Unsent messages to B
From: ABC
To: B
2 years 2 years blah blah and his in love with me, how does that feel ☺️
I’m not even around anymore ahah
From: ABC
To: B
I never knew how obsessed you were with me, I’m honestly flattered but it’s a pity that I don’t want to fuck you.
From: ABC
To: B
You have no idea how sad I am. I'm losing myself and you can't even tell. I can't do this anymore, I'm breaking down and you don't care. You don't see me
From: ABC
To: B
B:
No es la primera vez que he intentado hacer esto, desde el 2019 estoy tratando de olvidarme de ti y dejar de complacerte en absolutamente todo.
Aunque es un 99% que no leas esto, es mi forma de decirte adios y desearte, a pesar de todo el daño que me has hecho, mucha buena suerte en tu vida.
Sinceramente nunca imagine llegar a estos extremos contigo, y mientras escribo esto se me vienen recuerdos ENORMES a la mente, y muchas preguntas tmb, como una que nunca te voy a preguntar, ¿PORQUE? porque tuvimos que terminar asi? eramos la "pareja ideal", todo el mundo ya sabia que eramos tu y yo, y que a pesar de nuestras infinitas peleas siempre terminabamos juntos.
Este año me ha enseñado muchas cosas, y una de ellas es que no todo dura para siempre, desde un matrimonio hasta una relacion de amigos.
B, siempre te quise y te voy a seguir queriendo hasta el ultimo dia de mi vida, me enseñaste casi todo y siempre seras mi primera vez en todo.
Contigo aprendi que es real la frase "no puedes confiar en nadie", y sigo sin entender como vida ha cambiado en un año y seis meses.
Quiero que sepas que siempre te considere mi mejor amigo y aunque se perfectamente que nunca solo fuimos "amigos", sabes que siempre voy a estar ahi para ti.
Desde que paso lo de lcdp, me di cuenta que estaba perdidamente enamorada de ti y no podia entender como a pesar de haber llorado casi una semana TE HAYA PERDONADO y romper una regla con mi M, la cual era no volverte a hablar mas, para que veas que desafie a todo el mundo por ti, porque siempre superabamos todo.
Me dolio dms el hecho que haya olvidado todos los problemas y aun asi te haya apoyado en lo mas importante para ti, siempre estuve ahi pero luego me di cuenta que ya no era solo yo, sino mas e incluso una de las chicas a la que sabias que nunca iba a congeniar.
No estoy muy segura de esto, pero si alguna vez te guste, creeme que si tu dabas el primer paso, yo lo seguia sin importar nada, pero creo que uno de los mayores problemas que ambos tuvimos fue el orgullo, pero de alguna forma lo agardezco tmb.
Solo quiero decirte una vez mas que esta la ultima vez que te pienso como la persona que me gustabas, me parecio necesario decirlo y escribirlo, disculpame si nunca fui lo que tu quisiste, pero siempre trate de serlo, espero que seamos amigos pero no como antes.
Te quiero como no tienes idea, y solo puedo decirte que gracias por enseñarme lo que es golpearse y salir adelante sola.
Te perdono asi ni lo hayas pedido o ni te lo merezcas, es hora de pensar en mi, y solo en mi, por un momento quiero ser realmente feliz, creo que esto es todo lo que te tenia que decir, que te vaya bien y nada, cierro este capitulo de mi vida dandote el ultimo adios, quiero que sepas que no voy a tomar ninguna "venganza" como lo planeaba hacer antes, no vale la pena y es mejor dejar las cosas asi.
Te quiero un monton y espero que cumplas todo lo que te propongas, y gracias otra vez por enseñarme lo poco que es la vida.
xoxo :)
From: ABC
To: B
I never knew I could feel that way about someone. I wish there was nothing in the way. You made me feel cared for in the most unique way ever. I still wish I could be with you, but I will move on. One day.
From: ABC
To: B
youve been on my mind recently. im not sure why, but i really really miss u. ill never act on it, i will always wish u the best. i love you.
