Unsent messages to S
From: ABC
To: s
i’m really sorry. there’s no way i can make up for this, and i know my chances are already gone, but i didn’t mean for any of this to happen. i hope this makes you realise what a bad idea falling for me is, and it wasn’t me that blocked you
From: ABC
To: s
I don’t know who I am anymore perhaps I never did perhaps I am a thousand different people with all one thing in common love for u love for your smile love for your eyes that make me question everything when u glance at me but I’m a girl and it’s a phase and I’m only doing it for attention from boys yet my heart does not beat as fast for them like it does when u come walking towards me and I don’t get up a hour before school to top up my nail polish for them cause godforbid you see a chipped nail as flick the pages of my novel sat next to you in English .your so comfortably yourself all I want to do is join I feel stupid for loving you but I will still get up tommrow morning at 7 am while your getting a lie in to cover my imperfections as I do not see any in you I want your big blue eyes to notice me
From: ABC
To: s
I love you, and I will miss you forever. I’ve moved on but you’re always in the back of my mind. I wish we worked out. it didn’t have to end this way
From: ABC
To: s
do u remember when i did shrooms in the back of ur friends car? i cared so much about you. i still do.
From: ABC
To: s
why did you do that to me? my body still feels dirty all these years later. why can’t i wash you off?
From: ABC
To: s
I’m over you. I always was. Thank you for hurting me. I grew so much. One thing. You need to change. Stop treating people like shit.
From: ABC
To: s
i think it hurts because we were an 'almost'. i hate that i let you make me feel on top of the world some days, and like utter trash on others.
From: ABC
To: s
I messed up, and I wish I could take it back. We'd still be together. I miss you, but you don't miss me.
From: ABC
To: s
yesterday was 5 weeks since we agreed we were friends. every day it gets easier but i’ll never stop thinking about us
From: ABC
To: s
you kissed me, and it felt like light. please don’t leave me with just that, make it feel like a dream.
From: ABC
To: s
Never met you, but just through texts you made me fall for you. unrequited love hurts ha. I could block you and try moving on, but I cant even do that. you're the most wonderful person I've met. you make me laugh so much and you understand me like no one else even though you don't know what to say at times. I hate that I ended up loving you sometimes.
From: ABC
To: s
I wish we would never stop making playlists for each other. growing distant from you is one of my biggest fear.
From: ABC
To: s
if i did anything why didn’t you just say? now i’m left with no answers. you took a piece of me with you when you removed me from your life. i won’t forget that
From: ABC
To: s
i am struggling. like u said in the google doc earlier :( but u might lose someone important to u and i cant keep adding to that. one of my fears when opening up to you i was scared my problems would worry you. and u would b scared 2 talk 2 me. and u r. its not ur fault, but it still stings. lately ive been feeling like im fake. like my feelings are fake, and like my emotions arent real. like i cant feel them anymore. and ik ive been hesitant, but i love you. i do. its so hard for me to say for so many reasons, but i said it. and its true
From: ABC
To: s
I just can say thank you, it's ok if you broke my heart but you make me the happiest person in the world and the pain that I feel makes me know that you was in my life
I literally fucking love you, I hope in this or another life you come back to me
From: ABC
To: s
I want to die. Like, seriously. there are cuts on my arms that keep reappearing. Ik i promised you that i would stop, but I cant
From: ABC
To: s
I still remember the night you stayed up with me just because I was anxious about a broken light bulb and you were the only one who talked to me.
From: ABC
To: s
i still love you, and it hurts because i cant think of someone and then not think about you, but you just dont care and its ok i know you got someone now and we are not friends anymore.
From: ABC
To: s
this is the last message i am sending to you. its time that i move on and i mean it now. i will always love you, remember that, ok? goodbye
From: ABC
To: s
i like you and i want you to feel the same but i think i know youll never look at me the way i look at you
From: ABC
To: s
I think it will always be you..I just wish I could talk to you one last time and get everything off my chest, I miss you & I love you always remember that, okay?
From: ABC
To: s
you’re so sweet to me but that plays around my heart a bit, you don’t know i’m writing this so i’m just going to expose my feelings to you through a letter you won’t see- okay so i like you, obviously i won’t do anything about it bc you’re with her lol, i’m happy for you tho. i hope she treats you well and you do the same! also the only reason i’m doing this is plainly bc i cannot express my crush to you in person, or ever but i do like you, your so amazing thank you, for everything. x
From: ABC
To: s
I miss the way your cologne smelled. I miss when youd hold my hand while driving. Maybe someday we'll be ok for eachother
From: ABC
To: s
once after i had a nightmare, u told me that ‘thick socks scare away bad dreams’, and i wear them till this day
From: ABC
To: s
I miss you but you break me every day like it’s easy. You don’t think of me like I do you? Why can’t we have what we use to have?
