oh wowwww i know this is super ultra cliche but i have truly never ever felt this way abt a boy ever in my life.....

I hate that I miss the way you hugged me, the way you spoke honestly even if there were lies layered in between your words. Im mad that you used me and say that you care for me even though you discarded me like I was nothing to you because you were everything to me. I loved you..

i’m not sure what to say tbh. i’m sorry. i’m sorry i wasn’t what u wanted and i’m sorry if i hurt you. i was just upset because ik i couldn’t ever be enough for you. ik you probably don’t care anymore but i still think about u all the time. it’s like i can’t get over you for some reason and that feels so stupid. you won’t ever see this lol but i just hope you are happy bc you deserve that. i’m sorry.

I wish you knew just how much you mean to me. I really really like you man, but of course I'll never tell you that.

You are worth it. You are beautiful. Why can't you see that?
You deserve the world and I'm going to give it to you

I’m still hoping one day you come back to my life. It hurts so much missing you. You left me empty...

hola, han pasado tres meses desde la última vez que hablamos y te extraño demasiado, he pensado mucho en ti y lo diferente que pudó ser mi vida si aún siguieras en ella.
echo de menos llamarte por las madrugadas y de repente darme cuenta que te quedaste dormido y quedarme allí escuchando tu respiración, entonces pensar ¿qué hice para merecerlo?
nunca pude hacerme la idea de que alguien como tú amaba a alguien como yo y creo que ese fue el problema: nunca quise dejarte a ti, de echo día con día trataba de ser suficiente para ti (incluso cuando tú nunca me hiciste creer que era insuficiente) eres un chico increíble, andy, mereces lo mejor. sé que aquel amor que tanto mereces te encontrará, alguien más te dará todo ese amor que no pude darte porque no me amaba ni a mi, y aunque no me quisiera ni un poco siempre estuve segura de que lo que sentía por ti era amor, porque a veces cuando amas a alguien tienes que dejarlo ir y no porque realmente quieras hacerlo a veces solo entiendes que eso fue lo mejor que podías hacer, cuando amas a alguien lo último que quieres es dañarlo.
gracias por hacerme sentir que era alguien.

Tengo mucho que decirte pero nunca hablé... siento que me ilucionastes pero en realidad yo fallé.... falle al no ser tan atractiva como las chicas que te pretendían... falle al sentirme especial con tus abrazos, con tu cariño, con esos besos que me regalabas en mi mejilla .... Me siento estupida al pensar que si me pretendias, me siento estupida al pensar que tus palabras bonitas eran por algo más pero siempre fue solo amistad.
Han pasado varias año y poco a poco tu ausencia es más fuerte ... más chicos entran en mi cabeza pero no consiguen la llave a mi corazón llave que me robaste y no quieres devolver pero lo peor es que nisiquiera sabes que tu la tienes.
Lo más doloroso es cuando hablamos de hijos y tu me marcastes como una tía perfecta para los tuyos, no quiero ser la tía quiero ser la madre de tus hijos quiero viajar a tu lado porque compartimos los mismo sueños pero, en los míos si son a tu lados mientras en los tuyos yo no me aparezco.
Quiero quitarte de mi mente y de mi corazón pero cada vez que siento que lo logro tu nombre sale en mi barra de notificación y mis sentimientos se reinician, quiero apagar esta parte de mi porque me canse de llorar cada vez que siento frio porque antes tu me abrazabas pero ahora estás ocupado abrazando a alguien más. No es un simple querer tengo la necesitad de olvidarte porque esto me esta matando poco a poco y siento que no puedo respirar, me ahogo en mis palabras y luego me siento mal, no me doy permiso a conocer a alguien más porque siempre tu nombre, cara y esa tonta sonrisa rondan por mi mente y no me dejan avanzar me frenan hasta un punto que no puedo respirar, y en la Soledad de mis recuerdos apareces tu tomando de mi mano y sentado a mi lado pero lo imagen se va borrando porque ya no estás y talvez no estarás.
Odio tener que dejarte ir pero es lo mejor para mi, en otra vida talvez yo pueda ser tu chica pero en esta simplemente ya me rendí

i’m sorry for all the things i said to you. i miss talking to you. you were the light of my life, and i hope you remember that.

