Unsent messages to B
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 23, 2020, 7:29 pm UTC
when u kissed me and i didnt kiss u back thats what keeps me up at night thinking about what i couldve done to keep you close. u said ud be with me forever but ig it was my fault
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 23, 2020, 4:10 pm UTC
I loved you so much it broke me. But you clearly never felt the same because you didn't even realise what was happening to me.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 23, 2020, 8:07 am UTC
I feel like you don’t genuinely care about her, but I’m starting to think you stopped caring about me anyways
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 22, 2020, 11:50 pm UTC
it kills me what i did to you. my heart still hurts and i miss you forever. i love you entirely. even now. you’re my world
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 22, 2020, 7:31 am UTC
You made me feel like old friends when we first met. Even though we never dated I feel like I’m in love with you still.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 22, 2020, 6:30 am UTC
today, i collected the parcel you sent to me returning the anniversary gift i was supposed to give you. this is the last time i will receive something from you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 21, 2020, 9:44 pm UTC
I’ve never felt this way. In the romcom of your life I’m the character tripping over myself trying to impress you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 21, 2020, 5:29 pm UTC
it wasn't until i saw you propose to someone else that i realized it was really over
be good to her.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 20, 2020, 8:11 am UTC
Thanks for making me realize I’m worth more than a “maybe” or second thoughts. I hope you and her are happy :)
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 19, 2020, 6:19 pm UTC
i loved you more than myself and still do. you were my happiness. i miss you so much. have a happy life my love.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 19, 2020, 11:51 am UTC
Fair enough. I can’t comprehend how something like that could happen. I can’t even close my eyes and imagine it in my head. I feel sick. What the hell :/
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 18, 2020, 9:48 pm UTC
thank you for breaking me. truly, thank you. you showed me how to love myself. i will never again depend on someone else
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 17, 2020, 5:30 pm UTC
you were the first person i ever let in; after being broken, you made me feel something again, yet u still chose other girls over me. i wish we never met. i wish i could ghost you so i could move on, but i can't even do that. it hurts so much for u to only see me as a friend. it hurts to notice u slowly lose feelings everyday.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 17, 2020, 4:52 am UTC
I wish there was some way to leave all this behind. No matter who comes into my life, I always compare them to you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 17, 2020, 12:18 am UTC
why do you get to be the one who's happy and i'm the one who's still so fucking broken and all I do is cry while you're falling in love with someone else? it's not fair.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 16, 2020, 6:41 am UTC
To the first ever person who gave me a rose (bc it’s required lmao), to the person who liked all my best friends at some point, why not me?
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 15, 2020, 2:43 am UTC
hiii, shuta ka sabi mo may patutunguhan tayo kaya pinilit mo akong magstay. pero parang wala naman eh? ayoko kitang saktan kaso hindi na ata worth it. bye
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 15, 2020, 2:30 am UTC
I just wanna know why u stopped caring for me. I have to remind myself that ur with someone else now every time I think of u.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 14, 2020, 10:40 pm UTC
I saw you going into work. it made me sick, I don't even recognize you anymore. I miss who you used to be so bad, I loved you so much. we were so bad for each other. there will always be a hole in my heart from the old you. I miss him.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 14, 2020, 2:27 am UTC
Your fucking stupid this is a message to myself every time, the more you try the more you fail LET GO all your doing is slowly destroying yourself, you won’t be happy if you keep going back, you won’t be happy if you keep living for other people it’s never been you. It will never be you, so go out and be happy for yourself.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 13, 2020, 6:48 pm UTC
I could’ve sworn on anything that i loved you, but i didn’t even cry when you left me for your best friend
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 13, 2020, 1:59 pm UTC
i keep blocking and unblocking you. i want to pretend you don’t exist, but i have to make sure you’re happier w/o me.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 13, 2020, 7:53 am UTC
I see you almost everyday and I some how still miss you. Really I think I just miss my best friend. Look at us now back to strangers.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 13, 2020, 2:39 am UTC
you looked so good in that red beanie. i miss you everyday. im sorry i fucked up. ill be better this time i promise. please come back. everyday just keeps getting worse. ill be better just please come back.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 12, 2020, 8:34 pm UTC
I don’t know why you broke my heart... you never gave me an explanation. You just left. It’s been 2 years and I still think about you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 12, 2020, 4:12 pm UTC
If i could tell you how much i love you, i would. But you’ve never been interested in a girl like me, nor would you ever. You own a special place in my heart, and I think about you all the time. It hurts knowing the feeling will never be mutual.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 11, 2020, 9:17 pm UTC
You remind me of a version of myself I don't like. Look forward to never seeing you again.
P.S you're boring
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 11, 2020, 7:17 pm UTC
I don't know what to do anymore but I don't want to keep waiting. This wasn't just a crush and I hope you know that.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 10, 2020, 10:44 pm UTC
i’m sorry i wasn’t what you wanted in the long run. but thank you for giving me a chance. thank you so much.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 10, 2020, 8:37 pm UTC
I wish I could fix you and make everything be okay, because I’m tearing myself apart filling the holes
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 10, 2020, 8:21 pm UTC
you were my best friend. i don`t care that you dont love me, i just wish you didnt ignore me because im not good enough for you anyore.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 10, 2020, 7:34 pm UTC
i don’t want this to hurt forever but i think it might. please i need to let you go. it hurts so much. im tired
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 10, 2020, 7:24 pm UTC
I loved you so much it made me want to cry every time you turned away until finally, you stopped looking back.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:33 am UTC
you said i could come over any time, but when i asked to you got so weird about it. why did you ever say it?
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 10, 2020, 2:50 am UTC
you really are the best thing to ever happen to me i can’t describe how i feel when i think of you i love you so deeply and it’s just the start i hope i never have to say goodbye to you because my heart would break you’re the only thing i look forward to if i didn’t have you i don’t think i’d be here now you make my days easier but i’m sad when i’m not talking to you. I look forward to holding you and making you realise how much i love you i know you don’t believe me but you’re the only person i want i’m sorry for making you wait so long baby but i want this to be perfect you’re the love of my life and i can’t risk this going wrong you mean too much to me but i’m sorry i hope you can wait a little more i need you and i don’t think i’ll ever stop needing you.. i promise it will be soon. I love you x
L
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 9, 2020, 9:05 pm UTC
You made me believe in love again, but since you left I can’t see myself doing it ever again.
Forever yours xxx
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 9, 2020, 4:09 pm UTC
how could you abandon someone you loved so much? i would say i’m better of without you, but that’s a lie
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 8, 2020, 12:00 pm UTC
How can you have loved me as much as you said you did if you didn’t care when you knew you were hurting me?
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 8, 2020, 12:15 am UTC
i posted that song just because i know you love it hoping that you would say something to me. you didn’t
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 7, 2020, 2:05 am UTC
oh b. i tend to romanticise every single relationship but with you, i didn't, i couldn't. i wasn't able to adore you the way i should've. i simply couldn't love you. saying that i was empty was bs, it was just you. i'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 7, 2020, 12:11 am UTC
You made me feel more loved than I ever did in my life and yet you still manage to be the person that feels like a cloud over my life.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 6, 2020, 11:43 pm UTC
I’m so getting so goddamn sick of hearing about you from her and being reminded that you never felt the way I did
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 6, 2020, 6:40 pm UTC
I wish I weren’t such an idiot around you. When you left I had the time of my life but all I could think about was that you weren’t there to share it with me.
