Unsent messages to S
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 20, 2020, 2:43 am UTC
I quit my job and moved across the country for you to ghost me. How My love turned to hate so quickly.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 17, 2020, 3:44 am UTC
i’d wait till the end of the world, if that meant you were there to hold me.
i love you,
always&forever
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 16, 2020, 4:48 pm UTC
I still don’t know why u left me here in all this mess alone. It took me 3 years and i still cry about it. Im happy that u r happy but, i miss u, sis.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 16, 2020, 6:37 am UTC
we use to be like family. I still call ur mom my mom and your sisters my sisters but why? you dont care. I can't believe how blind I am I can't even see that you dont even want me around but all I can think about is you.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 16, 2020, 6:28 am UTC
you use to mean something to me. we were like sisters and one day it all went away. you dont even see how much I miss you and the pain I am in right now.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 16, 2020, 2:05 am UTC
let’s try again.
this time you’re the quiet one and I’m the one who talks too much. maybe then I won’t find out anything that’ll hurt me.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 16, 2020, 1:50 am UTC
Te conocĂ cuando tenĂa 12 años, y tĂş eras mucho mayor que yo, pero desde el primer momento en que te vi, te amĂ© y nunca supe cĂłmo hiciste para que yo me enamorara. Ya pasaron 3 años y aĂşn no puedo superarte, no sĂ© quĂ© es esto, Dios, ni siquiera puedo odiarte porque te amo mucho, pero que puedo hacer si amo a alguien y sĂ© que jamás podrĂ© estar con Ă©l, no podĂa seguir conversando contigo porque aunque no te dabas cuenta, yo sufrĂa. Ante mis ojos siempre serás la persona más perfecta, y sĂ© que tĂş ni siquiera me recuerdas, pero tĂş siempre estarás en mi corazĂłn. Te amo Shanny
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 12, 2020, 5:50 pm UTC
yesterday was 5 weeks since we agreed we were friends. every day it gets easier but i’ll never stop thinking about us
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 12, 2020, 11:35 am UTC
do u remember when i did shrooms in the back of ur friends car? i cared so much about you. i still do.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 11, 2020, 4:30 am UTC
Que me hizo falta?, que tiene ella que no tenga yo?, realmente creo que te habĂas fijado en mi y que quizás podrĂamos tener algo y me odio por eso, me odio por pensar que realmente te llegaste a fijar en mi pero me odio mas por el hecho de que se que si me volvieras a hablar, te responderĂa con todo el entusiasmo y hasta dejarĂa que me rompieras el corazĂłn una segunda vez
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 10, 2020, 12:54 pm UTC
I wish you could notice the effort I put in to make you like me... I guess I’ll have to wait and see.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 10, 2020, 12:24 pm UTC
Why can’t you understand that I don’t love you? You hurt me everytime you talk about that and it make me cry
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 10, 2020, 10:06 am UTC
You made me feel something that nobody did before.Our energy matched,our hearts too.I miss you with all my heart and without u here i’m drowning again,can’t wait to see you and cuddle with you.I pray everyday for the moment that we are going to be together again,it’s near i feel it.
Love you with all my heart
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 10, 2020, 12:15 am UTC
De verdad no se que hubiera pasado si en algĂşn momento hubieramos estado juntos y pues lo hubiera confesado y ahora solo me da pena todo
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 9, 2020, 11:14 pm UTC
it was you. i just wanted you. i had never felt this way about anyone else other than you. i still love you to this day.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 8, 2020, 1:06 pm UTC
i still remember that day by my locker, when u randomly smiled at me. i didn't know it then, but i feel in love
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 7, 2020, 7:45 am UTC
im sorry for breaking your heart, i broke mine too. please let me glue our broken pieces together. let us become one again
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 6, 2020, 8:13 pm UTC
I've loved you for 8 years but you've never loved me. Even now i still feel something when I'm around you.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 5, 2020, 11:02 am UTC
I've been madly in love with you for many years now but telling you would ruin everything. But one day I will, when we're both old and there's nothing left to ruin.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 5, 2020, 8:23 am UTC
I dream about you sometimes. Even when you’re gone, you still manage to confuse me.
I wish things were different.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 4, 2020, 7:21 am UTC
after all that, i’d still text you back and ask “how are you” because i still love & care about you.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 3, 2020, 10:16 pm UTC
it’s been 8 months and I still feel the same and I wish I got to say I love you but I never could. I’m writing this even though you won’t ever see it but I miss you. I wish things could go back to the way they were because I’ve been down lately and I really need you to help me be happy again. Hopefully the universe brings us together again cause I just wanna laugh together one last time. If I knew that was our last hug I would have hugged you tighter.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 3, 2020, 3:46 pm UTC
i really thought you loved me just as much as I loved you.. and i really thought you respected me enough to tell me that you’re done with me, you ruined love for me because I can’t imagine myself with anyone except you, even after 2 years
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 3, 2020, 12:13 pm UTC
sabes perfectamente que ese tipo de conexiĂłn no se tiene con cualquiera. Te quiero decir mil cosas pero siento que solo te darĂan muy igual si te las digo en un mensaje. Te confieso que ese viernes pensĂ© que iba a ser el dĂa. Pero ese “algĂşn dĂa” llegará ?
