Unsent messages to B
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 18, 2023, 11:12 pm UTC
it could only ever be you. i miss you, and i'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 18, 2023, 11:08 pm UTC
why were you doing all of this when u didnt mean it that way
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 18, 2023, 8:32 pm UTC
I think about you when i listen to mac miller.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:07 pm UTC
You made me learn to never love like that again
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:55 pm UTC
i still wonder if cheating on me was worth it
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:09 pm UTC
Even almost one year later I cant get your voice out of my head
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:25 am UTC
i’ve loved you since i have known you, i wish you could see that
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:11 am UTC
They don't make playlists on how to grieve someone still alive
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 15, 2023, 10:14 pm UTC
do you think of me on my birthday like i think of you on yours?
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 14, 2023, 2:57 pm UTC
I still don't know how to love someone as much as i loved you...
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 13, 2023, 12:21 am UTC
I saw all the stuff you said about me. bummer
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 12, 2023, 10:03 pm UTC
We both hurt each other, but i’m the only one who said sorry.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:38 pm UTC
I can’t stop looking for you in other people.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 12, 2023, 7:52 pm UTC
nostalgia makes me think that we were perfect together :(
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 11, 2023, 4:56 pm UTC
i hated how you made me feel. i wish i could forget you
From: ABC
To: B
Date: July 10, 2023, 9:52 pm UTC
words couldn't express how sorry i am. i miss you
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 18, 2021, 8:43 pm UTC
release it. Seriously, nothing good will come from trying to reconnect with him. You'll always get hurt whether he causes the pain himself or u hurt urself pursuing an unrealistic end goal.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 18, 2021, 4:31 am UTC
I cried that night when you had your second baby with him because I finally realized it’s really over between us no matter how much you tell me you want me back.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 18, 2021, 1:29 am UTC
You were the worst person I’ve ever met, but the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I don’t hate you. I’m just disappointed that you couldn’t mature fast enough to realise that no one else will ever care for you as intensely as I did. But that’s okay. One day you will mature and you’ll want me back, but I’ve also matured and I no longer want nor need you. Thank you for being a lesson.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 16, 2021, 11:09 pm UTC
Your love scared me. You were ready to cross boundaries I wasn't ready to even think about. But I did for you.. And it hurts knowing I did
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 16, 2021, 3:50 am UTC
Y sin embargo aun te extraño, ojala nada de eso hubiera pasado, ojala siguieras a mi lado, ojala siguieras amándome, ojala siguieras peleando por nosotros, ojala no hubieras renunciado a nosotros, ojala me hubieras elegido, ojala no me hubieras mentido, ojala...ojala volvieras a mi. Te amo.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 16, 2021, 3:47 am UTC
Yo trate de ser lo mejor para ti, trate de dar lo mejor de mi, incluso sintiĂ©ndome tan triste cada dĂa, tan cansada, lo intente muy fuerte, pero entendĂ que estando asĂ yo no podĂa ser lo mejor para ti, por eso deje que te fueras tan facilmente, no podia ni luchar por mi, mucho menos por ti, dejarte ir fue el ultimo acto de amor de mi persona hacia ti. Te amo. xoxo
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 15, 2021, 9:49 pm UTC
i miss your smell i miss your laugh i miss your embrace i miss every molecule that comes with you i miss you B
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 15, 2021, 7:20 pm UTC
i didn’t think i’d get to experience my first love this way... sweet but too short-lived.
with love, a
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 15, 2021, 2:46 pm UTC
why do i still think about u after a year? i hate the person i am with you, and i hate how u treated me. still loving u while u dont hurts, but loving you while not trusting u hurts more.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 15, 2021, 12:55 am UTC
another day without you. even though this is my second day without you fully your name seems to haunt my head. i’m sorry L got to us, but what could i do. he’s one of my best friends. i’ll still live on knowing you took a piece of me when you left with the subtle “fuck you”.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:34 pm UTC
we really used to talk so much. we would facetime every night, designate times to plan our future together, talk about our feelings, but now we dont talk that much anymore. i thought you would be my forever but now it seems like you’re just a memory. we dont talk like we used to and its killing me, it seems we used to be so alike and now we’re polar opposites. i hate change, as you know. i wish things were different. i wish we didnt have to like other people because although i don’t think i really have a crush on you anymore, i do still love you and it really makes me hate her. but i want you to be happy and i don’t want to burden you. i’m trying not to hate her, i really am. i don’t overthink anything unless it’s about you. i just want to go back to summer 2020; falling asleep on facetime, pulling unintentional all nighters, reminding each other to put out our moon water....
