I don’t feel bad for disappearing. You broke all your promises, and now you’ll never hear from me again.

Nunca pensé que todo te hubiera importado tan poco, siempre dijiste que estarías aquí y que podría contar contigo, pero que hago ahora, es horrible seguir aferrada a tu recuerdo.

I liked you for 4 years. You fell in love right in front of me several times and I couldn’t do anything but watch. Our friends would tease you about your new girlfriend and I would laugh along even though it hurt so much. I thought – “Why doesn’t he return my feelings? What do I need to do to get him to notice me? Am I really that unlikeable?”.. We used to be so close. We would text until the crack of dawn, talking about everything and nothing at the same time. But then you suddenly stopped replying, and then you grew distant from me until I wasn’t even sure I considered you my friend anymore. More than anything, I was hurt because you threw our friendship away without hesitation. It was too late when I admitted to myself that I liked you. Because you didn’t even look my way anymore. You would pass by me on the hallways without even so much as a glance and refuse to start conversations with me. Yet I kept chasing you like the fool that I am. Kept finding ways to be closer to you, casually start a conversation as if my heart wasn’t pounding in my chest, act like everything was fine when it really wasn’t. I don’t think I like you anymore, but thinking about you still hurts me so much. I don’t even know what to say here anymore. Please be well.

I really wished you knew how much i like you, the way you’re in my head 24/7. i’ve never met a person like you before, it’s unreal.

sabes perfectamente que ese tipo de conexión no se tiene con cualquiera. Te quiero decir mil cosas pero siento que solo te darían muy igual si te las digo en un mensaje. Te confieso que ese viernes pensé que iba a ser el día. Pero ese “algún día” llegará ?

te extraño mucho mejor amigo, extraño hablar de cualquier cosa o incluso de disfrutar de los silencios que habían a nuestro al rededor, discúlpame, no era lo suficientemente buena para ti en ese momento, y no sabes cuanto me duele, cada vez que veo la luna pienso en ti y en los momentos juntos

i knew you were playing me but i held onto the pain and shame if it meant having and holding you a little longer.

For a moment I thought that I wasn´t going to know anything about u, that I wasn´t going to be able to see u again, I was a little afraid, but now that you´re here again, I feel something ...
I´m happy to hear your voice again.

you were the first person to make me feel safe. I don't know how to let you go but god I want too so badly.

I didn’t know it was possible to fall in love so quickly. Maybe one day we’ll find our way back to eachother

i really thought you loved me just as much as I loved you.. and i really thought you respected me enough to tell me that you’re done with me, you ruined love for me because I can’t imagine myself with anyone except you, even after 2 years

hey , I hope ur good haha u were the only person I could be my true self around thankyou for that I wish I could get it back

I knew I was in love with you from the moment you read my favourite poem back to me. Why did you have to break my heart?

i hope you've healed and grown as a person, and i hope you find someone to treat right. without violence.

i really thought we might have worked out. for once i thought someone would like me back as much as i liked them. hurts to see u move on but at least ur happy right

it’s been 8 months and I still feel the same and I wish I got to say I love you but I never could. I’m writing this even though you won’t ever see it but I miss you. I wish things could go back to the way they were because I’ve been down lately and I really need you to help me be happy again. Hopefully the universe brings us together again cause I just wanna laugh together one last time. If I knew that was our last hug I would have hugged you tighter.

Your boyfriend thinks I'm copying him, but I don't know anything about him other than his name. Ridiculous.

after all that, i’d still text you back and ask “how are you” because i still love & care about you.

it was always us. until it wasn’t. you found her but kept me close and called me baby and babe. i’m watching you fall in love with someone else. and it really fucking hurts.

I know you used me, but we had really good times together. I hope you find a way to treat people better.

I’ve never truly been happy since we ended. I wish I begged you to stay that night, and I regret letting you go every day.

Hi Ik this sounds wired and I don’t want this to ruin our friendship and I always wanted to tell you this ... I like you .. like quite a lot actually and Ik this sounds wired LOL you probably don’t like me back but that’s fine I just wanted to tell you . Bye .

I really did charity work by being with you LMAO someone needs to humble u asap. You're an ugly piece of shit.

I dream about you sometimes. Even when you’re gone, you still manage to confuse me.
I wish things were different.

I've been madly in love with you for many years now but telling you would ruin everything. But one day I will, when we're both old and there's nothing left to ruin.

i know i told you u weren't my person anymore but i lied
you are my person. i can’t wait for you to find your person too

I should have known we would never be more than friends. We spent too much time alone together for nothing to happen.

i love you but im afraid we'll never get to meet eachother in this lifetime. why are you so far away?

I see your name everywhere.

It's insane.

At first I thought I'm going crazy, then I thought maybe this is a sign, then I thought maybe it's a cruel reminder.

Now I'm not sure what it means.

It's like your haunting me and I'm slowly learning to make my peace with it.

I wonder if I haunt you the same, I hope I do.

I don't know why I keep waiting for you. It will always be her for you. Not me. And it breaks my heart.

