Unsent messages to YOU
From: ABC
To: You
I think I’m in love with u, but i dont know if u are just using me for sex..
Like if u only want to take my virgininty and then leave
From: ABC
To: You
hey i’m having trouble with you. like you leave me on red then so shirt like this, please stop playing with my emotions ?
From: ABC
To: You
my biggest regret is living in the future. i wish i’d made the most of your love while i still had it, like you told me to
From: ABC
To: You
Hey reader I guess. I have a big crush on this girl and I don't like bothering people I know with who I like so I guess I will be telling you. The first time I realized I had feelings for her was during a party. Crazy right? Or technically the party was over, it was the sleepover after. I was lying down on the couch trying to go to sleep when out of the corner of my eye I see a balloon, she was blowing up balloons, at like midnight, first I was confused until I asked why then when she told me it was her friends birthday the next morning I thought that was really cool and soon the other girls and I decided to help. We ran around bopping the balloon and talking until everyone eventually went to bed. The next day she was in sweats and had a messy bun, I thought she looked amazing even though I'm sure she would have disagreed. I could never shake these feelings and every-time there was a party I would leave any other conversation to go and try start a new one with her. Sadly there haven't and wont be any parties anytime soon, I'm still confused by my feelings for her but I needed to get that off my chest.
From: ABC
To: You
I wish you would of never fell out of love with me I really believed we could of been something amazing now were back to strangers again
From: ABC
To: You
Sometimes I wish you would cheat on me so we could break up easily and I not have to worry about you coping alone.
From: ABC
To: You
I thought it would hurt less to be loved than to love, I was wrong and I wish I loved you the same way you did.
I just didn't want to lose you,
I'm sorry
From: ABC
To: You
I hate knowing that you just like me as a friend. I hate it when I get butterflies when you say my name. I hate it. But I love you.
From: ABC
To: You
i love you still, but it’s time for me to go. i can’t hold onto you if ur goal is to make me feel horrible, jealous n angry. i know upset you allot but you broke me n now it’s time for me to go
From: ABC
To: You
I loved you 1000 times over but you broke my heart 1000 times more. Why was I never enough for you, why did you want me to be someone else why couldn’t you love me?
From: ABC
To: You
i'm so sorry, she's better than me, you made the right choice, sorry for wasting your time; still love you.
From: ABC
To: You
today is the day i am ready to say goodbye i don't think it's forever but for now i never wanna see you before you can talk like adult
From: ABC
To: You
I feel so pathetic typing this. I saw on Facebook she's pregnant. I knew it was coming and genuinely thought I wouldn't care after all this time. I was wrong.
From: ABC
To: You
I met you without expecting anything in return, without knowing what would change my world, I walked away and you let me go ... because you thought that I would
return and now what do I know that you do not need
me and my absence is a ghost in your life,
I only It remains to say goodbye to you and the universe at some point will join us or not.
From: ABC
To: You
i still miss you sometimes. you made me forget about everything bad in the world. ill always miss you.
From: ABC
To: You
i screwed up big time huh, lol. im sorry, but sorry has been said way too much. i hope you will be with a much better person someday, or maybe you are right now. i hope you can forget about me totally so you can move on in peace and quiet- and be forever loved cared by that new special person. goodbye, you were the best.
From: ABC
To: You
You've moved on, you're engaged now. You stole a piece of my heart I'll never get back. Be happy. I love you.
From: ABC
To: You
You are here still, i belive in you follow your dreams! I will too mabey we will See eacother
From
S..... F......
