Unsent messages to S
From: ABC
To: s
Date: July 10, 2023, 6:56 am UTC
i love you but i don’t know if i’ll ever say it to your face
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 17, 2021, 8:41 pm UTC
I look at old videos, the way you looked at me even the last days. I can't comprehend how you just decided to not be with me.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 16, 2021, 11:21 pm UTC
what was it? wasn't i pretty enough? wasn’t i smart enough? was i too loud? was i too quiet? was i too nice? was i too mean? all i ever wanted was for u to like me back.for u to like me as much as i liked u.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 16, 2021, 5:22 pm UTC
I am scared that you will hurt me like you did last time and that I will break your heart when I move
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 16, 2021, 2:38 pm UTC
i hate the way you left. but i hate that i stayed as long as i did. you’re a coward. and i hope you get what’s coming to you.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 16, 2021, 5:59 am UTC
You taught me an important lesson: when to know it's time to walk away. Thanks for the temporary love.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 16, 2021, 4:03 am UTC
you sat there and talked about her and her and her and her, but did you ever think that i was sat behind the screen wanting to be her. you lead me on.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 15, 2021, 11:34 pm UTC
It gets harder everyday there’s so many things I wish I said and did differently. I love you and I want you to be happy even if it’s without me
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 15, 2021, 2:48 am UTC
You lied and said that my body was so gross that you couldn't even look at it, but all I saw in your eyes while you undressed me was a spark that was all love and desire, and eyes don't lie.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 14, 2021, 10:34 pm UTC
i never thought i would end up like this... especially not with a girl. you showed me parts of myself that i didn't know existed, your attitude is cold but it chills me in the perfect way, i drowned in my feelings for months and when i finally felt comfortable enough in them you got colder. that makes me upset. Is that selfish? the cold struck me and now im frozen.
i will never be mad at you, i love you too much
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 14, 2021, 9:07 pm UTC
why do you always end up coming back. you need to let me go. remember, this is what u wanted. i deserve better
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:41 pm UTC
i love you. i wish i would have told you that whilst i had the chance. i hope you’re happier now anyway x
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 14, 2021, 1:40 pm UTC
I always thought you were beautiful when you laughed. I was in love with you, darling. I'm sorry for everything.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:33 am UTC
Es temprano, probablemente estes durmiendo,bueno,son las 5 am
solo quería decirte que te amo demasiado,te extraño y eso duele,aunque sé que tú también me extrañas,me lo dijiste,pero no volverá a ser lo mismo de antes,no quiero sufrir otra vez por ti.
te amo.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 14, 2021, 3:56 am UTC
i didn't know how to feel about you at first u were kinda weird but i actually think ur really cool i made u a playlist i hope you like it can u text me back i miss ur texts what's wrong please tell me
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 14, 2021, 2:58 am UTC
Siempre pensé que cuando uno ama no rompe y fue ahí donde entendí que lo que tú significabas para mi, yo no lo significaba para ti, me rompiste de todas las maneras posibles, me demostraste la clase de amor que no quiero en mi vida y descubrí que merezco un amor mucho mejor. ¿pero... y como sanas lo que ya aceptaste? cuánto tiempo toma superar un corazón roto?tomará tiempo y seré feliz nuevamente, pero tu? tu viviras con la idea de que no hay nadie como yo!
NEGRO porque me amargaste la vida, pero yo me la endulce!!!!!
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 13, 2021, 10:51 pm UTC
I want to die. Like, seriously. there are cuts on my arms that keep reappearing. Ik i promised you that i would stop, but I cant
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 13, 2021, 10:31 pm UTC
i am struggling. like u said in the google doc earlier :( but u might lose someone important to u and i cant keep adding to that. one of my fears when opening up to you i was scared my problems would worry you. and u would b scared 2 talk 2 me. and u r. its not ur fault, but it still stings. lately ive been feeling like im fake. like my feelings are fake, and like my emotions arent real. like i cant feel them anymore. and ik ive been hesitant, but i love you. i do. its so hard for me to say for so many reasons, but i said it. and its true
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 13, 2021, 5:36 pm UTC
why did you do that to me? my body still feels dirty all these years later. why can’t i wash you off?
