i am struggling. like u said in the google doc earlier :( but u might lose someone important to u and i cant keep adding to that. one of my fears when opening up to you i was scared my problems would worry you. and u would b scared 2 talk 2 me. and u r. its not ur fault, but it still stings. lately ive been feeling like im fake. like my feelings are fake, and like my emotions arent real. like i cant feel them anymore. and ik ive been hesitant, but i love you. i do. its so hard for me to say for so many reasons, but i said it. and its true
