Unsent messages to YOU
From: ABC
To: You
Date: January 4, 2021, 11:33 pm UTC
i brought out the best in you. you couldn't handle it. you never liked emotions and i saw them in your eyes when you looked at me.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: January 4, 2021, 10:01 am UTC
I was so happy thinking about what you thought of me, that I didn't realize that the only one in love was me
From: ABC
To: You
Date: January 3, 2021, 8:12 pm UTC
remember the time you blamed me for something that was out of my control? wrong place, wrong time? remember the empty envelopes left on my door step? you forgot. remember all of those 2 minute conversations over the phone? many broken promises. remember all of the stress you caused us? you were so oblivious.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: January 3, 2021, 5:45 pm UTC
why do you keep going back to her over and over again? The only thing she does is hurting you. Give ME a second chance instead, i promise i’ll give you all my love
From: ABC
To: You
Date: January 3, 2021, 12:39 pm UTC
i don't know if i love u, but i love the felling off be in love, maybe i think its u, because u let me, i really loves love u.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: January 2, 2021, 6:48 pm UTC
wow, I think this is the first New Years when I haven't thought of your lips at midnight in about 7 years, feels good to say I don't miss you anymore x
From: ABC
To: You
Date: January 2, 2021, 12:24 pm UTC
thankyou for leaving, ill never be more grateful for the way you shattered me. because look at me now BITCH
From: ABC
To: You
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:57 am UTC
we talked all the time then one day u turned me into ur ghost....
genuinely thought you were a good kid.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: January 2, 2021, 1:12 am UTC
“I love you”
It no longer makes my heart swell with joy
Now it feels like a stab in the chest
Because now I know
Its not true
From: ABC
To: You
Date: January 1, 2021, 4:12 pm UTC
As your probably reading all these you may be feeling sad but as I am hear writing this I am hoping this will make someone smile so just remember YOU ARE WORTH IT
From: ABC
To: You
Date: January 1, 2021, 1:29 pm UTC
u say that u like me, but im scared that u will leave me someday like everybody... please, dont ever leave me, even tho we are just a friend. Cause i need u. And u make me so comfortable. I love you, as my favourite human.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: January 1, 2021, 3:12 am UTC
hi i just wanted to say you are loved. i also heard that only racist and homophobic people don’t eat or drink... so go drink water now and get your self some food while you at it :) i’m proud of how far you’ve come.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: January 1, 2021, 2:50 am UTC
i still love you and i always will. i cry everyday and hope that you'll miss me. you're perfect. i wish these words could have made you stay. i know you'll go far, i only wish you the best. we may be young, but i know.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: January 1, 2021, 2:41 am UTC
hi i just wanted to say you are loved. i also heard that only racist and homophobic people don’t eat or drink... so go drink water now and get your self some food while you at it :) i’m proud of how far you’ve come.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 31, 2020, 11:16 pm UTC
to whoever's seeing this, I just want to let you know that you're loved. im so proud of you for surviving your worst days and you're an amazing person.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 31, 2020, 6:09 am UTC
i don't know if what im feeling is normal - im numb. i don't consider anyone to be my friend anymore - im bored of them. they bring me happiness for a couple hours, sure, but right after, nothing feels the same. i feel fake. i feel like a fake fucking friend and im not proud of it. i had this one girl who was my best friend. i would text her everyday even though she would respond one or two hours later. i loved her - i loved her a lot. we kind of just drifted, y'know? i started a stupid argument with her that i shouldn't have. it sucks. she made me feel happy. after we stopped talking, i started writing about her on this website. i wrote all my inner and deepest feelings about her - i made her uncomfortable. she told me she felt uncomfortable and immediately brushed it under the carpet. i didn't like that she brushed it off like it was nothing - like she wouldn't have cared if someone did her dirty. i felt hurt that she didn't care about how fucked up i was to write about her. i feel like her expectations are so low at this point. it honestly fucking sucks. after that, the blocked me. Im just a mess at this point. i can't go a day without thinking abt the argument and abt her. i don't want it to seem like im blaming her for my numbness because it isn't her fault. its like im drifting away in this dark fucking spiral of nothing. i don't feel present in my body. i feel like im just watching myself get more fucked as time goes on - like a movie. at this point, its just a matter of time of when my time will run out. i want to feel alive - to feel like there's something worth living for. for now, im me. - a girl who's 5'5.5, with brown eyes and brown hair - i fucking hate it
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 30, 2020, 8:04 am UTC
Te esperé tanto casi toda mi vida. Si se nos dá te prometo ser la mejor versión de mi para ti, y hacerte feliz de mil maneras. Te amo y espero que lo sepas.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 29, 2020, 7:41 pm UTC
Why did you suddenly go silent when I asked if you wanted me back in the groupchat? A simple no we don't want you back would've hurt less than just silence. I know I fucked up but you could atleast say that straight into my face.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 29, 2020, 3:44 pm UTC
The first time we met we felt like we had known each other for a long time. Do you still remember it?