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 13, 2021, 5:11 pm UTC
I love you, and I will miss you forever. I’ve moved on but you’re always in the back of my mind. I wish we worked out. it didn’t have to end this way
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 13, 2021, 3:44 pm UTC
i’m really sorry. there’s no way i can make up for this, and i know my chances are already gone, but i didn’t mean for any of this to happen. i hope this makes you realise what a bad idea falling for me is, and it wasn’t me that blocked you
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 13, 2021, 6:27 am UTC
I wish you’d stop running away from me. I can’t believe you spend all your time talking to me saying you like me but you’re meeting her tomorrow.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 13, 2021, 4:58 am UTC
I didn't change you. Your love for me did. And now you're slowly going back to the person who you were before meeting me... i guess you're felling out of love with me and it hurts a lot.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 12, 2021, 4:29 pm UTC
right person, wrong time. could’ve been something good. i still feel a connection with you. i’m happy now but i know that i did love you, and i just didn’t treat you well enough for you to realise
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 12, 2021, 12:21 pm UTC
You sexually assaulted me. It took me over two months to admit that. You blocked me because I was not answering you, I was so upset because I didn't get to tell you how I felt and what you did to me. You made me want to die. But its been almost 7 months and I am finally breathing again. Fuck you, you piece of shit.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 12, 2021, 11:15 am UTC
No sé porque después de tanto sigo aquí esperándote, llorando, pensando que algún día todo va a volver a ser como antes, no sé si algún día dejaré de sentir algo por ti, te quiero tanto que ni yo misma lo creo, he pasado tanto tiempo intentando dejarte atrás y que sólo quedes como una parte bonita de mi vida pero siento que cada día pienso más en ti y en lo que teníamos,no fuimos perfectos pero tú siempre me hacías sentir bien en los peores momentos y ahora que no estás siento un vacío que nadie ha podido llenar, llevo tanto tiempo esperando el día en el que por fin me sienta bien,cómo antes, pero siempre que lo intento termina igual, hace mucho que estoy consciente que yo no soy para ti, tienes que seguir tu camino y que todo lo siempre pensé no son sólo más que ilusiones, ya sé que hace mucho tiempo dije que era día en que te dejaba ir pero creo que nunca pude asimilarlo, hoy por fin creo que todo tiene que quedarse en el pasado, tal vez no eres el amor de mi vida, no eres la persona con la que me voy a casar, no eres mi alma gemela pero a pesar de eso estoy segura que te amé como a nadie y siempre vas a estar en mi corazón. Duele mucho que todo esto lo escriba en una nota como si estuviese hablando con el aire pero soy tan cobarde que jamás pude decirte lo tanto que te quiero y lo mucho que me dolió dejarte ir porque en el fondo de mi corazón siempre supe que la más débil era yo y que me dolería tanto el día que te fueras por eso siempre fingí que no me importaba tanto. Ojalá algún día pueda recordar todos los buenos días y momentos que pasamos juntos sin tener que llorar y lamentarme por no hacer las cosas bien. Hoy te dejo ir y confío en que si eres para mí el destino nos va a juntar en algún momento de nuestras vidas dónde hagamos las cosas bien y podamos ser felices.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 12, 2021, 7:06 am UTC
Sabes, me arrepiento no a verte dicho todo lo que sentía por ti, tu me ayudaste con muchos problemas de autoestima, te preocupabas, como quisiera que volviéramos hablar, como lo hacíamos antes, con esa confianza que siempre tuvimos este nosotros mismos, como quisiera encontrarte en la calle por lo menos verte en persona, aveces sueño contigo, en mis sueños soy tan feliz, porque es como si estuvieras con migo, todos los momentos que pasamos, nunca los voy a olvidar, ya no tengo el valor de mandarte un mensaje, lo siento en algunas promesas no las cumplí y otras si, sabes, te sorprendería si te dijera que ya no soy tan negativa como antes, bueno esa es una promesa que si cumplí, ya no ser tan negativa, y esto es gracias a ti, por siempre preocuparte cuando no tenías porque, espero que estés bien, que si encuentres a la persona correcta y que sean felices eso es lo único que deseo que seas feliz con alguien, y gracias por todo lo que has hecho por, en cerio gracias.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 12, 2021, 6:48 am UTC
I never felt listened to and understood till I met you. and now your gone and you’ll never know how much you meant to me. I’m sad it was unrequited love. I can only imagine what we could’ve been.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:30 am UTC
Me hubiera gustado decirte que en serio tenía esperanza que volvieras , y dejarte las cosas claras, quizá así cambia algo.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 12, 2021, 1:09 am UTC
I should have known we would never be more than friends. We spent too much time alone together for nothing to happen.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 12, 2021, 1:06 am UTC
i know i told you u weren't my person anymore but i lied
you are my person. i can’t wait for you to find your person too
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 11, 2021, 4:10 pm UTC
I knew I was in love with you from the moment you read my favourite poem back to me. Why did you have to break my heart?
