Unsent Messages

Im writing to you again even though high chance you wont see this but I miss you dearly,Josh if you see this its me broke I miss you so much.I moved but not to far from the old house I still have the first letter you gave me well you left under my doormate. I think about you so much and I just wish we could see each other maybe one day we will see each other at the park.Or maybe we will see each other at school cause I now go to school where my dad lives.I wish I could hug you and just be with you.I wish you were mine and I was yours.I really think about you more than I should but I would do anything to get to speak to you in person and just see you.Josh I miss you.You would have been the best boyfriend and I know it gosh damn I miss you and love you dearly.Why did you leave? Why wont you come back?Im working on myself Im better than I was In the past I just wish I could be with you.Josh if you see this just know if you remember my number which you probably don't but if you still have it from when we texted when I was 12 and you were about to turn 13 its still the same.