Unsent messages to YOU
From: ABC
To: You
Date: October 11, 2020, 12:53 pm UTC
I thought it would hurt less to be loved than to love, I was wrong and I wish I loved you the same way you did.
I just didn't want to lose you,
I'm sorry
From: ABC
To: You
Date: October 10, 2020, 6:31 pm UTC
I think Iām in love with u, but i dont know if u are just using me for sex..
Like if u only want to take my virgininty and then leave
From: ABC
To: You
Date: October 10, 2020, 12:57 pm UTC
Iām still here for you always whenever you need me hoping that someday youāll realise youāve loved me this whole time and iām the one. But I know you wonāt deep down and I canāt move on I need you to love me even if I donāt love you back. You hurt me so much you donāt care how I feel you saw me cry and you didnāt even touch me you didnāt hug me or kiss me why? Why did you not care enough? Thereās a hole in my chest I feel it and itās not there when you make me happy. I miss the old you when we used to stay up late with eachother talking about our future and how happy we made eachother. We used to tell eachother we love eachother so much. You were my everything all I ever needed in my life was you. If I lost everyone back in 2nd year and just had you I wouldnāt care. You cared for me then you loved me I know you did but itās gone and we both canāt get it back. My life is better when your not here I donāt cry I donāt think about you I know itās better to let you go but how can I let you go when you meant so much to me. You used to be my everything and when I thought of you my whole heart smiled I was the happiest person back then but that person is gone and iām not okay. I love you always and forever and Iāll have love for you for the rest of my life. Youāve broken my heart too many times and I donāt know if I can trust anyone anymore. I donāt wanna feel what I felt with you when you treated me like that. I want to say goodbye forever but itās complicated. I love you I love you so much itās what I always wanted to say I love you I wanted us to try at our relationship I wanted it to be perfect I wanted you I still want you I love you even if you donāt feel the same. I love you
From: ABC
To: You
Date: October 9, 2020, 2:48 pm UTC
The way you led me on for your own gain was creative ,but I hope you know I meant everything that was said/felt.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: October 7, 2020, 9:10 am UTC
you weren't my first lover or a lover at all, you were just someone I thought was going to stay in my life until the end. but you ended up giving me the best gift when you left. you made me realise that I am a good person who deserves so much more than what you gave our friendship. I sometimes miss you but in reality I just miss the memories
From: ABC
To: You
Date: October 7, 2020, 8:46 am UTC
I donāt care about you breaking my heart anymore. Iām starting to realize that I do it enough on my own already. ?
From: ABC
To: You
Date: October 5, 2020, 9:47 am UTC
I'm sorry for being such a coward and ending our relationship early. I should've stayed, but I didn't. I don't even know your name, and that's how much I fucked up.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: October 4, 2020, 3:15 pm UTC
i'm sorry I couldn't make it, I'm sorry I didn't try harder, i'm sorry I failed you.
im sorry, I really am
From: ABC
To: You
Date: October 3, 2020, 10:25 am UTC
my angel numbers tell me to keep holding out hope for you, my angel
i just hope you remember me when this is all over
From: ABC
To: You
Date: October 3, 2020, 3:06 am UTC
I tried to find your blue eyes in his but it was the wrong shade of blue. It's always the wrong shade unless it's you.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: October 2, 2020, 11:35 am UTC
leave me lonely for prettier women. you know i need to much attention for shit like that. you know you wrong for shit like that.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: October 1, 2020, 6:54 am UTC
You, yes you, make my tummy go crazy. Every single day I see, I wish to live longer. Every moment spent with you is the best moment of my life. You make my heart beat terribly fast, but I like it. I like the feeling I get when it happens.
Last year, I wished you were gay; This year, you came out. Why? Why is the universe making me feel terrible? It was too early to tell you my feelings last year, and now it's too late. I still wish I could tell you. One fine day. I want to play with your hair, I want to hold your hands, I want to crack jokes with you, but, be more than friends. I am so thankful we are friends, but I wish we were more than that, I wish I could tell you that I like you.
Fuck you,
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From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 30, 2020, 8:34 pm UTC
You'll never know how much I really miss you.
Threw out your things but kept you in my heart.
Your steps, your eyes personified the stillness, personified the hope, so I won't fall a p a r t
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 30, 2020, 8:31 pm UTC
The smell of tabacco at midnight reminds of you in the soft glow of your doorway. I'm glad you lived, that you met her.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 30, 2020, 7:57 am UTC
you made me enjoy life at some of the worst points in life, and i wish i did better. i miss you so much, you have no idea. i hope you feel better soon.
love you,
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 29, 2020, 10:45 am UTC
i wish i've had met you before the world got to you. before you became too afraid of showing emotion.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:23 am UTC
being around u feels like the sun hitting the tops of the trees after an unrelenting winter & i hope they dont put out that light in u before u can see it
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 29, 2020, 4:38 am UTC
iām sorry for how it ended. you deserved better. i just wish i could tell you why i couldnāt tell you. i wish we were still friends. i will always love you.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 29, 2020, 4:38 am UTC
iām sorry for how it ended. you deserved better. i just wish i could tell you why i couldnāt tell you. i wish we were still friends. i will always love you.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 27, 2020, 9:32 pm UTC
Iām at ease with not being with you, iām sure we ended up together in another lifetime. Itād be selfish of me to have you twice
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 27, 2020, 9:01 pm UTC
My best friend told me this year that she thought you and I would end up together. We didnāt. We are both married and have kids, but I still think about you and you still make an appearance in my dreams.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 27, 2020, 1:04 pm UTC
You don't leave someone you love like that..
