B, u are my first love and i don’t know if i want love after u. u broke my heart and when you left you took a part of me that i’ll never get back. ur toxic but i love you and i’m learning to not need you anymore. i’m learning to be me without you. i miss you but i don’t want you back but i kinda do. i want you to take time to grow up and become a good person... then i hope the universe sends you back to me because i love who you were before you became a person i hate now
