I'm sure na di mo naman toh makikita, I just wanted to say I'm slowly letting go... di mo na kailangan mag-alala na may nagkakagusto sayo.

I wish I could tell u how I feel, I’ve never liked someone the way I like you but I’m scared you’ll reject me. So I’ll never send this message, I miss you

Part of me really misses you and would do anything to be with you again and then the other part of me is so hurt by you that I never want to see your face again. You came into my life, became my best friend, and then left me here alone. You got tired of the fighting so fast, you didn't want to fight for me. It hurts so bad because all I wanted was for you to care about me. Facetime me a little more, maybe ask how I am and you claimed you were too busy for even that. I know a lie when I see one. I wish you would've just told me that you didn't love me anymore instead of putting me through 3 weeks of unrest. Constantly checking your location and seeing you with the girl I worry about, thinking every notification was your "I want you back text", spending the hours distracting myself trying to think about anything but you. You look so happy without me. You forgot about me in a week after 7 months together. I always wonder if maybe one day you'll text me again but you never do. I think about texting you sometimes but I remember that you told me to move on and that you didn't want to be in a relationship with me. That hurt. I wish that I was someone worth it. Someone you loved so much, you would do anything to be with me but instead I was just another person from your hometown you wanted to forget. I go in and out of getting over you and I wish I could just forget about you at times.Other times I wish I could just kiss you one last time. I am doing okay without you and I know eventually I will be fine but right now I wish I had a time machine so I can go back and treasure our moments together. you make me feel so stupid and I question if you ever even loved me. Sometimes I go through our old messages where you told me how much I meant to you to make sure that our love was real but if it was and you meant those words, you would never have let me go. You used me when you were at your lowest and left me at mine. I am so angry at you and I want to hate you but I can't. I am scared for the day you come back home, I am not ready to see you. You broke my heart into a million pieces and I am working on getting myself back and seeing you again would just ruin that. Everyday I remind myself that I shouldn't want to be with someone that doesn't want to be with me but that doesn't make it any easier. After everything you've done to me, I still wish you the best and as much as it hurts to see you so happy without me, I am glad you are. I hope you find your someone who is worth the fight because I know now I am not her. I will see you around.

I’ve fallen for you so hard over the past month. I know we can’t be together and it hurts me so much. I just want to give you a big hug

im falling for you hard, really hard. i wish you could see yourself how i see you, you’re a piece of art. i.. i love you. a lot.

I don’t care about the fight we had at sushi before you deployed. Ive missed you everyday. I never got to tell you how madly in love I fell for you.

you hurt me in ways that i can’t explain. i literally couldn’t even tell anyone ab it because they would “view” you differently. but what’s done is done and i’m glad ur gone.

why did you make
me feel like i’m not enough? sometimes i look at the stars and am happy we’re still under the same sky. fuck you

When I told you I loved you, seeing you go red and all quiet was so cute. I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you I was being honest, I didn’t realise it sounded jokey.

I hope that it’s written in the stars for us. Come back to me please. My life is so much better with you in it.

you dummy, i care so much about you and there is nothing more that i want more than for you to be happy

i keep searching for a connection like we had, but i don't think i'll ever find one like it. i hope you're happy though.

I wish I could've told you how I felt before it was too late. Nothing is the same these days. I long for you.

i’ll meet you again one day. i know you’re the one for me, neither of us are ready right now but we will meet again. what we had was special, and what we will have will make this all worth it. this is just the start josh. i will meet you again, and this time i won’t ruin my chances. i will make us work. until next time?.

I am positive you were my first love and even tho I moved on so fast a part of my still misses you and wants you back. Yes I like Your best friend and I feel so wrong for that but I can’t help it. I told you I liked you and you probably just thought of it as a crush but I can tell you now it was a lot more than that. I will never be able to tell you how much I cared for you and loved you and wanted to be with you and when you blocked me I started to figure out that you weren’t all I thought you were and all your flaws were revealed and how selfish you really are and I’m happy I moved on because I found happiness without you which I haven’t been able to do in months so thank you for being my fist love and making me happy but I guess you weren’t the one.

why would you look at other girls and like girl's posts that show her ass or boobs :( am i not good enough for you? ill never look like your dream girl :(

we talked tonight. i am listening to our song still.. i do every night. i love you... please say you love me back.

you really have me sat here searching up "how to not blush"
its your birthday in 23 minutes and i just want to tell you everything, and just thank you, because without you i would have given up and i most likely not be here anymore. you make me want to go to school, u make me want to wake up in the morning just so i can see you and maybe talk to you. you have no idea how happy you make me with just a simple conversation. literally one conversation with you stops me from hurting myself. but i won't tell u all this because i don't want to ruin your day. you really are probably the best person i've ever met, from your curly hair to your adorable smile and your eyes. i know that sounds so cliche but without you i don't think i would still be here, so thank you. i hope you have the best birthday ever because you deserve the world, even if i can't give it to you

I loved you more then I've ever loved anything in this world. You broke me, and sometimes I think I'll never love anyone the same. It's easier this way. At least alone I can't be hurt.

we said we were soulmates. remember how we use to joke and say "soulmate things".. today you said we werent meant to be. you have no idea how much that hurt me.

i remember how we use to say we were soulmates. how we could read eachother and always knew when something was wrong. you dont know how many nights i would listen to our playlist and just smile so bi g because how in love with you i was. i would smile and blush at my phone anytime you texted me. i would get butterflies every time you said you loved me. today you said we werent meant to be. you said we were soulmates and now we arent meant to be.. i dont understand. did you love me at all? did you care as much as me? we talked today... and you didnt say you loved me. do you know how much i needed to hear you say that. did you know i talked to my mom about you almost every day. and now she asks me about you and my heart aches. please just.. i need you. call me, say you love me. i need it. please.