From: ABC
To: You
I hate you. I hate how both our names start with H. I hate how your shadow still haunts me. I hate how I can't believe in love anymore. I hate how my first love will now never be special. I hate how I can't be innocent again. I hate how I have to lie about you. I hate how young we was. I hate and I don't want to. But, thank you, without this whole ordeal, I wouldn't have become the person I am today. This colour is NOT how I see love, but what i see what I had for you now. Despite everything, I can't somehow move on. Not with how you deal with this whole situation at this day and age. How you make me seem as some type of slut. The sending out a girls vagina and saying it's mine to the groupchats and to back then. I talked about you the other day. I said i don't remember that year. I don't remember what you looked like. What happened. I lied. But the thing is, nothing bad happened. But everything that did has traumatised. I act like you did something bad to me. It was my fault too. It's how this whole thing has affected me. I said it before. I want to be innocent. If I ever can love, I want to have a love like Aphmau and Aaron from Mystreet, Eiji and Ash from Banana Fish, Shouya and Shoko from A Silent Voice, and so many more. Of course, other people want a love like that too, but for me it hurts in a way that I have never felt before. Love is a big thing for me, but I have completely given up on it, I will never find what I want. It isn't about the ideal man or women, the ideal relationship or ideal love, but I'll never get to experience the love I have yearned for because of you. Because of those who were around us, because of so many other factors. But remember, you are a factor too. You took a part from me that meant so much to me. This will be unfinished, I don't know how to finish it, if anyone ever reads this, I can't finish it, despite hoe much I have forgiven, accepted into my life. It is a battle I must face on my own, the way I write is full of anger, we was extremely young, I still am, it was none of our faults apart from me should have knowing better I guess, but my feelings are still valid, I guess.
From: ABC
To: You
i don't know if i love u, but i love the felling off be in love, maybe i think its u, because u let me, i really loves love u.
From: ABC
To: You
I saved you from the darkest parts of yourself when u fell. I have been there for you while everyone lost faith. You let me down and didn’t do the same. I hate you but I can’t let go of the memories...
From: ABC
To: You
who would have thought that meeting you for the first time all those years ago would have fucked me up. it’s always been you. i’m still in love with you. thank you for everything.
red bc it’s your fav color
From: ABC
To: You
I hate you
Liar, manipulator, denier
I wish I never met
The pain, the ache, the stress
I want you
To suffer
The pain, the ache, the stress
Set my heart free
Your grip
Claustrophobic and tight
This is not sustainable
I love you
Thinker, supporter, believer
I am grateful
All the golden memories
My thinker, supporter, believer,
I want you to thrive
Maybe,
Both free,
We will soar
And meet again
In the sky
From: ABC
To: You
i dont really understand what goes on inside your mind. you say i know you but i dont. why do you act such like a piece of shit? i get it, you got your problems but that's not an excuse to treat people like shit. i fucking miss you i dont know why do i feel like this i just hate the way you make me feel please don't be rude with me
From: ABC
To: You
what did I do to deserve what you did to me?
i hate you.
resent you.
but miss you more than anything
From: ABC
To: You
i cant fucking think anymore theres too much stuff going on in my head
I know how important you are to me and I am to you
that's why I'm scared of losing you
From: ABC
To: You
this is the closest to the color of my eyes which you found so pretty. i wonder if you deleted the pic yet
From: ABC
To: You
I just wanna find a guy that loves me for what I am, Maybe I want a summer love. The only thing I always want is be the love and the world of someone
From: ABC
To: You
why do you keep going back to her over and over again? The only thing she does is hurting you. Give ME a second chance instead, i promise i’ll give you all my love
From: ABC
To: You
I still have a weak spot you and just can't forget our good times...
The color green still reminds me of your odd colored room
From: ABC
To: You
Missing you a lot right about now. But there’s a glimpse of hope for us there always has even. I love you more than anyone else in the world
From: ABC
To: You
i know you don’t want to be with me, and thats okay. i really like this connection. so i’ll let it keep progressing until one of us calls it off.
From: ABC
To: You
we never said anything about it, but even our teachers knew what was there, and what could have been.
From: ABC
To: You
I feel so happy when i am aroud you even i am have a bad day. even when your not there i simle thinking about something you said.
