i never thought i would end up like this... especially not with a girl. you showed me parts of myself that i didn't know existed, your attitude is cold but it chills me in the perfect way, i drowned in my feelings for months and when i finally felt comfortable enough in them you got colder. that makes me upset. Is that selfish? the cold struck me and now im frozen.
i will never be mad at you, i love you too much

I still miss you sometimes, and thats okay, but it shouldn´t hurt so much.. I still shiver when I hear you name.

I promised you I'll kiss you when we see each other and that's a promise I'll never break.
I'm still waiting even if you might not be.

i hid my feelings bc that’s what i’m used to doing. i was afraid to feel things. i was afraid to open up. i’m sorry for disappointing you.

You lied and said that my body was so gross that you couldn't even look at it, but all I saw in your eyes while you undressed me was a spark that was all love and desire, and eyes don't lie.

What? I've done no such thing. Why would you say that? You need to stop attacking me considering the situation I'm in. All I did is respond to a text that I don't know who even wrote but sounded extremely arrogant and I don't like arrogance.

When I left, a part of me stayed with you. I love her more than I loved you but she's the reason I can't move on.

I know it's been years since we talked but you still cross my mind. Thank you for helping me hold the pieces together and for all of those lazy afternoons and late night conversations where you made me believe that there was something good left in the world. I wish you all the best

I think I've gotten over my feelings for you, but just know that you will always hold a special place in my heart, and it will always be reserved in case you want to be with me x

Gracias por llenar mi alma y compartir tu vida conmigo.

Entiendo que nuestro viaje terminó y te libero...

it just really hurts to only be your friend. but that's okay; i love you. i'll take the pain to ease yours.

I really really want to talk to you. You are my soulmate I know it. I really really need you. Please text me back... I am losing it again...

I did not do things for you, I did them because of you. You never failed to inspire the best version of myself and I'm sad you're gone. Who's gonna be my muse?

You broke me in ways i can’t explain but yet i still thank you for helping me discover it wasn’t worth it

I wish we’re together right now. I love you, but I don’t think it’s for the best. Reach out to me please.

You fell in love with my best friend, but that’s okay. Because I was only in love with the imagine in my mind I created for you.

I miss you so fucking much... but I know you don’t feel the same way. I ruined what we had and I’m sorry

I loved you more than ever, and you completely broke me... you watched me everyday as I was in so much pain from what you were doing. I told you I needed you more than ever and you left. I will never understand how you could look me in the eyes and tell me you love me.

It gets harder everyday there’s so many things I wish I said and did differently. I love you and I want you to be happy even if it’s without me

I thought I loved you but we were just young. It was still unfair that you expected me to wait for you and never set me free

I will always wonder if there was anything I could have changed about myself to make you love me back

I don’t know why my heart breaks so hard every time I think about you, I was in love with an idea that I have created of you but now I know that it was a lose of time

i'm sorry i outed you, that was a horrible thing to do and i can't believe i didn't treat your sexuality with respect. That mistake has helped me grow and become a better person who now calls people out for oppression and homophobia. I'm sorry

You flew all the way from the States after my first attempt and I was shocked. I never knew you cared sm ab me.

i know we’re young but i think you’re the one i want to spend the rest of my life with, i’m in love with you

i’m gonna be honest.
i’m scared.
scared of what this could or could not be.
the only thing I know for certain
is that
I really like you.

you sat there and talked about her and her and her and her, but did you ever think that i was sat behind the screen wanting to be her. you lead me on.

sometimes I feel nothing when I am with you but sometimes you are the reason of my happiness. idk what's wrong.

I never understood us. you make it seem like there is potential and then cop out a day later. I just wish I understood you more.

I'm still nervous every time i write to you, and every time i want to ask for your name something in me says you wont respond, regardless, i still love talking to you, even if we dont have anything to talk about

You taught me an important lesson: when to know it's time to walk away. Thanks for the temporary love.

I hope you know this is just a casual relationship and that I don't really feel anything. I just need a distraction. Just be glad I haven't cheated on you yet, I'm surprised I got this far.

i honestly hope that you're happy without me. because i am so much happier without you. prick. i hate you forever.

i hope someone loves you enough to make you realize what you have in your hands. even if you don’t believe in love, you’ll soon open your eyes to see what you left in the past.

i hope someone loves you enough to make you realize what you have in your hands. even if you don’t believe in love, you’ll soon open your eyes to see what you left in the past.

thanks for making me realise how alone i am by myself, you made me feel like i had use and made me feel happy to be alive, god do i miss that feeling. yeah we said i love you but to you it meant nothing, you made me broken inside, you didn’t consider my feelings at all, you knew i was breaking down inside and left.

i hate the way you left. but i hate that i stayed as long as i did. you’re a coward. and i hope you get what’s coming to you.

when i wake up i have two minutes of thoughts i dedicate to you.

it's a never ending pain for a brief moment.

I am scared that you will hurt me like you did last time and that I will break your heart when I move

first person i ever really loved i wish things could back to the way they were but unfortunately they won’t, i miss u

you will always be my first love even though we didn’t make it very far. you’ve taught me to love myself and how to be happy thank you. i love you

we were better off as friends but then we drifted apart. I just hope you're doing well and that you found someone you really love.

hii, i don't even know where to start ever since you came into my life i have been sooo much happier you are everything i ever wanted. Thank you for everything like fr fr you made me a better person. I know i will never be bold enough to tell you this unless you say it first but i love you ,you are one of my biggest blessings and you don't even know how much you mean to me.

what was it? wasn't i pretty enough? wasn’t i smart enough? was i too loud? was i too quiet? was i too nice? was i too mean? all i ever wanted was for u to like me back.for u to like me as much as i liked u.

i work my ass off for us. i got my nursing degree while you got drunk and cheated on me every weekend. why have i never been enough?

i stopped talking to you because u made me so happy but so sad. i needed time to find other people who made me happy. and a break from the sadness you always seemed to give me. its not ur fault im sorry

you were a coward and played me so wrong and now you come back like nothing happened playing games again. Fuck you, it's too late

I've been tracking your flight for the past 4 hours and I'm in tears that this is the closest I'll be to you

I miss you every second of the day and night wishing you would come back to me one day but never happens

You are selfish for letting me love you like that when all you were planning to do was let me go, I believed you when you told me you would never do that and I said I trusted you but I guess were both liars now huh? I can't bear to miss you so I choose to hate you to make it easier but we both know I could never hate you even through all you put me through. I actually really care so much about you it hurts, I gave you my everything that I lost myself when you left now I lay in bed with my heart completely shattered wondering how someone could do that to someone I was so good for you but you chose her the person who breaks you to nothing while I spent my time trying to fix your brokenness by tearing apart my heart and giving you the pieces you were missing now I'm left with nothing so if you try to come back again just know I have nothing to give to you, so I must find those pieces I need by loving myself. And when I do have all my pieces and you come back just know they wont fit your missing pieces because they belong to me no one else.