Pensé que eras mi héroe, y que lo eras todo para mi, pensé que eras mi escape cuando me sentía mal. Pero todo estuvo mal, resultó que prefieres a tu novia que a tu propio hijo, preferiste irte a acostar con ella que jugar con el balón conmigo, preferiste ir con ella que conmigo, te pedí que estuviéramos solos tú y yo, pero parece que no soy lo suficiente para ser tu hijo :)

why? you didnt have to do that. it hurts us so bad that u felt like that was the only option. u were my #1 fan, u will never see me reach my goals in life. i wanted u to be there so bad. i still don't believe it

i love you so much and i appreciate everything you do for me, i’m just sorry i can’t show it all the time

Dear papa, i still think of you a lot. even thought we weren’t close and i never saw you a lot, i miss you everyday, i never stop thinking of you

Papá, lo siento por no ser fuerte, lo siento por no ser la hija que esperabas, debiste tener algo mejor, odio mi vida y ya no la aguanto más, me quiero ir de este mundo, y quiero que seas feliz no quiero que pienses que es tu culpa o la de mis hermanas, solo que ya no soporto todo lo que me pasa día a día

Fuiste mi primer amor,no de una forma romántica sino de una forma que me rompió el corazón dejándome ahora con traumas y problemas de confianza ya que no puedo confiar en las personas ya que cuando lo hize contigo resulta que otra persona ya había ocupado mi lugar.
Te amo,te amare y siempre lo haré,siempre serás mi primera ruptura de corazón :)

i'm gonna miss you. i already do so much i can feel it in my bones. you are the reason i want to major in biology, why i'm taking AP bio this year. i know you're having a hard time remembering things rn but please don't forget me. i can't handle it i can't do it. just stay a little longer

Perdón por no cumplir tus expectativas, sé que quieres que haga lo que tú crees que es mejor para mi, pero eso no lo es, no puedo hacerlo, voy a fallarte, voy a decepcionarte, no espero que lo entiendas, pero lo hago por mi felicidad futura, para que mi niña interior este bien y sea feliz, cuidare de ella y solo de ella, hasta mi ultimo respiro

You should've gone to the doctor sooner. Why didn't you stay in the hospital longer. You would've been here still. I miss you so much. I love you papa... now I'll never get to tell you about my life.

Ojalá pudiera decirte que soy bisexual sin que me desprecies. Mamá ya me aceptó, ahora es tu turno. :(

i hate what you did to mum, why did you have to do that!! you ruined everything for my future and now all this pressure is on my head to fix your mess . i hate you . i hate the fact that i want to see you all the time and that i miss you when i should despise you for what you did and how you left mum and us . i hope one day you can repay us back all those years of nothingness , but i do love you i love you so so much i just wish i didn't feel guilty for it

i love you with all my heart. you are my favorite person in the whole world and the person who I look up to most. You’re the strongest man I know, you’ve been through so much. the day you leave this earth is the day I lose myself. i don’t know what I’ll do without you. you’ve done so much for me and my mom and I can’t thank you enough. thanks for all the laughs and making me the happiest. my best memories were made with you.

no one said i couldn’t do a relative. plus i’ve never been inlove. you were the first person- the first man in my life who was supposed to set an example of what a good man is. of what i should look for. someone who would protect and love me. but you were the first man who ever hurt me- physically and emotionally. i’ve tried to forgive you so many times but even the mere sight of you causes me pain. i really wish i had a different father.

I still carry the heart shaped note, that I deeply treasure. Will I ever know how I saved you.?

I miss you so much I wish you could’ve seen me grow up

i love you so much and i miss you every single day of my life.

I want to forgive you

i miss when you still loved me

Im sorry I never got to visit you I thought you were getting better. I miss you everyday.

I still miss you everyday, you would think it would get easier…

I really really wished you knew how to truly love me

Hi papa. I hope I’m making you proud! I’m so sorry I didn’t give you a proper goodbye .

you were my first heartbreak. Sadly i cant even call u papa anymore

Today I saw videos of your last birthday. I hope u are in a better place now, I miss my dad

I miss you so much. There was so much left to say. I hope you're in a better place now. I love you