but maybe i am just overthinking it. maybe we just aren’t talking as much because of school, or maybe it’s because we’re both feeling a bit depressed- i know i am, and to be honest, i’ve felt it from you too. or maybe you’re doing the best you’ve ever been and decided you don’t want me in your life anymore. i don’t know.
love u tho
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:59 am UTC
it’s been years and all i can think of is how badly i wish we could go back to our old ways. i miss you but hate you so much.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:41 am UTC
espero que esa persona te de lo que yo no pude darte... que no te deje los traumas que yo te deje, que no te lastime, que la pases mejor que
conmigo, te deseo lo mejor, y que sepas que contas conmigo siempre. te perdono todo, y acepto que estuve mal muchas veces. odio admitirlo, pero te sigo queriendo, aunque ya no te busque, te quiero y me pareces una persona hermosa, nunca cambies por favor.
att: z
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:04 am UTC
idk I think I should leave you, you keep hurting my feelings everyday, but at the same time ur the one who makes me smile the most
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 14, 2021, 3:52 am UTC
me enamorĂ© completamente de ti y aĂşn no puedo olvidarte, me destrozaste, pero si tuviera la oportunidad de volver contigo lo harĂa, de todas esas cosas malas tambiĂ©n hubieron buenas y son las que mas recuerdo, me hiciste demasiado feliz y me duele no tenerte conmigo, ya pasĂł 1 año o mas de esto, pero siempre te estoy recordando
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 14, 2021, 1:39 am UTC
I could talk about her for hours. Her brown eyes with specks of gold. A smile that brightens my day when nothing else can. How she takes care of me when she doesn’t even realize it. How she cries and all I wanna do is hold her, because how could someone ever hurt such a soul?
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 14, 2021, 1:05 am UTC
why did you choose her over me? you said out of 7 billion people you chose me because i was perfect. but then you went and got attention and affection from her when you knew i was at my lowest. then you knocked me lower. it’s been 2 years and i haven’t been the same since. you fucked me up for good. i haven’t even been able to love anyone since.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 13, 2021, 8:20 pm UTC
I'm sorry for how things ended. We were toxic for each other and never should have been together. I did love you. I'm sorry for how I acted during our relationship.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 13, 2021, 6:36 am UTC
Esa noche fue la mejor, fuiste mi primer beso, fuiste tan dulce como nadie y la verdad siempre estuve enamorada de ti e intentando borrarte de mi cabeza pero con cualquier canciĂłn sobre corazones rotos tu nombre retumba dentro de mi y es incontrolable, he escondido este sentimiento por años y de veras te intente superar aunque nunca entendĂ lo que sentĂas por mi es decir pensĂ© que si hasta que hacĂas cosas que realmente me lastimaba y me confundĂan más despuĂ©s eras dulce y con un solo mensajes me hacĂas bailar por la habitaciĂłn y despuĂ©s desaparecias, deseaba tanto olvidarte, odiarte que borre cada foto juntos, cada pantallazo queme cada foto nuestra y cada carta que te escribĂ y aĂşn asĂ estoy aquĂ dame una señal pero una real, para arriesgarlo todo o hacerte desaparecer se mi vida
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 13, 2021, 5:57 am UTC
I think I love you.
You make me smile more than anyone ever has, you know how to make me laugh and you call me so randomly and every time I see your name pop up on my phone I smile so hard. You pause your video games to call me and check up on me, you genuinely care about me. I don’t wanna say I love you because I don’t know if I do, or if it’s just super strong feelings for you. I know I need to tell you how I feel but I’m scared I’ll loose you, and I can’t loose you again.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 12, 2021, 6:09 pm UTC
I miss you i wish we were still close enough to be there for each other. i wish i could come see you and get to know who we are now , ill always be here if you need.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 12, 2021, 2:33 pm UTC
“she's probably making out on the couch right now
With someone new” you told me this would come true after you left
i don’t want to tell you that it did...
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 12, 2021, 9:21 am UTC
Sometimes i feel like things are not working anymore between us but i keep trying because i’m too scared to say goodbye
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 12, 2021, 8:32 am UTC
DesearĂa haberme podido disculpar ese dĂa, nunca pensĂ© que fuera el Ăşltimo que te verĂa por el resto de mi vida...
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 12, 2021, 12:19 am UTC
I took shots to calm my nerves around you, now i’m afraid to even take a sip cuz those shots are the reason i can’t remember how it felt to kiss you
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 11, 2021, 10:08 pm UTC
i can’t listen to my favourite band without thinking about you. i try not to let you ruin them for me.
