You sexually assaulted me. It took me over two months to admit that. You blocked me because I was not answering you, I was so upset because I didn't get to tell you how I felt and what you did to me. You made me want to die. But its been almost 7 months and I am finally breathing again. Fuck you, you piece of shit.

i made hours of memos to you and deleted them, i wish i could tell you that its not your fault, i was too scared to stay.

i made hours of memos to you and deleted them, i wish i could tell you that its not your fault, i was too scared to stay.

this is purely platonic, and i would never say this to you in a million years, but thank you. just being there you have always made me laugh and reminded me time and time again to look after myself and eat. i hope you stay healthy and happy forever!

i wish you could love me the way i love you, you are my everything, you are the only one i want and it hurts so much to know that i can never have you

its always going to be you. but youre done experiencing life, and i havent even started. i hope you understand and still accept me when i come back.

I'd do ANYTHING hoping you'd stop acting like a fuckboy, because that's how i think about you ATM. Only if you're horny.

right person, wrong time. could’ve been something good. i still feel a connection with you. i’m happy now but i know that i did love you, and i just didn’t treat you well enough for you to realise

esa noche cambio mi forma de verte, fue la primera vez que senti amor. cada vez que nos abrazabamos o me dabas mimos tenia todavia esos tickles. espero que se repita y nos podamos ver de vuelta

I wanted to keep you all to myself, and I know it’s cruel but I didn’t want you to know anyone else, I was afraid you wouldn’t notice me anymore

i still remember that day by my locker, when u randomly smiled at me. i didn't know it then, but i feel in love

i’m sorry.
i didn’t realise what i was going before it was already done and i hate myself more and more everyday because of it

you were the first one. i thought about you everyday. when i was sick, when i was sad, when i was happy. it was weird. i was filled with this joy because of you. and i thought, at first, you might've liked me back. during competitions, we would stay together the whole time and talk. when i lost, i was about to break down, but you stopped me. you helped me. i told you how i felt, and you told me that you felt the same. and then came the worst part; you ghosted me forever. i honestly wish i never told you. even though you liked me back. i thought we would talk more, but i guess you thought differently.

You led me on for six months only to date me for a week before dropping me. I don’t know how you could do that to someone else

I despise you. You stole more than 2 years of my life. I hope you are miserable your entire existence

I’m sorry for taking you granted. I’m sorry that i made you feel like you’re not good enough. You aren’t... but i’m sorry that i made you feel that. I still don’t love you but i wish i had treated you better.

When I met you, I really didn't see myself falling for you shortly after. I didn't even realize I was in love until I noticed that every time you texted me I smiled, or that I got dressed good just for you in case I saw you in the hallways. I wish that the kiss meant something to you - anything really, it meant a lot to me. I cried the whole day when you told me that you didn't swing that way. It'll be a full year since the kiss soon, and I'm still in love with you. Its always been you.

I wish I could tell you I loved you, but I’m afraid you won’t love me back, but maybe just maybe you could give me a little piece of your heart ?

hey, it’s really fucked up to get over you. i really want to, but i can’t. you were my first real crush

im so sorry im this way , i cant help it at all. i wanted us to wrok so badly but it didnt. i dont want you but i do. idk. i dont think i can find better ever. but i also didnt think that when i was with her. idk man. life fucking sucks. everything. fucking.sucks.

After everything you’ve done to me
I know I would still come back to you That
scares me.

You should've been honest with me since the beginning. I fell in love with the person you let me see, not the real you.

I feel like i'm loosing you and i don't want you to leave because your the best thing that happen to me

i miss you so much. didn't expect i would, but i saw you in my dream and it felt so relieving to hear you say you missed me to. but once i woke up i felt empty without you there. do you still think of me? do you still miss me? or have you moved on? i dont blame you if you moved on, there are so many good people out there for you and i hope you're happy

I broke us and then tried to fix us,
But u knew it was better for me,
So u kept us broken,
Even thru the tears
I love u in green ink

i keep watching Call Me By Your Name because Elio portrays perfectly how i felt when i was told u were getting married -

it was you. i just wanted you. i had never felt this way about anyone else other than you. i still love you to this day.

De verdad no se que hubiera pasado si en algún momento hubieramos estado juntos y pues lo hubiera confesado y ahora solo me da pena todo

you told me you loved me.you told me you missed me.you called me at 1am crying in ur kitchen w ur dog.i know u might not of felt anything then but you can't deny that everytime our eyes lock you feel something.idk what but something, anything,please.i love you.

I know we were young but did it mean anything....

Even when we got high together or snuck out ...

Was it worth it??

I know you would never think of me that way, especially because of everything and that you like someone else, but Ive kinda always wished that you did because for some odd reason, ive always had this feeling about you

you’ve fucked up so many times yet all i ever seem to think about is talking to you again. hearing your voice. seeing you’re smile. looking at your bright blue eyes. i miss you even though you’ve done some real shitty things i know you’re the love of my life.

i hate that i miss u so much even after all these years. and every month i think about the promises u made and didn't keep

it hurts

im angry i didn’t leave sooner. i gave you everything i had and you took advantage of that. i’m so much better off without you.

You made me feel something that nobody did before.Our energy matched,our hearts too.I miss you with all my heart and without u here i’m drowning again,can’t wait to see you and cuddle with you.I pray everyday for the moment that we are going to be together again,it’s near i feel it.
Love you with all my heart

i know you miss me ..... i see you watching me all the time .... do u think you're being secretive because you're not, its so obvious. why won't you just talk to me .

Why can’t you understand that I don’t love you? You hurt me everytime you talk about that and it make me cry

I didn't change you. Your love for me did. And now you're slowly going back to the person who you were before meeting me... i guess you're felling out of love with me and it hurts a lot.

I wish you could notice the effort I put in to make you like me... I guess I’ll have to wait and see.

I often think of you, a lot. It’s quite sad now that I look back on it; you really did treat me like I was under you instead of an equal. But that’s okay, I don’t blame you. I wasn’t the best and I hope wherever you are now that you’re happy and getting the help you deserve.

I hope you’re moving on and by writing this I hope I can too; I’m not ready for love, but I’m also ready to finally close the chapter of my life that we left behind, thank you for giving me a chance to be your friend and more, I hope everything’s okay with you and I hope you’re doing the same, again Thank you.

I wish you’d stop running away from me. I can’t believe you spend all your time talking to me saying you like me but you’re meeting her tomorrow.

Que me hizo falta?, que tiene ella que no tenga yo?, realmente creo que te habías fijado en mi y que quizás podríamos tener algo y me odio por eso, me odio por pensar que realmente te llegaste a fijar en mi pero me odio mas por el hecho de que se que si me volvieras a hablar, te respondería con todo el entusiasmo y hasta dejaría que me rompieras el corazón una segunda vez

im finally happy without you. thank you for showing me that I deserve better ....Im letting you go now.

Man, where do I start? I used to crush on you so hard 2 years ago. Although my feelings have changed since then, I still have that small ember inside of me. I don't know what to do but all I see is you drifting away from me...

I don’t even know your favourite colour, but your recent post had white flowers, and you don’t know that I’ll love you forever

I know we barely know one another, but you are the most beautiful girl I've ever met and I find myself never ceasing to think of you.

I thought if I broke my boundaries for you that you would finally want me but that’s not true and it never will be:/

I’m still not over yet the fact that our was the purest form of love that I’ve ever experienced and still, it ended.

I've never taken the leap of faith. I've always been scared. Nervous. Afraid. Now that you are gone, I regret my decisions. If only there was a way to get back...

I hate you for what you did that night. You knew I was drunk and I trusted you to take care of me and you only hurt me.