Unsent messages to TOM
From: ABC
To: Tom
Its sad how i tell you all my secrets and you know all about my family and life problems, and then ur gone
From: ABC
To: Tom
Hi, I really like your style. But I like a lot of things about you. I hope u realise that you like me more than you want to admit.
Yours truly,
G
From: ABC
To: Tom
you did everything you swore you wouldn’t and i thought you hurt me more than anyone ever could but i have learnt that it was me that hurt myself. because i thought you were someone you weren’t, and that we were meant to be, when we never were. i hope one day we can be good friends again but i’m at peace with myself ad i wish you nothing but the best xx
From: ABC
To: Tom
I hope you were telling the truth when you said we’re going to be friends for a long long time
Thankyou
From: ABC
To: Tom
I wish I’d taken the chance to be with you. 2 years later and I still think about the what ifs. Hope you’re doing well x
From: ABC
To: Tom
Did you really love me as much as you said it, or did you save all your love for her? I still miss you reading to me
From: ABC
To: Tom
I never understood the idea of a relationship without the title, but then i realised it was just so you could string me along and play me like a piano
From: ABC
To: Tom
I STILL LIKE YOU IDIOT. SO TALK TO ME so we can finally be friends again. I don’t need you in my life as a boyfriend but I need you in it somehow. So I’ll settle for having you as a friend. I just need you to actually make the make the first move and finally talk to me.
From: ABC
To: Tom
The fact that I spent my first, profoundest feelings on someone who could not even reciprocate a simple "I miss you" is something I will never get over.
From: ABC
To: Tom
I wished that you noticed how much i actually needed you...
And i wish you still the best even tho you left me at my lowest point alone
From: ABC
To: Tom
i wish i could tell you how i feel but i can’t ruin our friendship, i’ll just love you from a distance
From: ABC
To: Tom
my boy, you will never understand the love I have for you. You have saved me in so many ways. I love you more than I love myself. I just wish that I was certain that you are telling the truth in what you say back to me. I wish I completely trusted you when you go out with your friends, and trusted you to fulfill your promises with me. I wish you at least tried. Made it seem as though you love me back.
From: ABC
To: Tom
i miss you and im sorry that I didn't know what I had last year. I want to try again but I know you dont feel the same, and thats ok. I wish nothing changed after that night at your house with everyone.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Nothing feels right at the moment. I feel empty. My biggest fear has come true, the fear of being replaced. I’m no one’s first choice. I didn’t feel like this when we were still together. I don’t know if it’s because I just miss you or not. There’s part of me that wishes we never met, but the other part of me wishes that we were still together.
From: ABC
To: Tom
You lied to everyone and said to these people that I was a bad person just to feel loved by the others and now feel lonely because of you because you lied to everybody . Maybe One day you’ll know what it is to be rejected because of one person . I’m sorry for myself to fall in love with you
From: ABC
To: Tom
I’m glad I met you, and I’m glad you were my first love. I wish things didn’t go the way they did but i did truly love you. It’s scary going from being your everything to strangers. I wish you had properly said goodbye to me. I wish it wasn’t so abrupt. I wish you’d given me the chance I asked for and saw me that weekend. Saw that we were fine and that you were thinking too deep but it didn’t happen. I’m still upset and I guess I’ll never fully get over you. You were my first love and it’s hard, I told everyone about us. I miss how we were in the beginning and I wish , more than anything , that I could reverse the moment it all went wrong between us. We tried and we tried but I don’t think your heart was all there. I truly hope you find happiness with someone else, someone who will love you just as much as I did and make you 10 x happier than I did. You deserve it. You had the right intentions but I guess I wasn’t the one that could bring that love and affection out of you. I’m sorry for the hurtful things I said to you when we argued and I’m sorry for not being understanding. I wish you didn’t end it so close to my birthday, but i guess you felt it was right. The break up was good for me, I’m finding myself now and I’m finding confidence in myself. I’ve learnt I can’t love anyone else until I love myself. You taught me that. So thank you. For everything. I love you so so much , you’ll always be the one boy I remember forever. My first love.
From: ABC
To: Tom
“coming from the cold, buried under heat, lay you on the floor, heavy like the force between us” if you’re reading this, i love you
From: ABC
To: Tom
You broke me. I gave you my heart and trust and you ruined everything. How I can trust anyone ever again after all you did. You have completely mentally messed me up. But that is what you wanted
From: ABC
To: Tom
i fell in love with your eyes. i planned to spend everyday with you until death. overtime, everything changes. but your eyes, they would always stay the same.beautiful brown.
From: ABC
To: Tom
you were my first love and i wish we could have worked out better. i am sorry i am such a jealous person and i wish it lasted longer and i would give anything to date a person like you again
From: ABC
To: Tom
I don’t think I’ll ever recover from what you did to me, you may be gone from my life but the trauma isnt
From: ABC
To: Tom
I took the time to change for the better, for a better us. It hurst knowing you don’t love me enough to change, just enough to hate me for it not working out perfectly.
