Unsent messages to S
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 10, 2020, 9:17 am UTC
You broke me in ways i can’t explain but yet i still thank you for helping me discover it wasn’t worth it
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 10, 2020, 4:27 am UTC
Gracias por llenar mi alma y compartir tu vida conmigo.
Entiendo que nuestro viaje terminó y te libero...
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 9, 2020, 10:15 pm UTC
I still miss you sometimes, and thats okay, but it shouldn´t hurt so much.. I still shiver when I hear you name.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 9, 2020, 8:07 pm UTC
I’m sorry that I make it so hard to love me. You make it hard too. I’ll never be enough and neither will you.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 9, 2020, 1:58 pm UTC
you are the most kind, genuine and real person i have ever met. the only thing stopping me from listening to you is getting lost in your beautiful eyes.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 9, 2020, 5:03 am UTC
I know you won’t respond but i just wanna wish you a great weekend and i hope that everything you do becomes the way that you want them to be.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 9, 2020, 4:45 am UTC
Antes de que me dejaras de hablar y cambiaste de foto de perfil te queria decir lo mucho que me gustaba verte con gorras, pero comenzaste a ignorarme y me dejaste con las palabras en la boca
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 9, 2020, 4:37 am UTC
you’re the reason i wake up everyday. your smile is genuinely a drug. even if we’re not together you will always be mine. i love you, you beautiful soul.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 9, 2020, 1:11 am UTC
I didnt mean for things to end the way they did. I was unsure and confused. You didn't deserve what happened but I think the outcome could have been different...
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 9, 2020, 12:07 am UTC
i've liked you since my first day of school when i saw you sleepy when we were reading the book, i didn't think i would like you till now. i've seen you through your first relationship with her and how you and your friend were talking about how all the answers to the question was letter b and your friend was like "how many b's do you have" then your like "1 cause shes my only b" cause your gfs name started with the letter b. that honestly broke my heart. i also remember how you told your friends that i keep on looking at you but i feel your glances first dummy thats why i look at you, i was so mad cause they didn't know that you were the one that was looking at me all the time and yet you blame it on me. im trying my best to be mad at you, cause you got the recognition that i deserved and now my parents are comparing me to you, im so fucking mad at you tbh and you dont even know that, but the thing is i can't... and i hate that, i honestly can't because i like you so much, more than you'll ever know. i hate the fact that my parents are proud of you more than they'll ever be proud of me. I FUCKING HATE YOU, but i hate myself more because i can't actually hate you cause i like you :( i know you won't see this but im proud of you and what you've achieved, you've stepped up sm this year, i regret not saying congrats to you.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:39 pm UTC
the fact that i really want to forget you but i cant and im sick of it
it doesnt matter to me anymore but it still hurts
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:22 am UTC
sometimes ill replay song lyrics, over and over until they dont mean anything anymore, just because they remind me of you
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:54 am UTC
you made me cry a thousand nights because you always got mad about my peednalidyou made me cry a thousand nights because you were always angry about my personality
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 8, 2020, 12:14 am UTC
I cried about you just now. Flashbacks of our relationship replayed in my head. Man you knew how crazy I was over you. I treated you like the world. Why couldn't you love me like I loved you. Having to just be bestfriends with you is one of the hardest things but I'd rather be hurt while being bestfriends than letting you go. I still feel like you're my person :(
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 11:43 pm UTC
i hate u so much stupid fucking idiot i hated kissing u so much i felt literally nothing but u somehow managed to hurt me so bad. i NEVER WANNA TALK TO U AGAIN and u should've kept ur hair blue
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:44 pm UTC
i wish you and me were meant to be. i wish you met me earlier. you will never understand the impact you had on me.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:42 pm UTC
the night we starred at the stars & you unexpectedly kiss me was the start of it all. it was so cliche yet so wrong. you broke me, i hope you remember that forever.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 8:42 pm UTC
Pusiste color y felicidad en mi vida, pero en un solo segundo derrumbaste todo lo que se habia creado y es una pena, por que despues de años, me hiciste creer que de verdad merecia la pena y que podian quererme por como era, me enseñaste a amarme a mi misma y a aceptar mis defectos, pero se ve que no era suficiente ya que apesar de haberlo dado todo, no recibi nada
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 8:42 pm UTC
it was unfair of you to use me but i still feel bad that i made you feel hurt by saying that. i hope you do get better tho.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 7:29 pm UTC
Sometimes I am so afraid of how much it’s going to hurt when you’re gone that I think about breaking up to protect myself.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:53 pm UTC
i regret what happened so much and now i feel like i’m suffocating with lies. i cant tell the people i care most about the truth. the only truth i can admit is that i regret ever meeting you
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 5:18 pm UTC
ur just my bestfriend and like a sister to me. ty for making me feel like i have an older sister always there for me
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 3:27 pm UTC
did you ever even think about what i told you? do you ever regret your response?
