"hi josh, merry christmas!" insert christmas tree. i'm so glad i greeted a classmate that i don't even talk to before. i'm really happy a lot things between us changed. confessed to each other, now more like loving each other. i can't wait to meet you again someday, i really hope this journey we have together is forever. you're really someone special in my heart. i have never felt this with anyone. only you can make me the happiest and the saddest. i'm looking forward to make more memories with you in the future. we've planned all these little things, and you really give me butterflies. the best thing ever, i'm really lucky to have you. i really hope things between us just keeps getting better and better, i will never get tired of supporting you because i'm your number one fan like what i always tell you remember? i want you to stay strong, please wait for me, i will wait for you. i'm never gonna stop loving you, mahal.