i miss you so much every second of every day. i could never forgive you for fucking me up and breaking my heart but i still wish everyday that you’ll text me again. i just want to be held by you one more time.

Thank you for teaching me that the true love I always dream about will never come to me if I don’t learn to see the beauty within myself and accept all the ugly too. I hope she makes you happy.

I will always love you josh and I think that’s what’s gonna hurt me in the end . The way I can’t see myself with anyone but you kills me . It’s like I can’t get away . I know you’re bad for me but I still can’t seem to let go . I’ve been wanting to talk to you about everything and how I truly feel . I just don’t feel like I have the courage . I don’t want to argue anymore but it kills me the way you still hold on to people who hurt you . You have to let go . Even if I am one of those people .

We planned our whole lives together at age 12 we told each other our fears, comforted each other when we felt like giving up. And when I finally released how badly I wanted you, you were gone.

I wish things had been different, I wish you didn't do what you did. I would've given you the world and more.

I never realized how toxic you were until you broke up with me. Im embarrassed by the thought that I was your girlfriend.

I’ve loved you for a long time, longer than I’ve realized. You’ve taught me so so much but hurt me just as much. I still can’t help falling for you over and over...

You absolutely broke me, 3 times. And I hate you for that. But I also hate myself for that same reason.

you really had me thinking we could’ve had something absolutely beautiful and mature. i guess you just liked how my lips felt on yours.

its been a while. i said i was letting you go but i cant. my ex came back, who i would have done anything to be with but he doesnt matter anymore. i told him i cant be with him again because i love you. i just wish we still talked so it made sense why i said that.

You cheated on me, lied to me and did more. You texted me so long ago asking for forgiveness and I said I forgave you, but I never did. I'm permanently damaged and I will never forgive you for it.

i think your full of yourself, i think you want to manipulate me. but i’m too comfortable being the manipulator.

You were the light that kept me going , the sunlight that broke the clouds through every storm. I miss your smile. I loved you, Josh, but you were never mine.
I’ll never forget you, please don’t forget me.

Hey I know this was probably just another talking phase, but I felt like we could have been something great. Maybe this is just me overthinking because you're having a bad week because so am I, but I wish we could be normal- I would have loved to meet you in person:)

Thank you for being naive with me and falling, even tho we both knew it could not last. I am always going to think of you when I think about my favorite year of my life.

I have always loved you and I always will. Im sorry for the pain I’ve caused you. You didn’t deserve that. You will always have a special place in my heart.

I once thought that we'd be together, yet now we don't even make eye contact when we walk past each other in the halls.

You really fucked me up, then lied to the judge. I hope you are happy with all the pain you have caused me and it was worth losing some of the people who cared about you the most.

I wish I was better for you so then you would’ve probably stayed a little longer with me I’m sorry that you had to deal with me and my emotions. I hope you’re happy with whoever you end up with please take care of yourself you mean a lot to me and you would never understand that. I hope one day we can reunite I appreciate all the love you given me.you taught me how to love and how it feels to be loved and for that I’m forever
grateful.

I hope you miss me like I miss you

I don't think you understand how much you broke me.
actually, I think you did, but you didn't care and you walked away anyways.

I wish it was harder for you to walk away, because you meant a lot more to me than I did to you.

so basically you are all that i think about everyday... even when u hurt me i can’t help myself from falling for u. i love you

you're my bubbas and i'm so happy that we found each other. thank you for being such a light in my life.

I hate traffic, but I would do anything to look over to you smiling at me one more time at a red light. In that damn Mustang.

i think i’m in love with you. i’ve never felt this much for anyone before. i know you don’t feel the same and it’s crushing me.

You may not know this yet but I love you so much and it genuinely hurts me to be so emotionally attached to someone.

You may not know this yet but I love you so much and it genuinely hurts me to be so emotionally attached to someone.

I still can't stop thinking about you and it's been 4 years. We had a small thing, but I was the happiest when I was with you. I was so stupid to go back to my ex at the time. I still like you Josh...

two years ago you were my world, now shes yours. i wish you nothing but happiness, i love you joshua. forever and always.

Sometimes I wonder how I let you treat me like that. Now I look back and realize I taught you what it was to be loved and you taught me that not everyone appreciates the love I give. I hope you are happy and using the pain of loosing me to treat her better.

My heart is full and fuck I hope you don’t break it because I truly think we were meant to be together

i know im too late. you've moved on. im happy 4 u. im sorry i left you. but hey, youre doing better and im proud. ily.

you were my best friend and first love and now nothing. im sorry I didn't let you know how I felt until it was too late. I still love you but you've moved on so I wish you all the best. goodbye.

i just want one more hangout. one more laugh. one more smile. i still have everything you've ever written and every picture you've ever given to me. id like to think we we were right person wrong time. you messed with my head but i messed with yours so i guess its even. ill always love you.

I fell in love with you so quickly before we even met and it’s so hard seeing you live the life you do without me

I keep thinking about the night you came over and I just wish I would've told you how I felt. Its been a month since we've spoken and im scared were never going to talk again. I miss u

I hope you find happiness in that new girl like you did with us. I hope one day I too will find the same happiness with someone else...

i’ll never not love you, even twenty years from now, a piece of me will always look for you in everyone i meet. you will forever be in my heart. though, you will probably never know the depth of my love, it’s okay. you’re happy. and that’s all i need.

hey
you pushed me today. idk if it’s good or bad. good ig cause now i can be me but idk if i was ready. tbh i don’t think i would ever be ready so in that sense it was good. thank you. i love you
ababoi
chloe

not my first love, but you were one of my best friends. you said you would never leave me but yet here we are ...thanks for teaching me that words really mean nothing at all. You constantly treat me like I’m disposable and I’m surprised I didn’t see it sooner.

i wish you were mine. i wonder if you ever had feelings for me. i wonder what could've been at that one party.

hi, its been sometime since we had a serious conversation but i wanna tell you some things. You are perfect like really perfect its unexplainable, i was toxic to you but i never realized until i lost you, the pain i felt from you leaving was unreal. I love you till my death and i cant stop thinking about you even when i try, you were my biggest supporter and i couldn't thank you enough for always being there for me even when i was rude to you, you will always hold a special place in my heart even if you dont find each other again. Thanks again for giving me the love i never gave you i hope you find someone who gives you what i didnt.

I think I loved the idea of you more than I even realised, that’s what made it so hard to let you go. I was so young and naive that sometimes I wonder how things could be if we met now with fresh eyes and we could truly see each other. In truth, I just wish I knew what changed. I wish I knew what made her different.

i hate that i still think about u after u made it clear u didn’t feel the same. it was one sided and i was still stupid enough to still think there was a chance.

I have so many things I want to say to you but here's the main point: I'm falling for you and it's scary.

I have moved on...I have but if you ever ask me to choose, it will always be you. I will never not love you.

i think back to when things went wrong. i want to know what i did to make you no longer like me. you fucked me over so bad but yet i cant seem to hate you. you lied about loving me. you lied for so long. and somehow i still seem to love every aspect of you.

Im sorry, You know that you have a special place in my heart and i loved you so much but i had to let go.

yeah, you’re definitely losing interest in me and it sucks because i don’t feel like i can do anything about it. it’s selfish of me to assume you will just wait for me. i just feel really stupid.

we never saw each other in person but the month(ish) of us talking was nice. you kinda led me on though, so i feel like i should stop looking at our old texts.

Not a day goes by where I don’t think of you...I wish we both could undo all the pain we have caused each other