From: ABC
To: B
break my heart. do it. id let you do it over & over again. i wouldnt want anyone else to break my heart.
From: ABC
To: B
“I’ll love you forever” Well, it’s been 205 days since I kissed ur stupid face, & while I don’t like you, I still love you
From: ABC
To: B
If it wasn’t for the baby ur about to have, I would’ve kept persisting you & discovering me. I’m still in love w you. Te extraño.
From: ABC
To: B
When I told you I liked you you didn't like me back. I figured our friendship is something I don't want to lose I can't risk losing that but still looking back. We would've been great:(
From: ABC
To: B
I'm sorry about the way things ended. I should have told you how I really felt and how I still feel. I love you and I think I always will. I think about what I could have done different everyday. I haven't been able to let go of you but I think it is finally time. We might not have been meant to be but I will always have feeling for you.
From: ABC
To: B
you're the reason i know what genuine love feels like. even if it pains me, i will always love you with every bit of love i have.
From: ABC
To: B
I know it sounds harsh but sometimes I regret having met you. Things would’ve been easier for both of us.
From: ABC
To: B
You left me for no damn reason. I really liked you but you couldn't take it that I didn't want to be in a relationship after coming back from being sick for three weeks. I was stressed out. I was sick for three weeks, had loads of work, had to see my dad, go on a plane (I'm scared of planes), and see my friends especially you. Now you like two people and one of them is my friends. I know this because the only girls you talk to are them and you talk to them the way you would talk to me. The other one has a boyfriend. Also, you look at them the way you would look at me the way we would look at each other. I hope you realize that I miss you and I want my best friend back. Doubt it will happen but I can wish. You meant a lot to me and you just left me because I wanted to talk to you. You clearly didn't have the time and yet all of a sudden you have time for those girls and yet I want you back. I think I should be done with you. You were rude to me and didn't care about me. I thought I could trust you but you left as nothing happened. So this is now a goodbye message. I'm done with you until you think you can mature up. Goodbye bitch you can't handle this. Oh yeah good luck with a girl who has a boyfriend and the other one who is way out of your league bitch.
From: ABC
To: B
everytime i think of u i want to tell you how much i miss you. but i know it won’t change anything. i miss you. im sorry
From: ABC
To: B
everytime i think of u i want to tell you how much i miss you. but i know it won’t change anything. i miss you. im sorry
From: ABC
To: B
I’ve had a crush on you since you sat with me at lunch on the first day of 7th grade. I can’t believe we’re about to graduate college.
From: ABC
To: B
We have grown into our own skins and grew out of each other. Maybe not completely but a little and thats ok
From: ABC
To: B
you make me happy. you make me weak. i am completely in love with you yet you’re in love with someone else.
From: ABC
To: B
I don’t even know if we will ever talk again and that thought kills me. Always. All ways.
From: ABC
To: B
i wonder if it was all real or i was just the one who was there at the time
From: ABC
To: B
please don’t forget our memories together. please don’t forget me.
From: ABC
To: B
i lost everything for you and you couldn’t even love me out love.
From: ABC
To: B
I’m glad you’re happy but I still love you so much. Hard to believe I met you 16 yrs ago
From: ABC
To: B
we can never be the way we used to. you did this to me. we can’t go back.
From: ABC
To: B
You're not just the whiskey that I want, You're the water I NEED
I LOVE YOU❤️
From: ABC
To: B
Please move on B, you should be as happy as i am in here. i hope you'll meet the best like i do.
From: ABC
To: B
idk what i'm supposed to do without you. feels like the air's different now, you have changed, babe.
From: ABC
To: B
last years bother ,we spoke our own language I don’t believe I’ll meet someone who talks much as us
From: ABC
To: B
i lied abt what i said last night:/ what am i supposed to do w/o you? please don't leave, ://
From: ABC
To: B
words can’t express how much i love you. i know we are young but i hope i will marry you one day
From: ABC
To: B
I want you to be happy even if it’s without me. Just don’t forget me:) I love you
From: ABC
To: B
i love you and everything you do for me. you’re everything i could ever ask for
