Unsent messages to YOU
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 11, 2020, 1:54 pm UTC
por que siento que tu y yo podriamos estar mas cerca de lo que estamos en este momento? siento que tal vez me he estado conteniendo cada vez que estoy contigo y esa es parte de la razon. es como si nunca supiera lo que estas pensando cuando me miras, pero luego me miras así y levantas la ceja de una manera que me hace enamorarme de ti de nuevo despues de aceptar que tal vez no sentirás el lo mismo de mi
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 11, 2020, 12:08 am UTC
I’m talking to a boy only 3 weeks after we broke up. I feel guilty to you but I also feel guilty to him because no matter how much I like him I can’t move on yet, no matter how much I want to
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 10, 2020, 2:20 pm UTC
My blackberry used to light up green when you text. It’s always you in the back of my head. Just one more time.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 10, 2020, 4:23 am UTC
" A un amigo lo perdono, pero a ti te amo" creo que esa es la razón por la que no me piensas hablar. Nunca me dijiste nada pero ahora estoy segura de lo que fue.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 10, 2020, 2:21 am UTC
How did we get here? I try and piece the puzzle together, I try to make it make sense but every time I think about you my tears say more than my mind. I just want to make 3am noodles in your nightshirt once more.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 9, 2020, 3:47 am UTC
Te voy a extrañar toda la vida, perdóname por ser tan tonta y alejarme de ti; no sabía lo que tenía en mi mundo.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 9, 2020, 3:01 am UTC
ik not much people read this i just want to make sure you know you are wanted, ik its hard but it WILL get better
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 9, 2020, 2:44 am UTC
you destroyed me. you were my home. you really were. you meant the world to me and then, nothing. i was an ordinary girl. not yours. you forgot our moments. the one spent together. just the two of us. you broke me about one year ago and it still hurts like fucking hell. really.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 9, 2020, 12:40 am UTC
i miss you so much man and i don’t wanna out your name anymore because i feel like you might see. i’m not sure what happened but i really wish you were because with you everything felt right and okay for a little.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 8, 2020, 11:14 pm UTC
i wonder what i did wrong
i cared so much about you and you made me feel like you did too
but i guess it was never true because you left like i was nothing to you
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 8, 2020, 10:56 am UTC
gracias por llevarte mis ganas de vivir y mi salud mental,espero que a la proxima persona con la que estes no le hagas lo mismo.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 8, 2020, 1:41 am UTC
i miss who you use to be. it will never be the same so i don’t know why we still try. i’ll love you forever and always
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 7, 2020, 8:22 pm UTC
I know it didnt work out but ur best friend and I love you thanks for all the fun times. right person wrong time (;
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:44 am UTC
i screwed up big time huh, lol. im sorry, but sorry has been said way too much. i hope you will be with a much better person someday, or maybe you are right now. i hope you can forget about me totally so you can move on in peace and quiet- and be forever loved cared by that new special person. goodbye, you were the best.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:26 am UTC
i still miss you sometimes. you made me forget about everything bad in the world. ill always miss you.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:13 am UTC
I feel so pathetic typing this. I saw on Facebook she's pregnant. I knew it was coming and genuinely thought I wouldn't care after all this time. I was wrong.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:47 am UTC
I also can’t even write to you anymore because I will get in trouble but ugh I want to talk and I’m sorry that I’m like this. I just wish that I could explain...
Also “wrong direction” by hailee steinfeld
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 6, 2020, 11:16 pm UTC
You still give me butterflies every time I see you, and I hate it because it reminds me I’m not over you yet
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 6, 2020, 12:15 pm UTC
look at how much you've been thru. yet ur still standing. don't give up now. im so immensely proud of u
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 6, 2020, 8:55 am UTC
thank you for being the reason I stayed alive. Even though we're not friends anymore, I wish you all the best
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From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 6, 2020, 4:36 am UTC
I’m killing my old life a building a new one. I’m just sad that you won’t be in the new one. I miss you still.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 6, 2020, 4:27 am UTC
I know you didn’t feel the same way but cmon bro we were so in love. We looked at each other with pure love in each other’s eyes. We were perfect for each other.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 6, 2020, 1:25 am UTC
I know we weren’t the closest but did you not feel any guilt leaving me in pain like that? Leaving me all alone to my thoughts, infact did you not feel guilty not telling me the reason. The reason why I wasn’t good enough? Did you not feel guilty that everyone knew expect me. Why? Was it something that I was lacking? Was I not pretty? Was I not good enough.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 6, 2020, 1:24 am UTC
when did you decide that you didn’t want to do things for better and for worse?
how long did you think about breaking up with me before we finally did?
why didn’t you ever communicate that you weren’t feeling as good? in our relationship or otherwise? why did you feel like it was okay to just never communicate unless you had an issue with me?
when did you decide that you didn’t want to work through things with me?
have you even started to get better mentally or did you just get rid of me and keep the same habits?
how long did you stay with me after you stopped loving me?
did it really hurt you that you hurt me or is that just something you said to either make me feel worse or better?
did you admit to yourself that you still miss your ex after we broke up? or did you just have that thought permanently? was I a rebound that just lasted too long?
do you think you’ll ever miss me the way you missed your ex for the duration of our entire relationship?
do you think that I was ever enough?
did you think about being with someone else while you were with me for the whole relationship or just the majority?
did you think the way you got touchy with other girls when you got drunk was okay or did you know it was bad seeing as I waited up for you and took care of you afterwards every single time and just decided to do it anyway because you didn’t care or didn’t think it mattered because I wasn’t there to see it anyway?
did you make plans for the future knowing that you were about to break up with me or did you just wake up one morning and decide that none of it mattered anymore?
do you regret it?