It hurts to know that I may never love someone the way that I loved you. And even then, you didn't love me back.

I used to hate the color pink. But after you told me it’s your favorite color, I’ve grown to like it :)

I have loved you since the day I met you. It's been almost 3 years now and I still love you. I don't know if I can ever just be your friend. If I can ever stop loving you. You showed me what it's like to care about someone else more than I do myself, but you also showed me what real heartbreak is like. I would sacrifice so much to be with you but I know you don't feel the same. I don't know how you haven't noticed yet. I drop the most obvious hints and I spend time around you. you never notice which makes me feel unimportant to you but i think thats just what i am. you are amazing, sweet, perfect. you are the definition of perfect and i wish you could see me the way i see you. im sorry that i could never say this to you. i wish i had teh courage too. if i did, i would tell you that you saved me. you taught me how to be a better person without even realizing you were doing it. you kept me sane in times i thought i would never be able to stop crying. but many of those tears were because of u. no matter how hard times got you could always make me smile. if i was having a bad day you made it better. so i just wanted to thank you for being my best friend, even though i wish we were more. and i dont know if i can be your friend anymore and hang around you and just pretend like it doesnt break my heart everytime i see you with her. im sorry and ill miss you more than you know but its whats best for me right now. its gonna suck not having my best friend when i always need him. i love you. (i know this was all over the place but i had a lot of feelings come up writing it)

hi im very sad right now which is why im on this website but do machon please please and please hi aidan aidan

i know it was my fault but even before that you never tried and now when i see you my heart breaks just a little each time.

how could you block me on every social media for days the dozen times you broke up with me. but now that i broke up with you, how is it so hard to leave me alone

I still love you and i wonder if you still think about me at all... i would take you back in a heartbeat

hey. i think it's time to let you go. we talked yesterday and you didn't ask for me back like you usually do after fights. so i know it's over. i was holding on to this idea of us speaking after weeks and saying how we can't live without each other and how we love each other to much to be apart. but that wasn't what happened... and it's not going to. i keep thinking back on the night you gave me that playlist you made me. you asked me to be your girlfriend that night. i remember listening to our song just smiling so incredibly big at my phone.. and then like you could read my mind you said you loved me. it was the perfect night. i fell asleep the happiest i have ever been. i remember you playing with my sister and she turned to me and says "hes a good one". she asked to play with you yesterday.. i had to explain to her that sometimes the person you love isn't always meant to be in your life forever. But i owe you so much. you made me believe that i could be loved. you made me feel like there was not anything wrong with me. you made me feel safe. i got butterflies just thinking of you. now when i think of you my heart aches. i remember you always said the right things. whenever we got into fights and i would think you stopped loving me you would say "don't think i don't love you please. because i do" it was like you could read my mind. if you could read my mind now you could never look at me the same. i am in so much pain. josh you.. i love you. i mean it with every fiber in me that i am so in love with you. remember that time you said " i mean its not even that i like you, its quite obvious im in love with you." i remember. but im not yours to love anymore. and your not mine. think of me whenever it rains okay? find me in the stars at night, find me in the pink sunrise. i love you. goodbye josh.

I want you. I want the bad days. I want the broke days and the constant working. I want it all. But I want to be a priority too not just an option.

I crave a love so deep that it drowns out all of the sadness I carry. I had that with you and now you’re gone, and I don’t know how to keep my head afloat

I hate you for what you tried to do to me. you'll never be able to know how much what you did has effected everything I do and every way I think. I hate having to see you every day as a reminder

I’m so inlove with you and the feeling isn’t mutual. Staying is only hurting me but leaving will hurt more.

i really miss you but i won't message you. you made your choice so i have to make mine and i deserve more

I wish we could’ve worked out that things weren’t the best before it was too late and I wish you had told me you felt that way. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to move on from you. I hope the time we spend apart brings us back together one day. I don’t know what else I’d do.

you're not my first love and i'm not yours. but i still love you. but you love her, and i don't know why. i just wish you would notice how i feel about you, especially since you talk to me nearly everyday. just please. think about what you're doing before you start dating her. remember how she hurt you so much.

I saw a falling star the other night. And I didn’t wish to have a lot of money or something. I wished for you coming back.

I wonder if you knew how much I did like you, I liked you so much I started to change who I was for you, just for you to say we should just be friends..

you leave in April and a few months ago that would have killed me, but now i'm happy for you and I know its for the best

I still cry over you. It's been like 2 years but I still find myself occasionally thinking about you and what you did to me. I don't know if it's out of hate or love, maybe both.

its been easier to not think of you. but then the idea of us being good again comes and i start all over.

for christmas can you please tell me what we are? im tired of acting like your friend if you're not going to be mine back. it would be fitting if you saw this, all we've had is our indirectness anyway

i've been in love with you ever since I met you. These last seven years have gone by so slowly but so quickly. i will always love you. no matter what.

like the sun needs the moon. imy & ily like crazy

you insult yourself. how dare you do that to me

i love you, even there are times we could not understand each other.

I hope you're ok. and i hope you still swim.

I miss your ginger hair and the way you like to dress

i love your big brown eyes

you hurt me in ways you’ll never understand, but there with always be a piece of me that loves you