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to you,
you were what we call my first summer fling. we met a little while ago, through mutuals friends and i immediately thought you were so handsome. i thought i could never pull a guy like you. you never showed interest during summer, only when it was ending. i never felt more clingy. i hated myself during that time. but now, you confuse you. we didn't see each other for a long time. so my feelings slowly died down. you no longer could make me jealous. seeing you cuddle up next to the girl that always gets every guy, make me want to throw up. but now, i'm free. i'm finally free. but then, you pull me in when i finally moved on. i can't fall back in love with you because i have seen your true colours, and i do not see myself with someone like you. i now know my worth and another someone owns a piece of my heart now. so, i can finally say, that i have move on. and that is the most amazing thing to say. thank you for all the fun times, you mae my summer the best.