I know that i told i was ok with you talking about the guy that you had been hooking up with, that i didn’t care anymore and that it didn’t bother me. I lied. With every word you said something inside of me would break, I couldn’t take it facing reality was too hard for me. Why were you kissing someone else after all those years of telling me that you loved me too? Why am I the only one that seems to be still struggling?Were all the things you said to me a lie? Were you just using me all this time? Tbh I’am too scared to know the truth, because if I do idk what would happen to me. I don’t want to lose you, but even though we are still friends I am hurting in secret not wanting to burden you with my feelings. I am a fucking coward. I know that I should just come clean about still having feelings for you and crying because everything changed between us, but if I do it would just ruin the friendship that we have now. So i got used to feeling hurt, i got used to knowing that you don’t feel the same way, as long as we’re still friends i’ll be fine because i’ll still be able to hear your voice and make you laugh. Being gay sucks.

I really thought we were meant to be, I thought that you were being honest but I was wrong. You're the last person I thought of before I fell asleep, I wasted so many tears and time on you. Thank you for encouraging me to grow, thank you for teaching me to not completely trust guys. I told you I love you, I wish I never said it. Those three words shouldn't have been wasted on someone like you. I actually meant it, I know you didn't.

Even though I don't love you anymore, I'll never love anyone how I loved you.
I don't miss you
I miss how I felt when your name popped up on my phone.

I fucking hate you. You left me without reason and you never wanted to fucking try to fix what you broke.

fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off

Its messed up how one day you could walk into someone’s life and walk back out without any explanation.

Every time I here your name I just wanna start crying because I just wish things we’re back to how they used to be.

Me hubiera gustado decirte que en serio tenía esperanza que volvieras , y dejarte las cosas claras, quizá así cambia algo.

every time i see you it's heartbreak all over again. you picked my up from my lowest point and then left with no real explanation...

I've loved you for 8 years but you've never loved me. Even now i still feel something when I'm around you.

When we broke up, it felt like the right decison. I didnt realise i was going to lose you forever. I lost my bestfriend and it hurts like hell.

what if i talked to you rn would something change? i'm a coward,i dont have the guts to atleast say hi to you and it sucks

you changed my life. i never felt what i feel with you. i don't know what it is. but know i love you.

I never felt listened to and understood till I met you. and now your gone and you’ll never know how much you meant to me. I’m sad it was unrequited love. I can only imagine what we could’ve been.

Sabes, me arrepiento no a verte dicho todo lo que sentía por ti, tu me ayudaste con muchos problemas de autoestima, te preocupabas, como quisiera que volviéramos hablar, como lo hacíamos antes, con esa confianza que siempre tuvimos este nosotros mismos, como quisiera encontrarte en la calle por lo menos verte en persona, aveces sueño contigo, en mis sueños soy tan feliz, porque es como si estuvieras con migo, todos los momentos que pasamos, nunca los voy a olvidar, ya no tengo el valor de mandarte un mensaje, lo siento en algunas promesas no las cumplí y otras si, sabes, te sorprendería si te dijera que ya no soy tan negativa como antes, bueno esa es una promesa que si cumplí, ya no ser tan negativa, y esto es gracias a ti, por siempre preocuparte cuando no tenías porque, espero que estés bien, que si encuentres a la persona correcta y que sean felices eso es lo único que deseo que seas feliz con alguien, y gracias por todo lo que has hecho por, en cerio gracias.

im sorry for breaking your heart, i broke mine too. please let me glue our broken pieces together. let us become one again

I wish i never left you, i miss you. you were my lifeline and the reason i stayed alive, now that were done whats left for me? :(

sometimes i dream of you being here with me, to the point where it is a reality, but then i wake up and realise that you can't stand the thought of me

you stole something from me i know i wont ever get back so look after it for me, while i move on without you :)

No sé porque después de tanto sigo aquí esperándote, llorando, pensando que algún día todo va a volver a ser como antes, no sé si algún día dejaré de sentir algo por ti, te quiero tanto que ni yo misma lo creo, he pasado tanto tiempo intentando dejarte atrás y que sólo quedes como una parte bonita de mi vida pero siento que cada día pienso más en ti y en lo que teníamos,no fuimos perfectos pero tú siempre me hacías sentir bien en los peores momentos y ahora que no estás siento un vacío que nadie ha podido llenar, llevo tanto tiempo esperando el día en el que por fin me sienta bien,cómo antes, pero siempre que lo intento termina igual, hace mucho que estoy consciente que yo no soy para ti, tienes que seguir tu camino y que todo lo siempre pensé no son sólo más que ilusiones, ya sé que hace mucho tiempo dije que era día en que te dejaba ir pero creo que nunca pude asimilarlo, hoy por fin creo que todo tiene que quedarse en el pasado, tal vez no eres el amor de mi vida, no eres la persona con la que me voy a casar, no eres mi alma gemela pero a pesar de eso estoy segura que te amé como a nadie y siempre vas a estar en mi corazón. Duele mucho que todo esto lo escriba en una nota como si estuviese hablando con el aire pero soy tan cobarde que jamás pude decirte lo tanto que te quiero y lo mucho que me dolió dejarte ir porque en el fondo de mi corazón siempre supe que la más débil era yo y que me dolería tanto el día que te fueras por eso siempre fingí que no me importaba tanto. Ojalá algún día pueda recordar todos los buenos días y momentos que pasamos juntos sin tener que llorar y lamentarme por no hacer las cosas bien. Hoy te dejo ir y confío en que si eres para mí el destino nos va a juntar en algún momento de nuestras vidas dónde hagamos las cosas bien y podamos ser felices.