I am so glad you all left me. I'm so glad you make me feel like shit. Because when everything finally falls into place. When my life is on the up rise. When I'm sitting at the top of the fucking world. I know that you all are gonna regret dropping me like a broken toy and that will make everything so much sweeter

You are all my green - my favorite color. I need you. You are all my first love because you keep me going.

your amazing and you don’t tell yourself that enough. your beautiful and strong and can face the future like a queen ✨ stop comparing yourself to others and start living life however makes you happiest. I know people post things like this all the time, but one day you are going to realise all the time you spent wishing for things to be different in some way were just days wasted. Let that day be today.

this is to everyone and i know no one knows this is me thats why im doing it but if you know willie .. she aint straight no she likes ✨girls i think ✨

Niemand begrijpt me en dat neem ik ze niet kwalijk maar tis gewoon zo fucked up dat niemand me begrijpt en dan zeggen ze ja het komt goed enz maar bro je snapt het niet als je dingen in je verleden hebt mee gemaakt en daar steeds aan denkt is het niet opeens goed net zoals iemand die je opeens laat zitten net zoals me pa vroeger 1 x een uur gewacht op hem en mocht niks. Misschien is dat ook wel de rede waarom ik soms zulke trust issues heb echt jemig man ik wil gewoon dood geen pijn maar wel bij God als hij mijn vader wilt zijn geen gezeik geen haat geen gewoon rust en vrede dat lijkt me zo heerlijk en dan ook denken mensen dat je expres thuis blijft. Nee man bro ik kan niks alles is te veel of te zwaar ik ben er klaar mee hou van jullie

I love you all, but every single one of you has broken my heart in different ways. Every time I think someone can pick up the broken pieces, they end up shattering them even more. Why can't you all see my pain? Why can none of you help me? You take advantage of the love I give to you.

how are we even here. were on a rock filled with everything to ever exist flying aimlessly through nothing to end up nowhere. and your worried about them, life is too short to worry.

I'm so so sorry all of you had to ever go through this pain but I promise you'll make it out. Ily so much.

this place makes me feel sad, i hope you all improve & feel good. eat, drink water, and cope in healthy ways. someone loves you.

i got 90 on my math test!! no one i know cares :/
i just want someone to tell me they are proud of me... sending virtual hugs to everyone reading it!!!!!!!! love you all *F COVID-19*

i automatically stoped trying when i felt unwanted. i won’t reach out to u if it’s not being reciprocated. i don’t beg.

I know I will never be as pretty as her because she is the sun and I'm a shadow. I just wish I was someones sun.

ayoo everyone is so sad here u gotta keep ur head up. i know its hard af to move on but just give it time trust me. love all of you

hello everyone
i know you probably trippin over some guy or girl but it will get better
i know it doesnt seem like it rn but take it day by day
you will find someone better and will look back at this and laugh about it (im still waiting for this)
i love you all and keep holding on
listen to some frank ocean in the meantime

remember that you are enough and you are amazing and if no one is telling you i am you are worth so much :D

“right person, wrong time”

What does that even mean? Do you need an excuse for not being there for me? Are you just scared?

“Right person” means right person but a “wrong time” doesn't really exist. If it is the right person then every time is right. “Wrong time” is a rationalization. You can make it the right time. If you really wanted me, you would.

i just need to get this out somewhere. im terrified of death. it scares me. thr thought of losing someone, never seeing, smelling or touching them again. im scared im dying myself. but then i have the moments. i dont want to die; but disappear. i feel the need to distance and hide my feeling sometimes. little things can get to me and i slowly get hurt or distance. the thoughts can take over and it seems as i am small, that i wouldnt be missed and that it doesnt matter. but deep down i know i would hurt everyone i love and i would be missed. it would have an impact. anyine would have an impact. you are imporatnt. there are so many people that have been losed due to this. but seriously you are not alone.

u are loved. someone cares for u. nd if someone broke u, i am so so sorry. but ur strong, u got this. keep going

I just wanna have friends. I wanna talk to somebody. i wanna Cuddle. I Want to live. I wanna end it today.

"BREATHE"
Take a deep breath
Until both sides of your heart get numb
Until it hurts a little
Let out your breath even more
Until you feel
Like there’s nothing left inside
It’s alright if you run out of breath
No one will blame you
It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes
Because anyone can do so
Although comforting by saying "it’s alright"
Are just words
Someone’s breath. That heavy breath
How can I see through that?
Though I can’t understand your breath
It’s alright I’ll hold you.
It’s alright if you run out of breath
No one will blame you
It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes
Because anyone can do so
Although comforting by saying "it’s alright"
Are just words

crdts

SI alguien lee esto quiero que sepa que aprecio su esfuerzo diario, sigue así, estoy orgullosa de ti (:

