We weren't meant to be together, that doesn't change the fact that I loved you a lot and you couldn't notice it :(

you make it all worth it. i just wish i knew if you ever think of me of more than your bestfriend too.

I love you. I’m sorry. I don’t know what it is about you honestly.. but it’s everything u do I was just in love with you.. but I couldn’t tell you how I felt even though I’m sure you felt the same way. I wish you happiness with her. Stay out of trouble :))

i was screaming i loved you but you were so vacant
i didn't expect love to hurt
or at least, i thought i could take it

I look at old videos, the way you looked at me even the last days. I can't comprehend how you just decided to not be with me.

i still love you more than i do myself and i wish you all the best no matter what happens between us.

I don’t blame you for losing it. I think I might. I’m surprised I kept it together ?

-Family& stuff

It’s been a year and I can’t stop playing our moments in my head. I just want to see your face one last time.

i want to know what happened. we used to talk for hours all night but now you don’t have time to reply to me. it’s okay i get it but i want to know why what did i do wrong i love you

Last night I cried in the same bed we slept in together after I saw the pictures with your new girlfriend. I wish you would’ve told me.

Everyone always leaves— you were supposed to keep fighting, you were supposed to stay.
-Forever yours, L

i want to fall in love again cuz it gave me a reason to stay. i think thats what i miss. its not ur fault

I've loved you for 8 years, you've never considered me. Now I'm over you but it still hurts sometimes.

Every time we talk you come out with jokes about coming back and I really don't like it at all, I don't like you anymore and I don't miss you and you don't do anything, but you were the guy I wanted most, soon there will be another one I will love more than you. I was with you when you had cancer and when you recovered completely and there you already left me, but I hope that you fix your life, because you are on the wrong track ?

You're the first person I truly love. The fact that you'll leave sonner or later breaks me into pieces. Take care of me baka

Another lockdown is coming. Perhaps, we can have another face time date and talk as if you never fucked her. Again. Everyone is pretending and playing a role, apparently. Including my family.

I regret ever meeting you because you ruined multiple things for me. I hate you more than I hate myself.

I regret ever meeting you because you ruined multiple things for me. I hate you more than I hate myself.

I regret ever meeting you because you ruined multiple things for me. I hate you more than I hate myself.

Ich vermisse dich.
Ich vermisse uns.
Bitte, ich kann nicht noch mal ohne dich leben ich schaff das nicht. Bitte komm zurück

I wish I had actually meant it when I said 'I love you' I feel like it would've made everything easier.

hi, i miss you, i really need to talk to you. so you can tell me it isn't really over. but i know that won't happen.

You hurt me, you hurt me bad. But when I think of you, I don't think about the bad things, I think about the good. I still cry every time you cross my mind. It's sad that things turned out the way they did.

Nunca quise alejarme asi. Te quería volver a ver algun dia pero lo que hiciste después hizo que terminara el poco amor por vos que me quedaba. Vales la pena pero ya no espero un futuro con vos

I hope your doing good. I miss you. The last time I saw you was back in september. As much what you did wasn't tasteful I still can't hate you.I still love you but I know for sure you don't. I just wished you gave me chance. Just one last shot, that's all I needed to show you that I changed. I hate being in these streets. It fucking sucks. I but knew you wasn't going to give me that chance because you was with someone so I knew that wasn't going to happen. All those times i saw all I wanted to do was get on my knees and tell you that I love you and just cry. But I knew I had to be strong. I never knew I would be so hung up over you until this day. It would have been a year since we met and been together. I just want the universe to bring us, together one last time. Just one last time. That's all I need. I still love you for you. Not the sex, the gifts, not nothing. I still want you. You was and still big part of my life. You made me who I am today. I would go through hell and back just to hear your voice aging and hug you aging. Just..... I wish I knew better before all of this. Treated you better, talk you better, gave you want you needed from me. Just everything..... there so much I can say but what is there to say when your already so gone.I hate people filling in your space. I fucking hate it so much. I just wish you can you be in brain and see and understand what's going on in my mind. I just want to a text from you one last time and talk to you one last time that's all.

There is so much I wish I said to you before we grew apart. I hope you still love me like I love you.