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 29, 2020, 10:16 am UTC
For my future partner, I can’t wait to be with you and hold your hand while I hold you close. Your smile amazes me and your laugh fills the room with so much light and joy. I can’t keep my eyes off you. You’re absolutely stunning. Not only that, but you’re wicked smart and make me feel so at home. I love being with you and I even love when we’re apart because I know you’re doing great things and learning and growing in so many ways. You are absolutely ethereal and I love you. What I feel for you is even beyond love. It’s indescribable. Luckily you already know what I mean because you feel the same way towards me. I’m not sure why but I’m glad you do. I love you so much I wish I could give you a hug and a million and a half kisses. I’ll see you soon love.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 29, 2020, 12:54 am UTC
i literally gave u my all when i was at my lowest and u still decided to treat me like i was nothing to u...
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 28, 2020, 5:47 am UTC
I don’t like how I’m still so soft for you after all these years.
It was good to see you. It’s good to know you found the one, too.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 27, 2020, 11:17 pm UTC
to you,
you were what we call my first summer fling. we met a little while ago, through mutuals friends and i immediately thought you were so handsome. i thought i could never pull a guy like you. you never showed interest during summer, only when it was ending. i never felt more clingy. i hated myself during that time. but now, you confuse you. we didn't see each other for a long time. so my feelings slowly died down. you no longer could make me jealous. seeing you cuddle up next to the girl that always gets every guy, make me want to throw up. but now, i'm free. i'm finally free. but then, you pull me in when i finally moved on. i can't fall back in love with you because i have seen your true colours, and i do not see myself with someone like you. i now know my worth and another someone owns a piece of my heart now. so, i can finally say, that i have move on. and that is the most amazing thing to say. thank you for all the fun times, you mae my summer the best.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 27, 2020, 11:02 pm UTC
dear you,
i wish i could tell you how fast i fell for you. it happened so fast and sudden, it mde my head spin. your face has been stucked in my head since the first day i met you. i remember it clearly. you smile reaching your eyes, making them sparkle. you were waving at me while my eyes were stuck on your features. tall and broad, you were so intimidating. it's like time froze and seeing you for the first time will forever be in my mind. i texted you after the game, saying you did a great job just like i did to everyone and that's when you started to make my heart fluttter. texting constantly, we still do. making me feel special with your goodnight and goodmorning texts. i catched feelings fast. i talked to everyone about you, and they all told me to have trust in you, saying you were so sweet and gentle. and you are. but not only to me. to every other girl in you snap. my heart clenches a little bit everytime you talk about one of them. my brother told me a guy like you could never go for a girl like me. boring, innoncent, not popular, weird interests, while you are friends with everyone and making the room light up every time you walk in. i often think about how much i hate you. i hate that i have a soft spot for you and that you use me for it. do you only hang out with me for the money and the clothes? i hate that everytime i am aroung you, i forget how to act. i guess it's time for me to let go and acept the fact that you only want a friend in me. thank you for the butterflies you gave me, and the hope that filed my heart. thank you for looking out for me and praising me when no one did. making me eat even tho i didn't want to. i think i have a deep regard on you, and i hate that for me. i guess i'll be seeing soon, the next time we hang out. i'll try to keep my distances from you, but im begging you, do it to. i can't move on from you if you pull me towards you. i need to heal. i'm sorry if i come off as rude, i'm trying what's best for me. and if, somehow, you feel the same way, show me a sign. until then, take care and most importantly, let me go.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 27, 2020, 10:54 pm UTC
i know the day that i stop crying about this is when i have lost you entirely or i have gotten you back.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 27, 2020, 7:17 pm UTC
Thank you for showing me that high standards are an essential part of peace; they protect you from low quality experience.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 27, 2020, 3:56 am UTC
You need love because you're afraid to be by yourself, because feeling loved adds a meaning in a empty world
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 27, 2020, 12:28 am UTC
I feel so happy when i am aroud you even i am have a bad day. even when your not there i simle thinking about something you said.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 26, 2020, 7:54 pm UTC
I know you’re going to break my heart again. I can see the signs but I’m powerless to stop it or change your mind.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 26, 2020, 12:29 pm UTC
I never knew what I was worth until I left you. Thanks for showing me the worst, so that I know it only gets better.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 26, 2020, 7:17 am UTC
camryn. i can’t stop thinking of you. i just make things weird now. but you cuddle up to me, or ask me to hold you. then you say you don’t what is happening. because you don’t think i’m ready. i love you. and i’m better. you just don’t see it. because you think for someone to be better they can never have a sad day again. i love you, camryn. i just wished you loved me the way i love you.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 26, 2020, 3:18 am UTC
