out you. i hope it’s the same
From: ABC
To: B
i've liked you for awhile now. i'm just afraid you won't love me. i'm messed up and i don't think you'd be ready for all that i come with.
From: ABC
To: B
I wish there was some way to leave all this behind. No matter who comes into my life, I always compare them to you.
From: ABC
To: B
I doubt you will ever see this. I saw the ones you left for me, even the one about our anniversary. It’s late and I’m sat alone worrying about you like I do most nights though you wouldn’t think so. I ended things, we both agree it wasn’t great but is it bad to think what could have been if I had stayed. I guess there is no place for me in your life anymore you moved on and you’re happier than you’ve ever been. Now you’re with them and I’m alone wishing for one of your amazing hugs. I will never tell you the truth I don’t think I could ever I wouldn’t want to hurt you all over again by saying I still loved you, I never stopped, I think you were the one and I let you go. I’m so sorry petal love p.b
From: ABC
To: B
I think he actually likes me. it’s been so long since someone liked me. you made me forget that I was like able.
From: ABC
To: B
I doubt you will ever see this. I saw the ones you left for me, even the one about our anniversary. It’s late and I’m sat alone worrying about you like I do most nights though you wouldn’t think so. I ended things, we both agree it wasn’t great but is it bad to think what could have been if I had stayed. I guess there is no place for me in your life anymore you moved on and you’re happier than you’ve ever been. Now you’re with them and I’m alone wishing for one of your amazing hugs. I will never tell you the truth I don’t think I could ever I wouldn’t want to hurt you all over again by saying I still loved you, I never stopped, I think you were the one and I let you go. I’m so sorry petal love p.b
From: ABC
To: B
I think I was a means to an end for you. I miss you everyday still and next month it’ll be two years since you passed. Why’d you have to go bailey? I really should’ve asked you to stay harder. I didn’t know once you left that would be the final time. I miss your sweaters and your lips. I can’t find your eye shade anywhere and your face shining in the sun is ingrained into my memory forever. I hope wherever you’re resting is comfortable. Hopefully one day I’ll see you soon.
From: ABC
To: B
you were the first person i ever let in; after being broken, you made me feel something again, yet u still chose other girls over me. i wish we never met. i wish i could ghost you so i could move on, but i can't even do that. it hurts so much for u to only see me as a friend. it hurts to notice u slowly lose feelings everyday.
From: ABC
To: B
maybe one day you’ll look at me the same way i look at you :,) - e
i chose orange because it’s your fav colour hehe
From: ABC
To: B
I don’t want to forget what I’m feeling today. I wish I could just pour it in a bottle and carry it always.
From: ABC
To: B
You came closer to me than everyone else I've ever met and we've never even hugged. I hope you know all the things I can't tell you.
From: ABC
To: B
im sorry i made such a fucking mess trying to replace what i lost with u instead of just telling u i need u back
From: ABC
To: B
I wish I could tell you that you remind me of the sea, of a calm autumn evening and red rhododendrons.
From: ABC
To: B
you don’t even realise how much it hurt when you slowly starting drifting away from me. but it hurt even more knowing you didn’t care
From: ABC
To: B
I’ll chat someone before I sleep, I’ll be sure to engrave their faces into my mind.
When I dream, I’ll dream of them. Not you.
From: ABC
To: B
we were never anything. i barely know you. we spoke for a few months but you actually made me happy and that’s never happened before. ik i hurt u but u actually meant something to me. xx
From: ABC
To: B
thank you for breaking me. truly, thank you. you showed me how to love myself. i will never again depend on someone else
From: ABC
To: B
You. Just you. You were my world, and to this day you still are. You will always be my person even though I am not yours. I continue to pray for blessings in your life, even though I am no longer in it.
From: ABC
To: B
I'll never forget the moment when you told me that you liked me in the middle of the night on your backyard
From: ABC
To: B
You're my first thought when I wake up, my last thought before I go to sleep, and the one I hope has texted in the middle of the night.
From: ABC
To: B
I don't think you realize how much I love you... I don't know how to tell you because i'm scared you won't say it back or feel the same way. The last 6 months have been amazing and i'm scared to lose you because you make me so happy and i'm scared to lose this happiness. You make me feel ways no one else can, you make me feel safe in your arms and when you hold my hand I feel loved. All our pointless drives around town make me happy. You can always make me laugh and smile with your terrible dance moves. You have made me more happy in these 6 months then anyone in the past 3 years...
From: ABC
To: B
You were the worst person I’ve ever met, but the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I don’t hate you. I’m just disappointed that you couldn’t mature fast enough to realise that no one else will ever care for you as intensely as I did. But that’s okay. One day you will mature and you’ll want me back, but I’ve also matured and I no longer want nor need you. Thank you for being a lesson.
From: ABC
To: B
we fell in love too quick, everything was rushed but passionate all of the passion we needed was used up too soon. we were too much for each other.. went from not being able to get enough of eachother to not wanting anything to do with eachother... though i never felt that way about u even if u did about me i still love u so... deeply?
From: ABC
To: B
I don't even know what I'm holding onto or if I even want it. We wouldn't work but I can't seem to let it go.
From: ABC
To: B
Fair enough. I can’t comprehend how something like that could happen. I can’t even close my eyes and imagine it in my head. I feel sick. What the hell :/
From: ABC
To: B
i loved you more than myself and still do. you were my happiness. i miss you so much. have a happy life my love.
From: ABC
To: B
If I wasn’t the one you wanted to be in a relationship you could’ve been honest since the beginning, now look at you dating someone else that was supposed to be in there place.
From: ABC
To: B
I cried that night when you had your second baby with him because I finally realized it’s really over between us no matter how much you tell me you want me back.
From: ABC
To: B
i regret not telling you i felt the same when you said you were in love with me. i’ll never forgive myself.
From: ABC
To: B
I think you’re my first love in many ways but I don’t want to fuck it up so we can just stay friends. I just want you around
From: ABC
To: B
you came and you left. the world had not changed. I had not changed. yet nothing would ever be the same.
From: ABC
To: B
Thanks for making me realize I’m worth more than a “maybe” or second thoughts. I hope you and her are happy :)
From: ABC
To: B
When you used to block me for “until tomorrow”, I’d make myself go to sleep super early so the next day would come quicker and I could talk to you again
