even though we arent together anymore and havent been for a while i still think about you everyday and i think about the connection that we had and it leaves me in tears. you truly meant alot to me and i still believe in my heart that your still worth fighting for. but i dont think you want me anymore. but please know for you id bleed myself dry

I mean it with all my heart when I say you’re my soulmate. We were made for each other. I’ve never been this happy with someone. Thank you for making me a better person. I owe you my life. I love you.

i know how i wasn’t the best looking person in the world, but the fact you were always nice to me.... i will remember that forever(:

I fell for you so much harder than I know I should. Getting to call you mine makes so much of the hardness of life worth it. Im always going to be here for you. You are the person that is either going to ruin love for me or define it. I love you.

hey it’s me. you would be so proud of me right now if you weren’t acting like you didn’t care about me. i did it for you

sometimes i think about us and wonder how two people could be so in love and not be meant for each other.

you'll never understand how much you mean to me. I wish I meant more to you. why won't you tell me what she's got that I don't? id do anything to make you mine honestly. idk why I feel this way with you, im not going to give up. at least I hope I won't. maybe one day you'll realize im the one, or maybe one day ill find someone else. until then.

Did you really not care or were you just too afraid to do anything. I shouldn’t be but for some reason i’m still waiting for you.

Did you really not care or were you just too afraid to do anything. I shouldn’t be but for some reason i’m still waiting for you.

I need to get this off of my chest bc I've been so confused on whether you feel the same way or not bc of all the mixed signals. you automatically make me a more positive and happier person just by being around and my friends see it too, no one has ever had that big of an impact on me. I just wish things were easier and I wish u felt the same way, and if u do, I wish u could tell me. its so hard knowing that you prolly don't think of me half as much as I think of you. your the first thing on my mind in the morning and the last thing on my mind before I go to bed. whenever im out in the halls, your the only person I look forward to seeing. it hurts knowing you prolly like her over me. and honestly as long as your happy w her then im happy for u. part of me wants to stop chasing after u, but something isn't letting me. its like when ur shirt gets caught on the doorknob and u try walking away but u jus get caught right there. if only u knew how much u meant to me bro. there's so much I wanna talk to u abt, so much I want to do w u, there's so many things I want to do but only wit u. honestly, its crazy how one person can make me the happiest girl ever. you don't even realize how much you affect me, that's the weird part. ily. and I hope one day we'll feel the same way towards each other.

i hope you never hurt someone the way you hurt me. i hope you remember one day the way you assaulted me

I don't know if you hear the thoughts the way I do. I don't know if I make it all up in my head or if there truly is something between us. I wish you would tell me what you know. I don't know if I love you, or you love me, or if this is something bigger than that.

I love u soo much but u don’t love me. I understand I was mean but I was young and I’ve matured now I’m so sorry if I was ever mean to u. I just want u back and for u to love me. Please come back soon.

Every day I think of u and I dream of u every night, I know u know I love u but u don’t do anything why? I sent u how I feel but you haven’t opened it why? U lied to me but i still love u... I just want u I push everyone away that isn’t h just in case u come back. I love u so much I’ve never felt like this about anyone before, I sent alarms for 11:11 so that I can wish for u to text me how u really feel about me but it never happens I’m starting to lose hope pls come soon.

"why didnt you love me?" was a question i often asked myself. the more i think of it, the more i realize that it was because im not her.

i can feel myself moving on from my ex. i'm scared but i think i'm falling in love with you. your brown eyes are the safest thing in the world, i would do anything to feel the warmth they bring me right now.

also you are the perfect mix between comfort, passion and risk. silence feels comforting with you, please never leave.

my roommate and I agreed it would be a bad idea to text you tomorrow. so... happy 21st stink. all the best.

i’m sorry for how i treated you after we broke up, it wasn’t right of me to act that way and i’m embarrassed that i let my emotions get the better of me. i just wanted to let you know i never meant the harsh things i said. once again i am truly sorry for being so toxic at the end. thank you for all the nice memories you gave me and especially for the lessons i learned along the way. our story was a short one but it was nice while it lasted. i wish you nothing but the best. just know the stars shine for you. still to neptune’s moons and back.

i will always have a place for you in my heart, even if we no longer talk. i think we were better as friends. i know there’s no going back to that, but i don’t regret anything.

i think of the way you held me so tight and how u touched me and how somedays you can’t even look at me and it crushes me. i think you can’t look at me because you know u would let me in if you did.

brown eyes were always just brown until i got to stare into yours. i could get lost in them and that’s what hurts the most. the way you touched me and the way you hugged me and held me tight is that the reason why you can’t look me in my eyes when you trying to ignore me or is it because i’m no longer what you want that day.

i love you so much. i’m drunk at the bus station and i wish you were here to hold me. pls don’t forget me. i lobe u

i accidentally called you and you asked why i called so i had to block your number. i just wanted to see if u blocked me lol

i remember one time you asked what my biggest fear was and i told you it was being alone. But it was actually losing you.

i love every bit of you with every bit of me. i cant live without you. please dont break my heart. i beg you.

The memories we shared are simply unforgettable. Thank you for proving to me that I’m not an unlovable human.

Thank you for playing such an important role in my life. I hated the way we used to be around each other when we were younger but you made me feel special. When you broke up with me, I didn’t think I could ever feel more pain at the time. But you taught me how to find my own self worth and to never rely on another person for my own happiness and for that I am eternally grateful.

