Everything we had is a memory, I wish I could go back once to say bye before we turn into strangers

i know youve moved on. ive tried to but cant. i still love you.im sorry for everything i did to you

so stupid I like you even tho I'm with someone else and you'll never see me. it's destroying me

sometimes i wish i didn’t say anything, maybe you would have stayed

you love me so perfectly but i'd wish you'd do it more than 2 days out of the week

You are my peace.

As sick as it sounds I loves you first.

across the universe

think about you every day, my love

IMY. I’ve never experienced a love like ours. I hope you and your wife find every happiness.

i’m sorry i don’t use my head a lot josh. i’m always gonna love you please come back baby

I miss u Joshy. It takes everything in me not to text u. I’ll see u in April. I hope it works out ????

Please reach out. You're the one i need.

I force myself to not text or call. I'll come running if you ever need me though, lover or not.

Im sorry, but it was either play or get played

i just really wanted it to be you. i’m sorry.

It truly feels like I lost one of my best friends and soulmates.

Ik we’re only friends again, but for the past few weeks I’ve dreamt about you almost every night.

I already blocked you everywhere else but seems like I can’t get you out of my head and my dreams

i don't want anyone else. just you. we could've been something

It’s been years. I still think about you sometimes even though I know you will never come back.

it’s okay. I understand. I had fun with you. Maybe one day in this timeline

I know you feel a connection too you just don’t wanna admit because I think you’re scared…

it all could’ve ended so differnt if you didn’t move

saw u at uni. time flies; srry 4 being so needy/ controlling. Wish u the best smartie pants

i want 2 ❤️ u
but u wont letme

I’ll leave you alone I know I can’t have you but you can’t deny what we have

I hope we can become friends this year!! :)

I will always have the corner folded on your page. You will always be my favorite chapters.

how are you still in my head
all i want is for you to hold me and ask if i’m ok again

Sometimes I wish you would reach out because I’m too scared to. You probably hate me now.

something about the fact we were just kids always hurts me, i stopped smoking yk? hope you’re good(:

i love you, i wish we lived closer joshy. in another life maybe.

Of course I don’t hate you. I only grieve what could have been.

I wish the best for you and hope you heal. don’t hope to speak to you again though. goodbye

i miss you more than you’ll ever know. i wish things were different. im sorry.

sometimes i wish i never met u, but again u showed me what a real relationship

thank you. your smiles and your comments make me so happy inside and you’ll never know it.
love u

what happened to our matching costumes? i wish you hadn’t done that, i miss you.

I’m scared to let myself love you. But I think I already do. I chose yellow for the sun.

I wrote you 12 letters for every month I won't see you. I hope you don't forget me, cuz I sure won't

forever, my sweetest boy. always and forever.

We played Minecraft again tonight. You said you would try and come see me. I really hope you do.

I've had a crush on you for a while and I just hope you know that I love your hugs

I’m over you, I just want us to go back to being friends, I know you never actually loved me

I’ll tell u why I left you in detail like I should’ve done that night. U deserve to know

j, I hate that you couldn’t love me in the way I needed.

i’m plagued by the constant thought of you.

i just want to the chance to meet you and to actually talk to you. maybe itll be soon.

It was for the better, it hurts so bad though. Rainbow house 2 cats, 2 dogs? ur always on my mind.

i miss you a lot these days. i know you would be here for me and no one else is rn.