We both used each other. We were both manipulative and it was never healthy. I didn’t ever really love you. I’m sorry that you loved me. I thought you knew we were fooling each other

You will never read this, but I still love you. I couldn’t love you when I was with him, but now I do. It’s too late though, isn’t it?

you have no idea how much you fucked me up. I didn't deserve it. You ruined my favorite song. Fuck you :)

i wish i picked you over him. that decision will nag at me for the rest of my life andrew. you loved me more than him

Thank you for being the one person to stand by me even when everyone broke me. You'll always be the one I love.

i dont wanna try anymore. i cant keep "trying" to make it work. u make me feel like im the only one giving up

hello pretty boy. i love you okay. i want you to get your dream body. i want you to be comfortable in your own skin. love yourself okay? its your life. not moms. or dads. or jays. or angels. or lily's. its yours. do you babe. i love you. you got this babe xx

Right person, wrong time. But I've been waiting for 3 years too long. Our friendship is toxic. you can say one right thing after months of saying everything wrong and I come right back to you. You've taken me for granted, every heartbreak I was always the only one there. It's a cycle: you say you appreciate me yet you put every other girl above me, then when they break your heart you say you'll never do it again, and yet I always find myself stuck in the same situation, over and over again. I have to remember that if it should happen, it would've already. I love you, but it's time I finally move on.

You told me that my body is beautiful. Now every time I look in the mirror I smile. Maybe you are right.

i never loved you. before you, i thought all people were good and wanted good things, you took that away.

you’ve shown me what it is like to love, i hope this feeling never fades. i’ve never felt like this with anyone ever before. i’m yours

I hope that one day you'll consider me a 'cutie' again one day. Ik its stupid but it meant a lot to me :c

I want to forgive you. But I can’t, u leave me when I need you more. I really hope can forgive you one day.

I hope I get to spend the rest of my life with you. You mean more to me than you’ll ever know. I love you.

the person who makes me laugh until my stomach hurts and the person who makes me smile just with the thought of you.
sometimes I just wish you realized that underneath it all, all I want is to be as appreciated as I make you feel :(

I hate talking to you sometimes. You make me feel so bad about the things I do and say but I can’t say anything because you’ll get all sad. You make me hide things about myself just because it’s not the version you like of me. But then you go abs encourage me to be honest. And when i am honest you get sad and mad at me about the way I feel. I can’t change the way I feel. I just wish i never started talking to you in the first place.

Our hearts parted in February. You reassured as our hands unclasped. My eyes lost sight of you thought the departure doors. My heart broke. I knew it would be the last time I saw you.

I like you a lot but I saw how you looked at her with those dreamy eyes. Shes better than me in every way.

Hey i cant stop loving you i just want you to understand that im here for you forever even if you forget me ill be here waiting

Quisiera saber si estás bien...
Realmente quiero creer que sigues siendo un buen chico. Ojalá que todo esté bien en tu vida.

Knowing that you never really cared about me hurts so bad. Even the thought of you looking at another girl makes my heart cry. I love you so much, and I'm not even sure why. I think about you so often, even after cutting off all communication with you. Sometimes I'll remember something you told me once, and I'll cling to the memories like they're soft pillows. I don't want to forget anything about you. I love you so much, I cry every night because I want you to come back into my life. Please come back. I love you, I can't live without you.

Te extraño pero no se que hacer al respecto , no se si volver a tu vida o alejarme aun mas ,siento que ya no me necesitas

Solo quiero abrazarte una vez mas y que me regales una de tus sonrisas , con eso me puedo conformar la vida entera

i love and miss you... heaven gained an angel that day and i lost one of the best people in my life... thankyou for everything you did for me... you were a father figure for me when my dad left... love doesn’t have to be romantic. I love you Uncle Andy. You’ll never walk alone.

You might've not been my first love or my first kiss but i was hoping you were my last. I felt things for you ive never felt. You made me feel beautiful, smart, unique and amazing. I would give you the whole world if i could. But i gave you my heart and i love you so much maybe next time things can work out as we said.