We cuddled for three hours straight even though I barely knew you. You smelled really good but I spent the entire time overthinking.

i miss you in hurts to be replaced without you realising . i loved u and i cant tell if that’s still the case or i just miss you. can we go back to texting 5 hours a day. ur gorgeous

I´ve loved you for so many years,and you still don´t know it.I know if I told you,you would left me.Now you have a Girlfriend.It hurts,but i accept it.I will accept,that you are not a part of my future.I will let go.I love you.Goodbye

i love u but i am unworthy of ur love. i hope u find someone who treats u the way u should be treated. i’m sorry i said no.

every night i tell myself i’m gonna dream about you, my dreams are the only place i can see you now..

i feel like the energy i give you i have stopped receiving back in return, is it because you know "u got me" so now you dont have to try as hard?? if u keep doing that eventually u will lose me, and i hate to say that but its true and i have given myself zero self respect and love for myself because i am focusing on you..the one i love but im stepping back and taking care of myself because you dont seem to show much appreciation
kisses

I love you and I am so scared that you will stop loving me because I feel like I couldn't live without you

you just sit there... in the back of my mind. consuming my thoughts. i cant escape u. we havent talked for months but i know if you texted me i would drop everything to be w u. and thats dangerous.

Why you lied about loving me? i loved you, completely, what’s so wrong with me that you let me live a lie for 2 years?
Now i feel like everyone its lying about loving me, you did, so anyone can

Do you still think we’re going to meet again ten years from now and love each other like the first time?

i’ll always be here okay. i’m trying to get over you its working but it hurts a lot and if none of this happened i would be so fucking happy with you i always was. i hope we can met again someday when you have you’re life worked out and we can work everything out. i’ll always have love for you in my heart there will always be a place for you forever may not always be love but something will be there. i love you 3000.

i fucking hate you. i fucking hate you so much, so much, you dont even know. thanks for ruining everything completely. thank you for ruining my life. thank you for ruining the first ever relationship i ever had. you dont even realize how toxic you were, you dont even realize how much you hurt me. hope you are treating your new gf right. fuck you. fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you

i dont know anymore. i hate you so fucking much because i love you. my time in this world is done yet im still here thanks to you, because i love you so much and i couldnt stand thinking how u would feel if i was gone, even just a day without u hurts. i dont know how long i wanna spend with u but forever sounds pretty good right about now. please dont ever leave me alone.

I thought I really loved you. I think I loved the person I made you out to be in my head. They don’t hurt me as much.

Why didn’t you tell me when you fell out of love when I completely drained myself to fix both of our issues?

why you’ve left me? i through we were soulmate
i can’t stop thinking about you, yes i’m in love with you

I’m sorry. But I can’t keep waiting for you to apologise. I can’t keep making the first move. I’m over it completely

S. you were the first girl I have ever truly loved, but unfortunately I fell in love with the idea of you that I created in my head- deep down I know, as much as you platonically love me and my company, you will never date anyone seriously, not even thinking about another girl like me-you only like the attention for so long ; I know because you like chasing people, and once they give you what you wanted to obtain from them, you leave. forever. Even then, every time I cup your face with my hands, every time I give you a "friendly" kiss on the cheek before saying goodbye, every time I watch you smile at me, still, I want to be with you.

i’m happy that i’m no longer in love with you but some part in me still wishes you would love me back

I'll choose you. Over and over i will choose you. Without pause. Without a shadow of a doubt. In a heartbeat...I'll keep choosing you.

i know nothing happened, and we were young, but every few months, i think "what would life be like now, as friends, more?"

you played with my feelings. you made me become a person i hated. i’m only just recovering after 2 years. what you said to me hurt.

you were my absolute best friend. i’m watching you turn into a person i don’t recognize and there’s nothing i want to do more then tell you how idiotic you look. you’re cocky and self centered and an awful person. i miss the real you. the genuine you. it breaks my heart. i don’t have you here with me anymore. i purposely ignore your calls because they feel like a chore. you call me only when you need something, or to talk about other girls or some superficial thing. please take a look at yourself and come back to me, i miss you and i love you.

do you just wanna fuck me or do you care what i ate for breakfast today or what my favorite flower is or what makes me smile