we still talk but I fear every day that you're going to get bored of me, or find someone new. I've never been in anything serious, but the thought of loosing you now makes everything else seem pointless. hopefully after this is all over, we can see each other. just us. work it out, i don't know whatever you want to do. you feel like home. please please feel the same. please please just wait a little longer for me.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 25, 2020, 10:52 pm UTC
I wish you staid when i got sick. Nothing hurts more than seeing you forgetting me. And rubbing it in my face. I still love you girl. I will never say goodby. I am yours.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 25, 2020, 8:57 am UTC
it is Christmas and my wish is that i want to be able to call you mine and for you to see how beautiful you are. your smile, eyes, energy, heart. they are my favorite. I wanna hug you and never let go. i love you.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 25, 2020, 4:57 am UTC
i guess ill always miss u. and i think that you may have just loved me as much as i loved you. and maybe that’s what hurt the most is that all I wanted so desperately was you and i still couldn’t get that right. my heart is empty without you. i am forever sorry. i just want to hear your laugh. and hold you. i love you. im sorry.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 25, 2020, 2:36 am UTC
It was about this time a year ago where I started to lose myself and you. I will never love anyone like I loved you and I’m oddly at peace with that. A love too shortly lived but too strongly felt. I miss you everyday
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 24, 2020, 7:27 pm UTC
i miss you so much but i hate you so much at the same time your such a manipulator but i love you so much and deep down wish we never ended
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 24, 2020, 3:23 pm UTC
I know you want me to let it go, but I know that letting go means moving on and I can’t lose you yet.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 24, 2020, 5:16 am UTC
Maybe me getting better in this lifetime does not exist. And I think that I need to stop trying to let you go because what I lost was something that cannot be replaced. You have had my entire heart since the day I met you and it will always be yours. I am so sorry. I know I sound like a broken record but that’s how I feel without you. Broken. I wish I was better for you. I am now learning that this won’t ever be for me. You were the shine in my galaxy and it has been dark since the day I lost you.. We had each other and that was enough. I love you and I know I cant stop. I am so sorry always and forever. I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 24, 2020, 4:00 am UTC
It will all be okay. Nothing lasts forever expect your relationship with yourself. May that be all you deserve
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 23, 2020, 11:30 pm UTC
you dont care. you literally dont give a shit about me. because i feel like nobody does. everybody around me that does care about me cares about someone else more. i feel like im always second best, like im never the first. and all you care about is him. how controlling he is and how hes fucking stupid. i hate it, and im beginning to hate you. pick me. pick me.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 23, 2020, 6:32 am UTC
i miss talking to you. you left without saying anything and that really pissed me off.
i just want to talk to you about everything again. i want to tell you about my day and have stupid conversations
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 23, 2020, 5:41 am UTC
i love you more than the sun shines and birds fly. u bring out the best in me and always think of what's best for me even when i don't. i love you beyond words and hope to the stars that you are the one. i love you
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 22, 2020, 4:48 pm UTC
No, you don’t get to say it was love to save face. We both knew what this was and you made sure I felt empty.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 22, 2020, 2:33 pm UTC
There's a hope that's waiting for you in the dark
You should know you're beautiful just the way you are
And you don't have to change a thing
The world could change its heart
No scars to your beautiful
Were stars and were beautiful
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 21, 2020, 9:16 pm UTC
I still want to be the one you love, even if that never happened and it was fake, I just want to feel it again.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 20, 2020, 4:55 pm UTC
I'm sure we're taller in another dimension
You say we're small and not worth the mention
You're tired of movin', your body's achin'
We could vacay, there's places to go
But we're so okay here, we're doing fine
You dream of walls that hold us imprisoned
It's just a skull, least that's what they call it
And we're free to roam
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 20, 2020, 9:40 am UTC
i’ve let you shatter me, again and again, for all these years. i’ve healed myself, and then crawled right back to you. but i’m pretty sure this was the last time i’ll ever fall down on my knees for you or anyone else.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 20, 2020, 7:03 am UTC
i will keep writing to you till the end of my days. i miss you more than i miss anything else because you are the only thing i have ever cared this much about. you make me feel like i can forget about everything that makes life impossible.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 20, 2020, 6:40 am UTC
its the fact that i wouldnt hesitate to choose you in every lifetime but you wouldnt even choose me in this one
