Unsent messages to YOU

i cant fucking think anymore theres too much stuff going on in my head

I know how important you are to me and I am to you

that's why I'm scared of losing you

today is the day i am ready to say goodbye i don't think it's forever but for now i never wanna see you before you can talk like adult

Hey reader I guess. I have a big crush on this girl and I don't like bothering people I know with who I like so I guess I will be telling you. The first time I realized I had feelings for her was during a party. Crazy right? Or technically the party was over, it was the sleepover after. I was lying down on the couch trying to go to sleep when out of the corner of my eye I see a balloon, she was blowing up balloons, at like midnight, first I was confused until I asked why then when she told me it was her friends birthday the next morning I thought that was really cool and soon the other girls and I decided to help. We ran around bopping the balloon and talking until everyone eventually went to bed. The next day she was in sweats and had a messy bun, I thought she looked amazing even though I'm sure she would have disagreed. I could never shake these feelings and every-time there was a party I would leave any other conversation to go and try start a new one with her. Sadly there haven't and wont be any parties anytime soon, I'm still confused by my feelings for her but I needed to get that off my chest.

my biggest regret is living in the future. i wish i’d made the most of your love while i still had it, like you told me to

i haven’t met you yet. or if i have, i don’t know that we’ll love each other. come by and see me soon.

at this point who knows if you actually liked me or you just lied to get what you wanted. I rather not know.

you. even thinking of you still gives me butterflies. but we’ll find each other again. we’re meant to be.

I hate the way I love you and the way I loved my name when you said it and how every time you laugh I want to kiss you but then I hate that when you look at me you don’t see what I want you to see

this is the only place ill really talk to you. i miss you. i was rewatching old videos of us. god it hurts. i miss being with you. i miss the way you would laugh at me. i miss your voice. i miss the way you would ask me if i was okay. i miss those nights where nothing but us mattered. i want you here with me. and im moving forward but im not moving on because there’s still a piece of me that has hope. because i know there is a piece of you that has it to. i love u. our story isn’t over.

You couldn't get me back if you tried. I've finally learned my worth. I sobbed over you. You treated me as if I was disposable and STILL, I begged you to love me. Knowing that it gives you hell when you see me now makes it all worth it. Hope you find happiness somewhere else.

thank you for the good memories, i really did love you. I wish i could forgive you for how bad you hurt me, goodbye.

I want a person, a person who accepts my mental illnesses, a person who truly loves me and does not make fun of my beliefs, a person who makes me better, a person who loves me and with whom I can stay until 3:00 am talking about life, spirits and things like that, a person who wants to see the sunset and the stars with me and who hugs me and tells me that everything is fine, a person who is really there for me ...

if your thinking about texting them do it hwat the worst that can happen you get so closer if your looking for a sign this is it text the tell them how you feel cuz one day your going to wish you did trust me ik so just tell them -your sign (tell me how it gose) :)

I'm sorry I let you go even tho I loved you. I still do. I've just lost myself and I couldn't wait any longer, cause you will hurt what's already hurted.

You went the easy way. All I wanted was to make you, you again. To spend time with you and your family. And you chose her the girl that was easy.

i can never concentrate anymore, my brain is singing your song. i wish i knew how you felt. i wish you felt like me.

remember that time we went stargazing? I thought the prettiest star was you.


of course I never said that

it’s like your the only person that gave me any kind of feeling and the worst thing is i left you....... wtf

People are like butterflies. They can't see the color of their wings but we can see how beautiful they are.

I don’t know what love is and I don’t know how to express it I broke up with you but I want you back but I don’t

i just want some closure because even if my mind is trying to move on, my heart is still hoping for you to come back

Hey you, yes i mean the person reading this. Remember to drink water and that i love u, you are beautiful, talented, amazing, and most of all NEEDED. by at least 1 person on this planet. I

please stop. i’m happy without you, i’ve moved on. you don’t get to apologize now. i picked myself up off the floor. stop calling me

sometimes a glimpse of what we were pops into my mind. sometimes when im driving down the highway or when im leaving work or when im laying in bed and it’s quiet. it’s like a piece of me will always live in those memories. back there with you. when it was just us against the world. i miss what we had too I promise. i hope you know there isn’t a day that goes by where i dont. i love you. forever.

i could've given you the whole world and more, i hate that im still in love with you. i hate that you are so beautiful. :(

I cannot stop thinking about you these past few days and I feel awful for it. I have not moved on quite yet and I should've. I had hold something of yours last time, and tearfully went to sleep. I miss you, but I hope you don't miss me back.

