Maybe me getting better in this lifetime does not exist. And I think that I need to stop trying to let you go because what I lost was something that cannot be replaced. You have had my entire heart since the day I met you and it will always be yours. I am so sorry. I know I sound like a broken record but that’s how I feel without you. Broken. I wish I was better for you. I am now learning that this won’t ever be for me. You were the shine in my galaxy and it has been dark since the day I lost you.. We had each other and that was enough. I love you and I know I cant stop. I am so sorry always and forever. I’m sorry.