Unsent messages to S
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 18, 2020, 9:58 pm UTC
I don’t blame you for losing it. I think I might. I’m surprised I kept it together ?
-Family& stuff
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 17, 2020, 5:01 am UTC
i work my ass off for us. i got my nursing degree while you got drunk and cheated on me every weekend. why have i never been enough?
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 16, 2020, 10:37 pm UTC
we were better off as friends but then we drifted apart. I just hope you're doing well and that you found someone you really love.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 16, 2020, 12:49 pm UTC
when i wake up i have two minutes of thoughts i dedicate to you.
it's a never ending pain for a brief moment.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 15, 2020, 11:15 pm UTC
I'm still nervous every time i write to you, and every time i want to ask for your name something in me says you wont respond, regardless, i still love talking to you, even if we dont have anything to talk about
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 15, 2020, 8:51 pm UTC
i know we’re young but i think you’re the one i want to spend the rest of my life with, i’m in love with you
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 15, 2020, 7:31 pm UTC
i'm sorry i outed you, that was a horrible thing to do and i can't believe i didn't treat your sexuality with respect. That mistake has helped me grow and become a better person who now calls people out for oppression and homophobia. I'm sorry
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 14, 2020, 7:23 pm UTC
it just really hurts to only be your friend. but that's okay; i love you. i'll take the pain to ease yours.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 13, 2020, 10:47 pm UTC
if i did anything why didn’t you just say? now i’m left with no answers. you took a piece of me with you when you removed me from your life. i won’t forget that
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 13, 2020, 12:07 pm UTC
I’m still not over yet the fact that our was the purest form of love that I’ve ever experienced and still, it ended.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 13, 2020, 4:15 am UTC
I often think of you, a lot. It’s quite sad now that I look back on it; you really did treat me like I was under you instead of an equal. But that’s okay, I don’t blame you. I wasn’t the best and I hope wherever you are now that you’re happy and getting the help you deserve.
I hope you’re moving on and by writing this I hope I can too; I’m not ready for love, but I’m also ready to finally close the chapter of my life that we left behind, thank you for giving me a chance to be your friend and more, I hope everything’s okay with you and I hope you’re doing the same, again Thank you.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 13, 2020, 12:51 am UTC
im angry i didn’t leave sooner. i gave you everything i had and you took advantage of that. i’m so much better off without you.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 12, 2020, 11:37 pm UTC
you’ve fucked up so many times yet all i ever seem to think about is talking to you again. hearing your voice. seeing you’re smile. looking at your bright blue eyes. i miss you even though you’ve done some real shitty things i know you’re the love of my life.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 12, 2020, 10:02 pm UTC
you told me you loved me.you told me you missed me.you called me at 1am crying in ur kitchen w ur dog.i know u might not of felt anything then but you can't deny that everytime our eyes lock you feel something.idk what but something, anything,please.i love you.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 12, 2020, 1:48 pm UTC
You should've been honest with me since the beginning. I fell in love with the person you let me see, not the real you.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 12, 2020, 8:11 am UTC
You led me on for six months only to date me for a week before dropping me. I don’t know how you could do that to someone else
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 12, 2020, 1:50 am UTC
esa noche cambio mi forma de verte, fue la primera vez que senti amor. cada vez que nos abrazabamos o me dabas mimos tenia todavia esos tickles. espero que se repita y nos podamos ver de vuelta
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 11, 2020, 9:27 pm UTC
i made hours of memos to you and deleted them, i wish i could tell you that its not your fault, i was too scared to stay.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 11, 2020, 9:25 pm UTC
i made hours of memos to you and deleted them, i wish i could tell you that its not your fault, i was too scared to stay.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 11, 2020, 8:21 am UTC
what if i talked to you rn would something change? i'm a coward,i dont have the guts to atleast say hi to you and it sucks
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 11, 2020, 12:46 am UTC
I don't know why I keep waiting for you. It will always be her for you. Not me. And it breaks my heart.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:20 pm UTC
I’ve never truly been happy since we ended. I wish I begged you to stay that night, and I regret letting you go every day.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 10, 2020, 4:22 pm UTC
Your boyfriend thinks I'm copying him, but I don't know anything about him other than his name. Ridiculous.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 9, 2020, 7:44 am UTC
I liked you for 4 years. You fell in love right in front of me several times and I couldn’t do anything but watch. Our friends would tease you about your new girlfriend and I would laugh along even though it hurt so much. I thought – “Why doesn’t he return my feelings? What do I need to do to get him to notice me? Am I really that unlikeable?”.. We used to be so close. We would text until the crack of dawn, talking about everything and nothing at the same time. But then you suddenly stopped replying, and then you grew distant from me until I wasn’t even sure I considered you my friend anymore. More than anything, I was hurt because you threw our friendship away without hesitation. It was too late when I admitted to myself that I liked you. Because you didn’t even look my way anymore. You would pass by me on the hallways without even so much as a glance and refuse to start conversations with me. Yet I kept chasing you like the fool that I am. Kept finding ways to be closer to you, casually start a conversation as if my heart wasn’t pounding in my chest, act like everything was fine when it really wasn’t. I don’t think I like you anymore, but thinking about you still hurts me so much. I don’t even know what to say here anymore. Please be well.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 9, 2020, 5:29 am UTC
I don’t feel bad for disappearing. You broke all your promises, and now you’ll never hear from me again.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 8, 2020, 10:56 pm UTC
you were the first man that I was in a relationship with to make me feel comfortable. i miss you so fucking much.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 8, 2020, 6:43 am UTC
even if i told you how much you mean to me, you’d never believe me anyway. we’re just friends after all.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 8, 2020, 2:36 am UTC
Your betrayal runs so deep. After all these years, you could not show up. After all that we have gone through...
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 7, 2020, 11:36 pm UTC
why would you post a picture with her on my birthday? did you already forget even though i share a birthday with your best friend? or was it on purpose? idk which is worse
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 7, 2020, 11:33 pm UTC
I couldn't help but wonder... if we got in an accident and I would've died, would you cry for me or for the car?
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 7, 2020, 12:49 pm UTC
i told my mum about you and she was excited for me to have you. now you left out of no where n im left wondering where it went wrong
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 7, 2020, 12:47 pm UTC
i poured out my heart to you and made sure if u were okay. u left out of nowhere saying i didn't care enough. was i not good enough?
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 7, 2020, 5:32 am UTC
we were so young and I held u too tight to my heart, but if u came back to my life even 5 years from now ik id still give us a try
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 6, 2020, 9:43 pm UTC
your the first person ive ever fallen inlove with. you also the person who helped me figure out my sexuality. ive literally never felt this way before i am so inlove with you