From: ABC
To: You
You need love because you're afraid to be by yourself, because feeling loved adds a meaning in a empty world
From: ABC
To: You
I regret telling you how I feel, it shouldn't have been this way. I miss you so much and everything reminds me of you. Come back.
From: ABC
To: You
i haven't found you yet. but i am convinced that one day in this lifetime I will see love as a color other than black.
From: ABC
To: You
It’s as if I write enough of these, somehow they’ll get to you. But the real question is would I even want them to?
From: ABC
To: You
And when I said always I meant it. I will always love you. I will always want you to be happy. I will always want you to feel the sunshine, I will always want you to laugh like I’m there right beside you. I’ll always want you to stand up for yourself and be kind and have everything you’ve ever dreamed and more. When I said I will “always” I meant it in all the ways but one. I don’t do shit for people who treat me like scum. I will always love you from afar but that’s it. No more sitting around letting you treat me like shit.
From: ABC
To: You
ill never forget your dumb smile and your stupid laugh, it's what I fell in love with. the worst part is not hearing it anymore.
From: ABC
To: You
i don’t know why i read through these every night searching for one addressed to me when i know it will never appear
From: ABC
To: You
remember you are loved. dont forget how special u are lovely i wish u the best. everything will be fine baby
From: ABC
To: You
you remind me of the joy people feel when they toast their bread perfectly. I wish i could talk to you all day. you deserve the world i wish i could give it to you.NOW STOP CRYING TO FRANK OCEAN.
From: ABC
To: You
You're the last thing I think about when I fall asleep and the first thing on my mind when I wake up.
From: ABC
To: You
Thank you for showing me that high standards are an essential part of peace; they protect you from low quality experience.
From: ABC
To: You
I love you so much. You mean the world to me... but every now and then I get worried. Do you really love me? Why does it feel like you don't? Do you not like me anymore or am I just overthinking?
From: ABC
To: You
i know the day that i stop crying about this is when i have lost you entirely or i have gotten you back.
From: ABC
To: You
i soft blocked u because i was hurt by what u did. but trust me when i say i think about u all the time. do u think about me?
From: ABC
To: You
dear you,
i wish i could tell you how fast i fell for you. it happened so fast and sudden, it mde my head spin. your face has been stucked in my head since the first day i met you. i remember it clearly. you smile reaching your eyes, making them sparkle. you were waving at me while my eyes were stuck on your features. tall and broad, you were so intimidating. it's like time froze and seeing you for the first time will forever be in my mind. i texted you after the game, saying you did a great job just like i did to everyone and that's when you started to make my heart fluttter. texting constantly, we still do. making me feel special with your goodnight and goodmorning texts. i catched feelings fast. i talked to everyone about you, and they all told me to have trust in you, saying you were so sweet and gentle. and you are. but not only to me. to every other girl in you snap. my heart clenches a little bit everytime you talk about one of them. my brother told me a guy like you could never go for a girl like me. boring, innoncent, not popular, weird interests, while you are friends with everyone and making the room light up every time you walk in. i often think about how much i hate you. i hate that i have a soft spot for you and that you use me for it. do you only hang out with me for the money and the clothes? i hate that everytime i am aroung you, i forget how to act. i guess it's time for me to let go and acept the fact that you only want a friend in me. thank you for the butterflies you gave me, and the hope that filed my heart. thank you for looking out for me and praising me when no one did. making me eat even tho i didn't want to. i think i have a deep regard on you, and i hate that for me. i guess i'll be seeing soon, the next time we hang out. i'll try to keep my distances from you, but im begging you, do it to. i can't move on from you if you pull me towards you. i need to heal. i'm sorry if i come off as rude, i'm trying what's best for me. and if, somehow, you feel the same way, show me a sign. until then, take care and most importantly, let me go.
From: ABC
To: You
Kissing you on the shoulder and randomly hugging you meant I think i found the one. Too bad you didn't know...