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 2, 2020, 7:31 am UTC
When I saw you it felt so weird. I couldn't believe I got you. But I guess you were never the right one for me
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 2, 2020, 6:17 am UTC
The thing is I would love you if you were poor. If you were some guy across the street who just liked strumming on his guitar. I would love you in every life. You are so much more to me than your new fame or money. I don’t want any of that, I just want you. I just want you.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 2, 2020, 3:04 am UTC
I texted you. You probably didn’t see because you have millions of texts. But I hope that you do...
Text me back
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 2, 2020, 3:01 am UTC
And I didn’t want to be just another girl in the crowd screaming “ I love you” but what else do you do when you see the love of your life on stage?
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 2, 2020, 3:00 am UTC
I started calling you s instead of “x” because you’re you. Maybe one day I’ll be able to add the rest of the letters
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 2, 2020, 2:18 am UTC
“She’s just one of those girl you have a hard time getting over, you know?” You talked about her how I wish you could talk about me.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 1, 2020, 11:39 pm UTC
I miss how you were. I don't want anyone but you, even if you don't want me. Maybe one day we can be happy together, I want that more than anything...
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 1, 2020, 7:19 pm UTC
even though we were just friends i loved u so much and the most i’ve ever hurt is when u left and im sorry i ruined us
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 1, 2020, 3:55 pm UTC
I want the first words I say to you to be in person but if I text right now would I get a response back? I adore you
You make me smile so much
From: ABC
To: s
Date: October 1, 2020, 4:32 am UTC
You are everything that is right in this dreadful world. I know you're happy with someone else and it's selfish to wish you were mine.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 30, 2020, 8:47 pm UTC
the way i repeat your laugh in my head makes me smile and i'm kinda scared of how much i'm not in control
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 29, 2020, 8:15 pm UTC
it was so light in your house. it was the only place i was comfortable. i can't imagine having intimacy with anyone else. god it hurts more than it should
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:20 pm UTC
Even though we cannot be together, i will always care for you deeply and it pains me knowing the love is still there and strong. thank you for showing me love is real and not some made up fantasy. You showed me light when i was going through a rough patch and only felt darkness and loneliness. just know i will love you forever, even if we can no longer speak, you will always have a special place in my heart forever.
i love you
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 29, 2020, 5:17 pm UTC
I miss you but I hope you are happy. It's sad how you are doing fine without me, was I that easy to get over? I'm sorry I wasn't the person you wanted. I'm sorry for everything.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 29, 2020, 8:16 am UTC
why is it so hard for me to get over you? To get over someone I never even had in the first place. To have to keep pushing myself and feeling confident, after seeing you text other girls. To feel so sad at how I can’t be or look like them.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 28, 2020, 9:17 pm UTC
someone told me I was way too immersed into you when you talked to me. I wonder if you ever noticed. your eyes were just too green.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 26, 2020, 10:39 pm UTC
I never thought you’d give me the feeling of laying down at night questioning your love, but here I am ...
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 25, 2020, 9:40 pm UTC
Thank you for making me realize that I deserve so much better than what you gave me. I know that I am enough.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 25, 2020, 2:30 pm UTC
If you have something to say fucking say it. Stop hiding and own up to it. I know it’s not the end. Say something.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 25, 2020, 7:05 am UTC
2 years ago, i knew i loved you when you showed me how much you loved the stars.... it sucks how we're not friends anymore... i miss you. i hope you're doing well
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 24, 2020, 12:47 am UTC
i wish we never dated, let alone met. you broke me after i had finally fixed myself and as much as i hate you i still love you.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 22, 2020, 11:03 pm UTC
I think it's ridiculous. I'm already in tremendous pain besides ”the love life”. It's truly traumatic.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 21, 2020, 6:08 pm UTC
I thought I really loved you. I think I loved the person I made you out to be in my head. They don’t hurt me as much.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 21, 2020, 10:20 am UTC
Do you still think we’re going to meet again ten years from now and love each other like the first time?
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 21, 2020, 9:18 am UTC
Why you lied about loving me? i loved you, completely, what’s so wrong with me that you let me live a lie for 2 years?
Now i feel like everyone its lying about loving me, you did, so anyone can
From: ABC
To: s
Date: September 18, 2020, 11:39 pm UTC
It’s been a year and I can’t stop playing our moments in my head. I just want to see your face one last time.