You will always be mine even tho im not on your mind anymore. I hate you for forgetting me and ignoring me but im still somehow the one saying sorry.

I gave you everything I had until I was barren. Having to restart my life from scratch has been the most painful thing I’ve ever had to do.

You always joked to not miss you too much when you would leave, but now you’ve left forever and I miss you so much it hurts

im forever grateful for you. no matter what happens you will always be part of me and I could never ever forget about you. you have showed me the most brilliant and memorable experiences and I could never thank you enough I know everything is so different now and its for better I know but I do miss u a lot u were my best friend and im sooo pleased to hear that ur finally doing well after everything u certainly do deserve it :) im doing fine myself too and im just so happy that everything worked out in the end maybe not exactly the way I planned it but im glad it didn't actually because if it did god knows where I would be anyways ur never gonna see this but i never hated you just letting u know that

I think the reason I can’t let go is because I never got to know whether you liked me back or not. That doesn’t mean that I’m trying to force my way back to you or anything.

You’re so strong and you’re doing so well. I’m so proud of you. Stay strong. You’ll get through this.

do you know how hard it was. Do you know how hard it is. Acting like I’m happy you left. You forced me to be somebody I wasn’t and I hate you so so fucking much but I really love you still and it’s been like 8 months and we never even dated. I kicked you away because I deserve better stop trying to come back. I don’t want you i just love you.

you will never be good for me and i hate everything about you and us but your love is so addictive and it feels never ending

Hahaha it hurts:)
Why tf can't I just move on and focus on myself.
You have moved on but I'm still here watching pictures from when it was us.
Fuck you, I hate you even though I love you

you’re the sole reason I am who I am today so honestly thank you for breaking my heart.
“always and forever” really meant i’d love you always
in some way.
i miss you.
but just the good parts of you i guess :/

it hurts that you didn't even fight to keep me in your lives. It shows how much I truly meant to you.

i hope i’ll become strong enough not to break when i see you. I hope you won’t hug me like you used to, i hope we won’t talk like we used to, i hope you won’t look at me that way, i hope you won’t know how much i miss you and i hope you won’t kiss me like you did and i hope my body and soul won’t feel at home when they touch you. i hope your smile won’t make me happy and your laugh won’t make me giggle.

hi,
i hope that i’m not bothering you.
i wanted to say that i’m sorry for whatever i did, and that i still want to go and watch the stars with you

you don't understand what i when we were together. Mentally questioning everything becuase of things you did you lied you acted imbaraised you acted like i was no one when you was around me. you hurt me and you will never know it because i hide my emtotions and only people who truly know me can read me and you never could and never cared to try. even when i did open up you didnt care you still went away like it and i was nothing. ive lost myself because of you. i dont remember the old me anymore and it shows. time to find the new me and show you what you did and lost.

It hurts because I showed you how to treat women right, now the next one will have everything I didnt

Fall in love. Maybe it doesn't have to be with someone. Fall in love with music, art, dancing in the dark, car rides at 1 am, the glistening of the stars, the colors of the sun as it rises, the smell of flowers, the feeling of adrenaline that takes over your whole body and suffocates your lungs with joy, good friends who bring out your best, silence, noise, fall in love with the little things that make you feel most alive and find purpose. Fall in love with life.

My name starts with A however I do not think its for me. I do want to say this just in case it is for me. I believe in free will so no if you think that I have somehow put a "spell" on you then you are in fact wrong. I don't mess with that.

honestly fuck you for saying that about me. you can be the most immature and selfish person but i can take it cause i will always love you but that was too far and you should realize it.

everyone always leaves. just please someone stay, for once. its happened so often it has to be me. what the fuck am i doing wrong. you just all leave me and i feel so lost all the time now i dont know where home is anymore and its just overwhelming and i hate it and i hate me and i just keep loving things and people who leave and go why cant anyone just stay please. im getting so tired and drained

and so i pushed you away.I guess in the end it was my fault,i just hated myself so much i decided i didn't deserve you.
You never came back.

sometimes i wish I hadn’t let it all go so quickly. it’s turning into a blur now. everything good we had is empty now.

I still cry myself to sleep every night because of you and because of how effortlessly you are doing without me.

hey i havent met you yet, but i hope i can see the world differently because of you and i would want to stay here more

When you ran I gave you my heart string so you would know your way back but you loosened my seems and know I’m falling apart without you.