A heart isn't made of stone.
i.z
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 27, 2020, 10:47 am UTC
Kissing you on the shoulder and randomly hugging you meant I think i found the one. Too bad you didn't know...
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 26, 2020, 11:38 pm UTC
i donāt know why i read through these every night searching for one addressed to me when i know it will never appear
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 26, 2020, 7:16 pm UTC
And when I said always I meant it. I will always love you. I will always want you to be happy. I will always want you to feel the sunshine, I will always want you to laugh like Iām there right beside you. Iāll always want you to stand up for yourself and be kind and have everything youāve ever dreamed and more. When I said I will āalwaysā I meant it in all the ways but one. I donāt do shit for people who treat me like scum. I will always love you from afar but thatās it. No more sitting around letting you treat me like shit.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 26, 2020, 7:12 pm UTC
Itās as if I write enough of these, somehow theyāll get to you. But the real question is would I even want them to?
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 26, 2020, 7:10 pm UTC
i haven't found you yet. but i am convinced that one day in this lifetime I will see love as a color other than black.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 25, 2020, 11:50 pm UTC
I think Iām in love with u, but u donāt like me. If u see this your my reason to smile, but Iām only a friend to u, and thatās perfect to me:(
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 25, 2020, 3:15 pm UTC
if you really loved me, then whyād you leave? you promised you would stay. i want to hate you but youāre my soft spot. always
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 24, 2020, 1:09 pm UTC
Sometimes I wonder if I actually got over you or is it just because I haven't seen you in such a long time?
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 24, 2020, 1:35 am UTC
sometimes i wonder if i wouldāve taken a few different steps if everything wouldāve ended differently.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 23, 2020, 11:48 pm UTC
Hey love. I know reading all these takes you back to the past but youāre alive now. Breathe and relish in it
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 23, 2020, 9:20 pm UTC
i still think about you, about what we could be. and i know it's my fault nothing could ever happen, i just want you to feel it back. you make me feel loved, like someone notices me, and it breaks my heart that i could never tell you how much you mean to me.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 23, 2020, 11:00 am UTC
I could stay mad at you for everything you did to me but Iām just angry that you made me believe that that was love.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 22, 2020, 7:04 am UTC
i wonder if you'll ever learn how deeply in love i am with you. i am so lost in your deep eyes. i would relive one day for the rest of my life if it means you were there
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 22, 2020, 4:42 am UTC
I want to say something but I donāt know what to say because Iām scared I know is that by being in your life Iām ruining it
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 22, 2020, 3:44 am UTC
Nobody knows me like you do and thats because youāre the only one I trust but now I feel different..having alone time is a must.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 21, 2020, 4:41 pm UTC
I haven't seen you in over a year... but I know you are coming back in December, and it scares me to think I'm going to see you again as a complete stranger
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 21, 2020, 4:23 pm UTC
art galleries. arcades. bookstores. coffee shops. i can't go to those places without thinking about u.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 20, 2020, 4:53 pm UTC
When you're in the same room, it's like nothing else on earth matters but being with you. All I see is you
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 19, 2020, 9:14 pm UTC
you told me you didnāt think anyone would ever love you. itās been 8 months...when will you realize
ti voglio bene
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 18, 2020, 9:37 pm UTC
I still remember the moment, I saw you for the first time. I can't believe it is already six years since I have known you.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 18, 2020, 7:09 am UTC
I need to give up on the idea that youāre going to love me back one day. Itās been 5 years, Iām tired.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 18, 2020, 3:00 am UTC
when I couldnāt see you for months, it felt like I was drowning but the smile and the wave you gave me when I first saw you felt like I came up for air
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 18, 2020, 1:13 am UTC
I know you donāt like me back but you can have all my homework answers anyways. Somehow getting a text from you to use me is better than nothing.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 17, 2020, 8:41 pm UTC
I've never been in love. Well, I don't know what love is yet. But I've been heartbroken so many times.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 17, 2020, 8:22 pm UTC
i am every day in pain. i will not write your name again. i will burn your letters and your first rose, i will throw the necklace, i will block you too. i will leave, i will give up. because i waited. i waited too long!!! and you do not even care, while i try to find ways to see you, to see that maybe you are hiding from fear. no, u just dont love me! you never did. it seems so. it is so.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 17, 2020, 5:40 pm UTC
we had a playlist, and whenever we fought, you added songs with titles telling me how much you love me, and how much you're sorry. its deleted now.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 17, 2020, 5:32 pm UTC
it hurts to think about you with someone else. it hurts to know that you are happier with other girls. why can't u just like me back. what happened? why wasn't i good enough? am i not pretty enough? funny enough?
From: ABC
To: You
Date: September 17, 2020, 5:44 am UTC
I worry everyday I will get a msg saying ur dead. I spend every moment with u like it's the last bc it just might be.