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 11, 2021, 10:06 am UTC
I didn’t know it was possible to fall in love so quickly. Maybe one day we’ll find our way back to eachother
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 10, 2021, 10:10 pm UTC
It feels like your memory is completely wrong in how you treated me. I’d get screamed at by you everyday but I’m somehow a monster for wanting better than that.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 10, 2021, 9:51 pm UTC
you changed into a whole different person when you started being with her. i`m still wondering if you were your true self when you were with me, or with her.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:13 pm UTC
I hope one day you will meet someone else who will love you as much as you deserve, in the way you deserve.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:35 pm UTC
i have had a crush on you since the 1st grade but even if you pushed me away when i told you in 3rd grade, you are the reason i studied so hard and became an honor student. im in college now
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:34 pm UTC
i love you so much but something in me knows we won't be together forever. it kills me. we are tainted in some subtle but essential way.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:24 am UTC
I loved your soul more than anything. The way you laugh and your smile. I miss how you said my name and laughed with my every day. I love you still
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 10, 2021, 2:18 am UTC
I'm sorry i wasnt enough. And now i find myself trying to find you in every person i meet whilst every day being reassured you were the one i needed. I will always care about you. Goodbye.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 9, 2021, 11:48 pm UTC
I’m sorry. But I can’t keep waiting for you to apologise. I can’t keep making the first move. I’m over it completely
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 9, 2021, 5:49 am UTC
I regret ever meeting you because you ruined multiple things for me. I hate you more than I hate myself.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 9, 2021, 5:48 am UTC
I regret ever meeting you because you ruined multiple things for me. I hate you more than I hate myself.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 9, 2021, 5:48 am UTC
I regret ever meeting you because you ruined multiple things for me. I hate you more than I hate myself.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 9, 2021, 1:33 am UTC
i want to know what happened. we used to talk for hours all night but now you don’t have time to reply to me. it’s okay i get it but i want to know why what did i do wrong i love you
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 8, 2021, 10:15 pm UTC
I love you. I’m sorry. I don’t know what it is about you honestly.. but it’s everything u do I was just in love with you.. but I couldn’t tell you how I felt even though I’m sure you felt the same way. I wish you happiness with her. Stay out of trouble :))
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 8, 2021, 7:48 am UTC
hii, i don't even know where to start ever since you came into my life i have been sooo much happier you are everything i ever wanted. Thank you for everything like fr fr you made me a better person. I know i will never be bold enough to tell you this unless you say it first but i love you ,you are one of my biggest blessings and you don't even know how much you mean to me.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 7, 2021, 11:53 pm UTC
I will always wonder if there was anything I could have changed about myself to make you love me back
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 7, 2021, 11:50 pm UTC
I thought I loved you but we were just young. It was still unfair that you expected me to wait for you and never set me free
From: ABC
To: s
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:26 pm UTC
I loved you more than ever, and you completely broke me... you watched me everyday as I was in so much pain from what you were doing. I told you I needed you more than ever and you left. I will never understand how you could look me in the eyes and tell me you love me.