It kind of hurts knowing that you’ll never like me back. You’re my first crush that was more than a crush. Even when I was dating someone else, I would’ve dropped them if you’d asked me out. I’ve been in love with you since 5th grade. I never had a chance and you led me on. You said I was cute but then said you didn’t like girls with any kind of mental illness. Now we’re really good friends and I still really like you. It’s been 5 years. Why can’t I get over you?

falling for you was so unexpected and i'm sorry because i know that we're just friends and i know that it would ruin our friendship but i love you andrew. i am so in love with you. i miss you. come home soon.

I still wish you the best after all that you put me through. Why did you have to come back into my life just to leave again?

Se que probablemente no seas el mismo que conocí por ahí 2016/2017 pero reconozco mucho que fuiste y seguirás siendo parte de mis ganas de querer no rendirme en esta vida, quitando el hecho de que reconozco muy tarde que te llegue a hacer daño siempre me mostraste tu apoyo incondicional cuando nadie más estaba para mí, sigo sin estar segura de lo que pretendías pero tristemente nadie me había tratado así antes, ni IRL ni online, fue tanta mi sorpresa que arruiné todo enamorándome de ti, fue tonto porque todos se dieron cuenta y te llegaban a molestar por mi culpa pero de verdad me arrepiento, no soy la misma pero espero sigas siendo mejor persona cada día, algún día quisiera escribirte todo lo que me enseñaste y diste por mi porque en serio se sentía tan irreal, nunca creo encontrar a una persona igual de única y especial como tú, lo siento si fue muy acosadora de mi parte sacarte tus redes sociales pero no tenía otra intención más que querer ver cómo estabas. Sigues siendo increíble estés conmigo o no, lo siento si no puedo superarte aunque no hayamos sido nada pero por alguna razón mis memorias de cosas que hicimos en las madrugadas siguen apareciendo de la nada, perdón si te molesto pero nunca te rindas, hagas lo que hagas, sientas que no tienes a nadie, estaré apoyándote, por muy lejos que estemos estaré ahí por ti y por qué se que vales mucho la pena, estoy segura de que vas a impresionar a todos con lo que haces, nos volvamos a reencontrar o no espero sepas que te quiero aún, eres una inspiración que llegó a mi vida cuando más necesitaba y no me cansaré de tratar ser como tú. Estoy haciendo mi vida aparte al igual que tú, por favor cuídate.

Didn’t feel like it at the time, but it was the right thing. I’m happy now. I’ve lived a life I don’t think I could’ve with you.

i always liked u and im pretty sure you know that lol. i never got the courage to say anything and i know it's too late now, but its been on my mind a lot lately.

i read through our old texts one day and you said you thought we’ll end up together. i hope ur right. i hope one day you’ll come back. we make sense. forever and always.

you are the whole world to me, i literally wake up and live for u. But, i know that if i say something about it, our friendship will be ruined forever.

sometimes i still think about you & i want to text you but i don’t bc you said w your own mouth you played me so im gonna look dumb if i’d check up on you , just know i’ve tried w other guys & none of them compare to you :’) wish you the best

I feel so stupid thinking you cared about me. Your bestfriend told me about the other girls,) after you left like I was the toxic one

You never took the time to really know me and while that hurt me then, the pieces of me that you didn’t have the chance to destroy have become my peace.

I liked you, I really liked you, but your approach to me was getting to bother me...but not in an aggressive way, I was really a fool not to realize that you liked me, years go by and to this day I still like you as the first time....

honestly i wish you would like me as much as i like you, but that doesnt seem to possible. you just like knowing ill always run back to you, but our story ends here, im done chasing you, it was nice knowing you, but we need to become strangers again. till we meet again my unrequited love.

I loved you more than I loved myself... I regret it to this day. You never cared about me and I should have known... I'm still broken because of you.

You broke me and blamed me I still hurt and want you back and knowing you never cared truly kills my soul , you broke me

it hurt me to end it. But I know it would've hurt less than when you had to leave. Country music isn't the same without you