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 5, 2020, 11:56 pm UTC
i really super loved you. sorry i was too scared to show it enough. thanks for making me love myself a little more despite everything
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 5, 2020, 11:45 pm UTC
why? why do you get to be happy? Why do you get to laugh? Why do you get to smile? Why do you get to make jokes? When I'm here left broken? Ugh I envy you for that you know.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 5, 2020, 11:11 pm UTC
you just left without even looking at me. i truly had a small little hope that you actually could like me back. but no. you just walked out of the room without even looking at me
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 5, 2020, 10:18 pm UTC
And i said i would not become that person, turns out we both lied... i am not even sure what happened
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 5, 2020, 10:17 pm UTC
At some point i regret opening to you, maybe it was one of the reasons to ghost me...now i am the one who ghosts everyone
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 5, 2020, 10:12 pm UTC
I am thankfull for the talks we had, at some point i grew up because of you, becoming an emotionless bitch for someone else... good job!
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 5, 2020, 10:08 pm UTC
Not us stopping to talk after me realising that i was the only one interested in having a conversation...
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 5, 2020, 9:23 pm UTC
Hey, everything is going to get better, i promise. I love you, stay strong. I am so proud of you and of how far you've come !!!!
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 5, 2020, 3:41 pm UTC
You taught me a lot, thank you. I'll never forget everything I felt with you and I just wanted to let you know that I miss you I would be willing to try one more time.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 4, 2020, 3:45 pm UTC
hey,
I like you now for a year and I will always do I swear your perfect and I wish that I will be some day enough for you... I love you babe.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 4, 2020, 3:21 pm UTC
tbh we were all so close and you just cut us off with no explanation and it leaves us all so confused. but you were an amazing person. I miss all 6 of us
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 4, 2020, 5:06 am UTC
I feel like we're destined to be with each other in some life. But I don't want to wait for the next one.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 4, 2020, 4:49 am UTC
My fingers are numb and my throat feels so empty with no air like I need you or something, are u a drug?
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 4, 2020, 12:11 am UTC
I loved someone who was november.Moments we forgot existed.I know we will try again in another life.We have so many lives left to live.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 3, 2020, 11:54 pm UTC
you found me when i was the worst i could be, you didn’t know me at first but i wanted to know you, my mind attached myself to you, we became so close and now a hug is all i want from you, platonic or romantic, i’m in love with you.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 3, 2020, 10:59 pm UTC
“you hold yourself pretty well” you told me. and then i unraveled, i showed u im unable to take a nice word about me. then u joked, ur joke sounded like my dad. i started crying. why am i incapable of living, while am i incapable of talking. there are so many words i wanna say and no mouth to say them. why am i a failure, i failed u, i failed my dad, why else would he joke so much about me being incapable. maybe if i was different, hed be proud, hed look at me as a person, maybe hed care
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 3, 2020, 9:51 pm UTC
you promised to be there, to “bother” me daily and calm my anxiety. we’ll see about that. funny how the instant i met u, i’ve gone to shittho, i dont think its u, its me, it has always been me. “pinky promise ill text you at 5am” you said. you were late. tho, u’re still there. i wonder when u ll realize im an unfinished, uncoated canvas and ill never hold the paintbrush for myself. do u think it will still be cold when u decide im too much too fast too dumb? you like the cold.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 3, 2020, 8:14 am UTC
you introduced me to this site, you said u had wrote something for me and told me to check, i was too silly and ended up falling asleep, but right now, as were calling, i suddenly remembered and when i typed in my name, there was nothing waiting for me. i hate hanging up on people asleep but i cant bear
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 3, 2020, 2:06 am UTC
hey you. You're cool. Keep pushing through. You're gonna be way more successful than her or him. Keep going bb ily
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 2, 2020, 10:13 am UTC
i unblocked u even though i shouldn’t have. i just want to talk to you even though we shouldn’t. i miss you. i miss us.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 2, 2020, 7:01 am UTC
I wish you weren't so hard on yourself. I wish you could see that, all the people that hurt you were hurt themselves and that you are NOT messed up, nor the problem. You are so damn beautiful, inside and out, I just wish you knew.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 1, 2020, 3:34 am UTC
I'm with someone who's the love of my life but I still wish you and I could be friends before it got complicated.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: November 30, 2020, 10:29 pm UTC
I hope you're feeling great, don't feel bad if not. it is normal that you not always feel great, but know that you are loved x
From: ABC
To: You
Date: November 30, 2020, 8:51 pm UTC
you hurt me so much but i wish i could check up on you without re-entering your life. i wish i could know if you are okay
From: ABC
To: You
Date: November 30, 2020, 9:32 am UTC
I still have feelings for you but it seems you have feelings for her now. I don’t want to grow hate for her but it’s just hard seeing that when I haven’t moved on.
From: ABC
To: You
Date: November 30, 2020, 9:30 am UTC
you make me look forward to a new day and it’s been a while since i’ve wanted to get out of bed, you’re a really precious friend to me and i’m sorry we don’t get to do as many things as others but if you give me just a lil bit of time i promise to make up for it with everything i got