From: ABC
To: s
you are my best friend and i think you love me too. but we can't be together because i can't be out yet
From: ABC
To: s
you cause me so much pain as friend finding people to talk and let in is so hard I hate myself so much for trusting I was so stupid what a idiot why would u do something like to you don't understand how much pain you have cause me and still causing...
From: ABC
To: s
Cuando dijiste que te sentías solo porque nadie te tomaba en serio, moría de ganas por decirte: “me tienes a mí, pero no te soy suficiente”.
From: ABC
To: s
I never thought you’d give me the feeling of laying down at night questioning your love, but here I am ...
From: ABC
To: s
tired of hooking up with strangers to forget the thought of you and still have you haunt my head every second
From: ABC
To: s
i am in love with you. i told you i liked you about a month ago… to my surprise you like me back. we are now talking. i don’t know what it is about you but i just know your the one and i never want to lose you. the way your eyes are and your hair your personality is so amazing and you’ve never made me feel less of myself and i love you for that. oh btw were talking:)
From: ABC
To: s
You were my first love. My body, bones, and heart ached for you. Now, because of you they break at the thought of you. You broke me. You broke me into a thousand little pieces. Then you left them shattered and alone. Everyday I pray I never have to speak to you again. I loved you and you acted as if it never happened.
From: ABC
To: s
Te conocí cuando tenía 12 años, y tú eras mucho mayor que yo, pero desde el primer momento en que te vi, te amé y nunca supe cómo hiciste para que yo me enamorara. Ya pasaron 3 años y aún no puedo superarte, no sé qué es esto, Dios, ni siquiera puedo odiarte porque te amo mucho, pero que puedo hacer si amo a alguien y sé que jamás podré estar con él, no podía seguir conversando contigo porque aunque no te dabas cuenta, yo sufría. Ante mis ojos siempre serás la persona más perfecta, y sé que tú ni siquiera me recuerdas, pero tú siempre estarás en mi corazón. Te amo Shanny
From: ABC
To: s
let’s try again.
this time you’re the quiet one and I’m the one who talks too much. maybe then I won’t find out anything that’ll hurt me.
From: ABC
To: s
did you ever even think about what i told you? do you ever regret your response?
i hate that i still want to know
From: ABC
To: s
you use to mean something to me. we were like sisters and one day it all went away. you dont even see how much I miss you and the pain I am in right now.
From: ABC
To: s
we use to be like family. I still call ur mom my mom and your sisters my sisters but why? you dont care. I can't believe how blind I am I can't even see that you dont even want me around but all I can think about is you.
From: ABC
To: s
I still don’t know why u left me here in all this mess alone. It took me 3 years and i still cry about it. Im happy that u r happy but, i miss u, sis.
From: ABC
To: s
ur just my bestfriend and like a sister to me. ty for making me feel like i have an older sister always there for me
From: ABC
To: s
I will never forget you. 7 billion people and I still think of you every day. You're the only one. Don't you get it? How many years has it been? Four? Five? Six? I cant think straight right now but one think I will never forget. I will never forget you.
From: ABC
To: s
I'm still in love with you but you already know, so I'm not going to waste my time on something that will never happen
From: ABC
To: s
Desde el día en que me di cuenta como eras me enamoré de ti, me encantaba que me mandaras fotos de ti haciendo lo que sea, y cuando me pedías un besito moría de amor, jamás pensé que me dejarías de hablar y que estuvieras con otra chica, eso .e dolió mucho, sentía que moriría, muchas noches me preguntaba "¿qué está mal en mi?" Pero nunca había respuesta, me sigues gustando demasiado que si vuelves te acepto con todo el amor que tengo para darte. Siempre en mi corazón, de M
From: ABC
To: s
Man I was really into you and you knew that to , you really fucked me up . You didn’t have to lie about what you did .
From: ABC
To: s
it's been weeks but i still sit up at night and wonder what it would be like if the distance hadn't stopped us. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: s
Maybe the time wasn't right or maybe we weren't "right" at the time, but I wish that for you I wasn't just another girl.
From: ABC
To: s
i’d wait till the end of the world, if that meant you were there to hold me.
i love you,
always&forever
From: ABC
To: s
i still believe at “right boy at the wrong time” but i guess this one is different, maybe in another life love you loser :)
From: ABC
To: s
i regret what happened so much and now i feel like i’m suffocating with lies. i cant tell the people i care most about the truth. the only truth i can admit is that i regret ever meeting you
From: ABC
To: s
Nose que decir- nose si me gustas, nose si quiero que estes aquí, me da miedo enamorarme ya que nunca lo he hecho, nose si me aceptarías, nose si pueda . . .
From: ABC
To: s
A VECES PIENSO QUE ERES UNA PUTA PERRA PERO RECUERDO QUE AUN ASI QUIERO SEGUIR SIENDO TU AMIGA, FOLLEN UN CULO :)