Sometimes I feel like I do everything right and perfect to what is expected and I have no idea what I’m doing or why I am still here

hey
ik ben het weer
ik weet niet of ik jou nog iets boei maar ik ben je niet vergeten ik denk elke dag aan je elke vrij moment dat het kan denk ik aan jou dan denk ik terug aan die knuffels die je mij gaf. als je mij een knuffel gaf voelde het net alsof niemand mij pijn kon doen alsof het allemaal goed kwam en het niets meer uit maakte dat ik mezelf niet accepteerde of dat ik niet zoals alle andere meiden ben maar je wou liever niet meer dan vrienden blijven zei je meer dan een maand geleden en ik weet ik had je moeten vergeten en niet meer aan je moeten denken maar dat lukte gewoon niet en het enige wat ik deed was aan jou denken en toen het moment was aan gekomen dat ik dacht dat ik over je heen was en niet meer aan je dacht was je opeens over het gespreks onderwerp ofz zelfs me ma en me zus vroegen of we nog contact hadden terwijl ze alleen wisten dat we afspraken weleens meer niet. toen ze dat vroegen voelde echt alsof de wereld in stortte gewoon alsof een deel van mijn hart weg werd gerukt je liet me gewoon zien dat ik mezelf kon accepteren en je de ware was ik had iedereen al vertelt over jou maar je wou liever vrienden blijven en dat moest ik maar accepteren want het zijn jouw gevoelens en daar kan jij niks aan doen of veranderen en ik besloot dus jouw even niet meer te contacten of snappen en wachten totdat jij mij ging contacten en me zou missen of aan me zou denken en dat is me eigenlijk heel goed geluk want vorige week maandag snapte en vroeg opeens hoe het ging en wanneer we weer gaan afspreken en niemand vond het echt leuk voor me behalve pien maar omdat ze vonden dat je me had laten zitten maar wat ze niet weten is dat ik nooit over mijn gevoelens voor jou ben gekomen ze zijn altijd gebleven eigenlijk omdat je anders was dan andere jongen enz en gister avond appte je me opeens om te vragen of ik woensdag kon afspreken doordat er weer een lockdown is en dat was dus het plan totdat jij vanavond opeens snapte om te vragen of ik vanavond zou kunnen afspreken want morgen kon je waarschijnlijk toch niet want je ging misschien met je vader mee maar ik hoorde dat je wel over mij gepraat had op school pls love me

xx me

im trying m hardest i swear. all i wanted was someone to comfort me throught the hard times, someone to listen to me when i rant about something im interested in, someone to tell me there proud of me and someone to tell me its gonna be okay. its getting bad again and people still think im joking about it lol.

When you first meet me you think this girl has the perfect life she has no worries. None of that is true :( I worry all the time but when I worry it’s not for me. I’ve been falling into a black hole and I’ve fallen to far down to be helped up. So now I just worry for others and care for others because nobody was there to care and worry for me. And that feeling of being alone and forgotten is the worst of them all. People everyday suffer in silence because they do not want to sound like an attention seeker. Remember YOU ARE NOT ALONE :)

I’m okay reliving the memory of you singing Arctic Monkeys, with that look on your face.

That look.

That look of mine. As everything else of mine that you took.

I'm sorry I'm leaving. Don't hate me. I hate me to. If it's okay I'll just take a break. I'm tired. Love you guys.

Hi, i never thought that I would tell you this... I don't feel good. I want to die. I am kinda sad, because you are one of the reasons. You broke my hearth so many fucking times and i can't stop loving you. I cry and cry but i always forgive you for the shit you do. I am sorry, i still love you, but u are ruining my life

i knew shit hit the fan when i resorted to using anonymous servers as a way to vent shit i never had the balls to tell you personally. idk whether that's funny or sad.

you deserve to eat today, tomorrow, and every day after that. trust me don't fall down the path of ED. its not worth it.

SOMEONE DATE ME FFS IM TIRED OF BEING LONELY IM LOOKING FOR A GUY THATS 16-17 THATS IT THATS ALL IM ASKING FOR IS UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

It’s like my heart is a puzzle, and everyday I’m losing a piece of that puzzle, but maybe one day I’ll find that piece again

hi! i hope u have/had an amazing day! u didn't deserve what happened to u but it will get better, i promise :)

hi! i hope u have/had an amazing day! u didn't deserve what happened to u but it will get better, i promise :)

hi! i hope u have/had an amazing day! u didn't deserve what happened to u but it will get better, i promise :)

hi! i hope u have/had an amazing day! u didn't deserve what happened to u but it will get better, i promise :)

hi! i hope u have/had an amazing day! u didn't deserve what happened to u but it will get better, i promise :)

hi! i hope u have/had an amazing day! u didn't deserve what happened to u but it will get better, i promise :)

hi! i hope u have/had an amazing day! u didn't deserve what happened to u but it will get better, i promise :)

hi! i hope u have/had an amazing day! u didn't deserve what happened to u but it will get better, i promise :)

hi! i hope u have/had an amazing day! u didn't deserve what happened to u but it will get better, i promise :)

Reading the archives it breaks my heart to see how misunderstood we are I really hope one day we're able to tell the people we love that we do to their faces
Lots of love

If it helps, I love you. your purpose is to find me. find my love. you're strong and your beauty blossoms from inside you. find me so that we can complete our destinies.

Do you think we ever cross each other’s minds at the same time? Do you wonder if I still think about us too?

You're never going to forget them. You're always going to love the color of their eyes, and you're always going to search for someone with the same contagious laugh. You're never going to fully get over them. You're going to have those nights where all the regret and pain comes rushing back like an old friend. You're going to miss them with all your heart but you're going to be okay...

you are loved and matter! remember you wont have to ask the right person how to treat you. be patient your someone is out there and will come when you least expect it. just live your life and the right people will come your way. youre worth it and are never asking for too much. i love you

Sorry I can't find myself with anyone. I'm still young but I'm too afraid to say anything. Just know that when I'm older maybe I am better off alone. I'll survive. Somehow

Remember this because in the future you'll look back and remember the younger self of a history maker.

why dont you never check up on me. why does nobody care about me. why does everyone hate me. why are you nice to me first and then act like im trash. why?

sola. estoy sola. y parece que siempre voy a estar asi. Nadie entiende que me duele que me miren asi como juzgando pero what can we do. loneliness