camryn. i can’t stop thinking of you. i just make things weird now. but you cuddle up to me, or ask me to hold you. then you say you don’t what is happening. because you don’t think i’m ready. i love you. and i’m better. you just don’t see it. because you think for someone to be better they can never have a sad day again. i love you, camryn. i just wished you loved me the way i love you.