From: ABC
To: Philip
You're a fucking asshole and I hope you know that just because you're hot doesn't;t mean you can act the way you do you dick head
From: ABC
To: Philip
we never had a chance to be together but I think we both wanted it. if you ever miss me message me. I would do it too but you are in a relationship :)
From: ABC
To: Philip
lmao i wrote one every month for you and itās been a conflict. weāre both toxic but i think iām starting to love you and you fucking ignore me. i told my mom about you and thatās saying something because you know our relationship. all my friends hate you and so i do. i hate that i like you
From: ABC
To: Philip
you said you would wait for me. then found two other girls to hu with. you told me about them. now youāre making out with other girls and iām sitting home crying everytime you tell me. iām still here waiting for you. i will always be. iām trying to forget you and stop talking but i know i canāt. it sucks. everthing sucks. you especially suck. i told you i loved you but you only responded with love you too. i donāt think you knew what i meant. i think you know i love you but youāll never say it. i chose yellow because you love pineapples and your silly long socks. the guy i fell in love with just ignores me now. i hope you have fun with the girls. iāll probably never be one of them lucky ones
From: ABC
To: Philip
It may not have been love, but it still hurt, and choosing her over me was the extra push I needed to fall into depression
From: ABC
To: Philip
No matter how hard I try I cannot seem to get over you. I miss you so much and I wish I could turn time back
From: ABC
To: Philip
you save my life every day. if things had been different maybe we would work, but we are both so broken that i dont know how we could fit together with anyone again
From: ABC
To: Philip
lol sorry i wasn't in love with u i just picked a random guy to have a crush on cause i didn't know i was gay yet
From: ABC
To: Philip
I've never loved someone the way I love you and I don't think I'll ever be able to love someone else this way again
From: ABC
To: Philip
I loved you more than I loved myself. It was unconditional and so vulnerable. You emotionally manipulated and gaslighted me. You moved on quicker than I blinked and I felt so much pain. But, I have freedom now and Iām doing better than the 3.5 years we were together.
From: ABC
To: Philip
I know you never liked me that much back & I probably fell more with the idea of you than the actual you, but Iām still sad we never figured out what could have been.
From: ABC
To: Philip
im sad that we dont talk anymore. because that was the only reason i woke up with a smile on my face everyday. i dont think you know how much you mean to me. you said to my face that you dont think we should be together. I dont agree but i cant change your mind. i know everything is so awkward between us. i wish it wasnt. deep inside i guess im waiting for you to say you want to be with me, but thats not gonna happen is it?
From: ABC
To: Philip
I can't believe you could do this to me. The horrible things you said... But after everything I still am your best friend.
From: ABC
To: Philip
Out of everyone I know, you make me the happiest. I love your smile and your cuddles and everything about you. I never want to let that go. If youāre reading this, I love you.
From: ABC
To: Philip
i really miss you and i am sorry for all the fucked up shit i did i really want you back if you will want to forgive me and try to love me again i would drop anyone for you i am really really sorry ily hubba bubba i rlly miss those days when u made me so happy and i made you smile all the time i miss when we were buying that juice and drinking it all day like little kids.. i miss that and i miss us i love you even if u kinda fucked me up i know we are gonna see soon like always.
From: ABC
To: Philip
i know i fell more in love with the idea of you than the actual you but it still hurts thinking about what could have happen if you gave me a chance
From: ABC
To: Philip
im doing better without a childish boy like you. you cant support me for being lesbian because you are offended you werent enough.
From: ABC
To: Philip
forever hoping that one day youāll look at me the way i look at you
From: ABC
To: Philip
My childhood best friend. I wish we could always be closer, Iāll try more. Love you.
From: ABC
To: Philip
i canāt be friends with you. maybe someday weāll be ok if you figure yourself out
From: ABC
To: Philip
id go through the heartbreak a million times if it meant we could sing in the car just once more
From: ABC
To: Philip
I don't think I could ever stop loving you and that is devastating to me. But I'll keep waiting. <3
From: ABC
To: Philip
I dream about you sometimes. Sometimes I wish It worked out but I just cant, not now.
From: ABC
To: Philip
ur always goin to have my heart. its u. but u dont feel the same. im losing hope):
From: ABC
To: Philip
The sign were so obvious, yet I don't know why you left me all alone in silence. I loved you.
From: ABC
To: Philip
tmr is our 1 month and i already cant wait for our future and getting to know u even more
From: ABC
To: Philip
I loved your piano so much. Why didnāt you ever play for me?
From: ABC
To: Philip
i love you sm. i hope u know how much u mean to me and i hope nothing ever happens to us
From: ABC
To: Philip
I think Iāll always love you a little too much, even if weāre forever stuck being platonic.
From: ABC
To: Philip
I think abt when u liked me i want that even tho i see u everyday w your friends i luv u like a dog
From: ABC
To: Philip
I still think about you oftenā¦in my dreams we finish what we started. maybe one day?
From: ABC
To: Philip
I love you boo boo. Maybe u loved me in ways I didnāt understand. Please be better & come find me
From: ABC
To: Philip
I am so in love with you it drives me crazy why are you so far away
From: ABC
To: Philip
talking to you irl again is so weird but I haven't felt that happy in months
From: ABC
To: Philip
ill think about you every time i make coffee for the rest of my life
From: ABC
To: Philip
ik weāll meet again but for now, we have to say goodbye. Love you to the moon and back
From: ABC
To: Philip
i love you but i love him more and youāll never see this but yea