Was I not good enough for you where did we go wrong we were so happy and strong and then that one night everything had to change

i wish we did more than just study together once in a while, i wish we actually talked and hung out but i know it’s not right rn. i’m sorry, you’re just so valuable to me, i can’t help but like you

when we met i knew immediately that i liked you. i liked your personality and your smile and the way you didnt want to stop talking to me. now you never respond. i wanted something real with you but i guess you didnt care about that

I still think about you even tho it has been many years. Too may what ifs or what could of been pass through my head daily.

You seem really sweet and nice, I wish I wasn’t so shy and could gain the courage to talk to you more

I miss they way it used to be. Now every little thing you do or say to me replays in my head because I'm so into you but I don't have the balls to tell you because I know in the time we weren't hooking up you had like 3 partners. I want you so bad.

I literally counted all my money and put 1000 dollars in an envelope that I was going to leave at your doorstep. All because you got into a car crash and you had a go fund me. I wanted to give you money but I didn't want you to know it was from me.

do you think about when we were younger and would sit in the garden staring at the stars and talking about how we hoped our lives would go? i wish you were still in mine. i'll always meet you at the corner if you ever need me.

I still feel the same way, since our English Lit lessons. I'm sorry, I really am. - (jokey low key josh..)

what happened to us, and what happened to you. you’re like a ghost to me. i will never trust anyone again or love again. i don’t think we were meant to be but i can’t like anyone else. you’re the only person who understood me but you also hurt me so badly I have no will to live. i know you hate me and want me dead. but I would never wish anything on you. i will always love you no matter how much you hurt me. i am getting over you and the person i thought you were. I’m mourning the loss of someone that’s no longer here. you are gone, but i can’t forget all the memories we made. i really thought we would stay together forever. i was willing to do anything for you and i probably still would. thank you for teaching me that love is not real and that every single guy is the exact same.

what happened to us, and what happened to you. you’re like a ghost to me. i will never trust anyone again or love again. i don’t think we were meant to be but i can’t like anyone else. you’re the only person who understood me but you also hurt me so badly I have no will to live. i know you hate me and want me dead. but I would never wish anything on you. i will always love you no matter how much you hurt me. i am getting over you and the person i thought you were. I’m mourning the loss of someone that’s no longer here. you are gone, but i can’t forget all the memories we made. i really thought we would stay together forever. i was willing to do anything for you and i probably still would. thank you for teaching me that love is not real and that every single guy is the exact same.

what happened to us, and what happened to you. you’re like a ghost to me. i will never trust anyone again or love again. i don’t think we were meant to be but i can’t like anyone else. you’re the only person who understood me but you also hurt me so badly I have no will to live. i know you hate me and want me dead. but I would never wish anything on you. i will always love you no matter how much you hurt me. i am getting over you and the person i thought you were. I’m mourning the loss of someone that’s no longer here. you are gone, but i can’t forget all the memories we made. i really thought we would stay together forever. i was willing to do anything for you and i probably still would. thank you for teaching me that love is not real and that every single guy is the exact same.

Im writing to you again even though high chance you wont see this but I miss you dearly,Josh if you see this its me broke I miss you so much.I moved but not to far from the old house I still have the first letter you gave me well you left under my doormate. I think about you so much and I just wish we could see each other maybe one day we will see each other at the park.Or maybe we will see each other at school cause I now go to school where my dad lives.I wish I could hug you and just be with you.I wish you were mine and I was yours.I really think about you more than I should but I would do anything to get to speak to you in person and just see you.Josh I miss you.You would have been the best boyfriend and I know it gosh damn I miss you and love you dearly.Why did you leave? Why wont you come back?Im working on myself Im better than I was In the past I just wish I could be with you.Josh if you see this just know if you remember my number which you probably don't but if you still have it from when we texted when I was 12 and you were about to turn 13 its still the same.

Do you think we could give it another go? i miss you. i miss your touch, and your voice, and they way we snapped till late night.

you made me happy for 8 months. the best 8 months i could ever ask for. i just cant believe you didnt love me the entire time. thanks for leading me on 4 months after breaking up with me and talk to a girl that you ended up not even dating. i miss you sometimes though but i have to remember your an ass.

you're one of the reasons that i'm doing okay rn. you are one of the best people ive ever met and im so scared every day that you're going to leave. i hope you stay because i want you in my life. i want to do so many things w you. you inspire me and i love you so much.

I forgive you and I'm finally happy again. I hope you are too. I'll never forget you. Try to be your true self - I still loved you after finding out, so others will also

I walked into it knowing it would never work and it makes me so mad that I know deep down I'd do it again.

Ever since the first time I saw you I knew you were the one. Time has passed now and we've both changed but I hope you're doing well. Skittle

you left my life so unexpectedly it was unfair. i hate you so much but i still find myself longing for you. i don’t know how i’m supposed to move on.

You made me finally feel like I had a home. I finally felt safe and now you’re gone. Please come back...

I remember the first night we met. It felt like I was in a movie, and I loved every bit of it. I remember kissing you for the first time even though I was your first time. And we both felt the spark, I know we did. Then under the starry night you looked at me with love in your eyes and told me how you felt about me, even if it was the first night we met. Then you hugged me like you never wanted to let go. And you didn’t. Then we fell asleep in each other’s arms and it’s was the most beautiful moment of my life. And I love you for that.