From: ABC
To: Tom
you were the first person that made me feel this way, and it feels like you’re the last too. i was so in love with you and everything about you, but we were too immature too act on it and i was dealing with a lot at the time. but now and again you pop in my head even though the ache has dulled and i remember how it felt to feel.
From: ABC
To: Tom
Sometimes I laugh sometimes I cry thinking about the times we had. But I bundled it all up in a pretty ship so that it can sale away and sink peacefully.
From: ABC
To: Tom
It took you four years to finally see me the way I’ve always wanted you to, but you were worth waiting for
From: ABC
To: Tom
Even with all the pain you gave me, you will forever have a place in my heart and I will never forget our memories
From: ABC
To: Tom
I’ve never been the commitment type. All it took was you showing interest in me and now i’m convinced I want to stay forever
From: ABC
To: Tom
Thank you for being all I could ever ask for. I hope we get that apartment in Long Island like we’ve talked about
From: ABC
To: Tom
i loved u when i first met u over two years ago. i still do. i just wish u could love me back but i know it’s not possible
From: ABC
To: Tom
you broke me, i got into old habits bc of you. i have so much anger that i still forgive you for anything
From: ABC
To: Tom
i hate you. you ruined my favourite song and for that i’ll forever hate you, yk it was my favourite and you ruined it how could you
From: ABC
To: Tom
I’m sorry that staying isn’t always easy but I promise that I won’t stop loving you until you leave me
From: ABC
To: Tom
I don’t think you’ll see this but thank you for making me feel safe enough to want to stay in one place for a while
From: ABC
To: Tom
there is no one in this world that I can see myself spending forever with besides you. I hope you feel the same, dear
From: ABC
To: Tom
You know who you are, and i just want you to know that i still love you of all my heart. I miss you so damn much
From: ABC
To: Tom
You made me happy, I always wanted you and me to get back together. when I was in a relationship and you drove me for a cigarette, I remembered what love was meant to feel like, I realized i wasn't in love as i thought, not with him but with you. but it was too late, you moved on
From: ABC
To: Tom
You taught me so much yet you hurt me so badly. I will never forget what we had. I wish you a lifetime of happiness. To be very honest a tiny little part in me still believes we'll end up together. But I don't think we will and thats just fine. Love, your first girlfriend
From: ABC
To: Tom
God i love you so much, you always told me breaks were stupid and now i’m sat here waiting for you to come back to me
From: ABC
To: Tom
Waiting for the time when I can come to terms with the fact that you were NEVER MINE. I still love you, but that relationship was toxic for me. I know you don’t even remember me anymore and I’m slowly making peace with it. I’ve to put myself first and I’m already working on it :) take care. Lots of love to Tom from Os(world) :’)
From: ABC
To: Tom
For my own well-being, I have to let you go. Despite the fact that I’m still madly,desperately,hopelessly in love with you,I’m going to remove the space in my heart that has been solely reserved for you.
Lots of love from Os(world) to Tom! And I still miss those eyes that lied to me :’)
From: ABC
To: Tom
I wish you could see how much better off and stronger I am without you in my life anymore. I didn’t need you to be happy.
From: ABC
To: Tom
i wish it ended differently and i wish it didn’t end at all. everything reminds me of
you and i don’t want to let
go
From: ABC
To: Tom
I love you, first and foremost. I found the love of my life so early, I feel so blessed to know I have you for the rest of our lives. I can’t wait to meet Teddy and Daisy, I can’t wait to see the father you’ll be to them.
I can’t wait to be your wife
From: ABC
To: Tom
I love you, first and foremost. I found the love of my life so early, I feel so blessed to know I have you for the rest of our lives. I can’t wait to meet Teddy and Daisy, I can’t wait to see the father you’ll be to them.
I can’t wait to be your wife
From: ABC
To: Tom
I wish you understood how much you hurt me, and how fucked up everything was. I wish you weren’t such an asshole when we broke up. I wish I didn’t miss it.
From: ABC
To: Tom
We still together but i`m seeing u falling out of love with me...it hurts...to see u loving someone else the way I love you...
From: ABC
To: Tom
I will never regret having met you even though you have surely forgotten about me, you promised me that we would meet again and I will wait that day until I die.
I love you from wherever you are.
From: ABC
To: Tom
thank you for teaching me how good love was in the moment. And fuck you for teaching me what happens after
From: ABC
To: Tom
even though i’m with somebody else and you are too, i lay in bed at night and wonder what we could’ve been
From: ABC
To: Tom
i still wonder why i was never enough for you but i hope your happy with her bc that’s all that matters