i hate that i still want to know
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 2:25 pm UTC
i like you and i want you to feel the same but i think i know youll never look at me the way i look at you
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 8:29 am UTC
I wish we would never stop making playlists for each other. growing distant from you is one of my biggest fear.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 8:23 am UTC
Never met you, but just through texts you made me fall for you. unrequited love hurts ha. I could block you and try moving on, but I cant even do that. you're the most wonderful person I've met. you make me laugh so much and you understand me like no one else even though you don't know what to say at times. I hate that I ended up loving you sometimes.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 7:28 am UTC
i think it hurts because we were an 'almost'. i hate that i let you make me feel on top of the world some days, and like utter trash on others.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 5:28 am UTC
I hate you for what you did that night. You knew I was drunk and I trusted you to take care of me and you only hurt me.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 5:14 am UTC
I've never taken the leap of faith. I've always been scared. Nervous. Afraid. Now that you are gone, I regret my decisions. If only there was a way to get back...
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:37 am UTC
Man, where do I start? I used to crush on you so hard 2 years ago. Although my feelings have changed since then, I still have that small ember inside of me. I don't know what to do but all I see is you drifting away from me...
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:33 am UTC
im finally happy without you. thank you for showing me that I deserve better ....Im letting you go now.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 2:29 am UTC
I know we were young but did it mean anything....
Even when we got high together or snuck out ...
Was it worth it??
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 7, 2020, 1:00 am UTC
I broke us and then tried to fix us,
But u knew it was better for me,
So u kept us broken,
Even thru the tears
I love u in green ink
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 6, 2020, 1:33 pm UTC
this is purely platonic, and i would never say this to you in a million years, but thank you. just being there you have always made me laugh and reminded me time and time again to look after myself and eat. i hope you stay healthy and happy forever!
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 6, 2020, 10:52 am UTC
sometimes i dream of you being here with me, to the point where it is a reality, but then i wake up and realise that you can't stand the thought of me
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 6, 2020, 7:33 am UTC
every time i see you it's heartbreak all over again. you picked my up from my lowest point and then left with no real explanation...
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 6, 2020, 7:16 am UTC
Every time I here your name I just wanna start crying because I just wish things we’re back to how they used to be.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 6, 2020, 7:12 am UTC
Its messed up how one day you could walk into someone’s life and walk back out without any explanation.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 6, 2020, 1:06 am UTC
I really did charity work by being with you LMAO someone needs to humble u asap. You're an ugly piece of shit.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 6, 2020, 12:59 am UTC
Hi Ik this sounds wired and I don’t want this to ruin our friendship and I always wanted to tell you this ... I like you .. like quite a lot actually and Ik this sounds wired LOL you probably don’t like me back but that’s fine I just wanted to tell you . Bye .
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 5, 2020, 8:26 pm UTC
hey , I hope ur good haha u were the only person I could be my true self around thankyou for that I wish I could get it back
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 5, 2020, 2:40 am UTC
Nunca pensé que todo te hubiera importado tan poco, siempre dijiste que estarías aquí y que podría contar contigo, pero que hago ahora, es horrible seguir aferrada a tu recuerdo.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 5, 2020, 1:28 am UTC
I hate that i have to pretend that I don't love you because I want you and them to be happy. Together. Without me.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 4, 2020, 8:54 pm UTC
I've been wondering why you always ask me to come back for months. You walk away and come back having fun that you love me. I still hate myself for it. Be clear please.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 4, 2020, 4:07 pm UTC
Every time we talk you come out with jokes about coming back and I really don't like it at all, I don't like you anymore and I don't miss you and you don't do anything, but you were the guy I wanted most, soon there will be another one I will love more than you. I was with you when you had cancer and when you recovered completely and there you already left me, but I hope that you fix your life, because you are on the wrong track ?
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 4, 2020, 3:17 pm UTC
its so crazy that u couldn't treat me how i deserved to be treated but i want u to know someone else will and we will be so in love and than i wont have to keep feeling the pain u caused.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 3, 2020, 8:41 pm UTC
you are just a regular person; it was my love that made you special and pieces of myself that i invested that made you unique to me.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 2, 2020, 7:34 pm UTC
i hope someone loves you enough to make you realize what you have in your hands. even if you don’t believe in love, you’ll soon open your eyes to see what you left in the past.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 2, 2020, 7:33 pm UTC
i hope someone loves you enough to make you realize what you have in your hands. even if you don’t believe in love, you’ll soon open your eyes to see what you left in the past.
From: ABC
To: s
Date: December 2, 2020, 7:24 pm UTC
I hope you know this is just a casual relationship and that I don't really feel anything. I just need a distraction. Just be glad I haven't cheated on you yet, I'm surprised I got this far.
