liking you was poetic, you made me want to change myself for the good. but unfortunately it didn't last long.

In the process of saving you, I’m killing my soul. I don’t know how much longer I can last, but I know that you need me. I won’t abandon you, even if it kills me.

your the first person ive ever fallen inlove with. you also the person who helped me figure out my sexuality. ive literally never felt this way before i am so inlove with you

I'm sorry i wasnt enough. And now i find myself trying to find you in every person i meet whilst every day being reassured you were the one i needed. I will always care about you. Goodbye.

I loved your soul more than anything. The way you laugh and your smile. I miss how you said my name and laughed with my every day. I love you still

I want the first words I say to you to be in person but if I text right now would I get a response back? I adore you
You make me smile so much

I hope we become more closer how we were and talk about random shit and goof off,, love ya still..pees

even though we were just friends i loved u so much and the most i’ve ever hurt is when u left and im sorry i ruined us

People say that you fall in love 3 times in your life. 1 when you are young and you don't know how to act or how it works. But my first love was the most painful thing id ever gone through, I was young and stupid and fell for everyone of your lies. Now that you're gone iv'e realised how proud I am of letting our toxic relationship go and excited to fall in Loe another 2 times because I know I won't make the same mistakes.
Love iz.

we were so young and I held u too tight to my heart, but if u came back to my life even 5 years from now ik id still give us a try

hope whoever you’re with now is making you happier than i ever could. you’ll never see this but im sorry.

you are just a regular person; it was my love that made you special and pieces of myself that i invested that made you unique to me.

I miss the old you. I miss the memories of what we had together. Its never going to be the same again. We were too young.

I feel as if I have more than one of me .. but when I am talking to you,, I feel like one. I’m one person when I talk to you. Don’t go.

I miss how you were. I don't want anyone but you, even if you don't want me. Maybe one day we can be happy together, I want that more than anything...

i poured out my heart to you and made sure if u were okay. u left out of nowhere saying i didn't care enough. was i not good enough?

i told my mum about you and she was excited for me to have you. now you left out of no where n im left wondering where it went wrong

it's hard to get over you, you were someone who actually made me feel like i found myself again. i played the playlist we made together, it made me miss you more than i already do. my heart has a special place for you, but i know i dont have a special place in yours.

Gracias por ser lágrimas y sonrisas, gracias por siempre haber dejado en claro que no teníamos los mismos sentimientos. No puedo odiarte.

“She’s just one of those girl you have a hard time getting over, you know?” You talked about her how I wish you could talk about me.

I started calling you s instead of “x” because you’re you. Maybe one day I’ll be able to add the rest of the letters

And I didn’t want to be just another girl in the crowd screaming “ I love you” but what else do you do when you see the love of your life on stage?

I texted you. You probably didn’t see because you have millions of texts. But I hope that you do...
Text me back

i think i love you; i really do. i'm afraid u don't feel the same or u'll leave soon. i really hope we can work this out, side by side.

i love you so much but something in me knows we won't be together forever. it kills me. we are tainted in some subtle but essential way.

i have had a crush on you since the 1st grade but even if you pushed me away when i told you in 3rd grade, you are the reason i studied so hard and became an honor student. im in college now

I couldn't help but wonder... if we got in an accident and I would've died, would you cry for me or for the car?

why would you post a picture with her on my birthday? did you already forget even though i share a birthday with your best friend? or was it on purpose? idk which is worse

The thing is I would love you if you were poor. If you were some guy across the street who just liked strumming on his guitar. I would love you in every life. You are so much more to me than your new fame or money. I don’t want any of that, I just want you. I just want you.

Your betrayal runs so deep. After all these years, you could not show up. After all that we have gone through...

I hope one day you will meet someone else who will love you as much as you deserve, in the way you deserve.

When I saw you it felt so weird. I couldn't believe I got you. But I guess you were never the right one for me

I miss u texting first, random snaps and sending funny things. Confused but not a problem cause ik u will be back.

hi, j'ai imaginé plein d'histoires ensemble. j'ai pensé qu'on aurait pu aller à Chatelet ensemble, puis dans un boba café pour finir dans un métro semi-bondé tard le soir avec seulement toi. bien évidemment je n'ai fait aucun efforts pour aller te parler plus souvent par peur d'être chiante ou bizarre. et jade a mieux réussi que moi apparemment. j'ai peu pleure même si j'étais rouge quand tu étais à côté de moi, pour montrer que j'ai appris de mes erreurs passées. vous avez l'air plus complémentaires que ce que j'avais imaginé pour nous deux. et je suis mitigée entre vous envier ou vous admirer. je n'aime pas envier les autres par peur de porter l'œil puissant que j'ai. mais ma position est admirablement neutre ce qui n'est pas de mes habitudes. Prends ton temps avec elle et vivez votre premier et vrai amour. je me trouve cringe mais mes émotions sont sorties pour la plupart actuellement.

even if i told you how much you mean to me, you’d never believe me anyway. we’re just friends after all.

you changed into a whole different person when you started being with her. i`m still wondering if you were your true self when you were with me, or with her.

It feels like your memory is completely wrong in how you treated me. I’d get screamed at by you everyday but I’m somehow a monster for wanting better than that.

its so crazy that u couldn't treat me how i deserved to be treated but i want u to know someone else will and we will be so in love and than i wont have to keep feeling the pain u caused.

I thought we were meant to be with each other, were did it go wrong for you to take a piece of me and go

I thought we were meant to be with each other, were did it go wrong for you to take a piece of me and go

I loved you, I really did but now you’ve just made me cry so much and you have made me loose all happiness I may have because of your selfish actions. When is anything ever about me? You never ask me how I’m doing. It’s always about you and you will say things that trigger me and make it seem like it’s my fault that your doing this to yourself. I need to break up with you for my mental health but if I break up with you your mental health will go down. I don’t know what to do as I only ever care about your happiness and you never care about mine. You know nothing about me, because you never ask. I wish I could break up with you. I wish it wouldn’t make you sad, like when I tried to before and you said the worst things, I couldn’t breathe I cried so much, this is all my fault though. I shouldn’t of got with you in the first place. I’m sorry. I truly did love you but you’ve gone too far. When that person asked me out I considered it. Not because I liked her but because she was the only person who was interested in me that actually made me feel happy, unlike you which made me feel empty. I don’t know if you noticed but whenever I’m with you it’s hard to hug you, I can’t look you in the eye. It’s obvious I’m uncomfortable and you don’t even notice. Because when have you ever cared about me. I wish you were happy so that I would be happy. But even when you text me saying that you love me, the guilt, the pressure the memories come to me and I cry. I don’t want to have to live with you. I’m sorry I’m so selfish and I know you want me. And thats why I could never say this to you, I tried once and that was the worst time ever. Please just move on. Please find someone else. Please move on. Go find someone that would treat you better. Go find someone that isn’t sad when you talk to them. Go find someone that doesn’t break down when every time your with them. Go find someone that loves you. I’m sorry I wish it didn’t end like this.

I loved you, I really did but now you’ve just made me cry so much and you have made me loose all happiness I may have because of your selfish actions. When is anything ever about me? You never ask me how I’m doing. It’s always about you and you will say things that trigger me and make it seem like it’s my fault that your doing this to yourself. I need to break up with you for my mental health but if I break up with you your mental health will go down. I don’t know what to do as I only ever care about your happiness and you never care about mine. You know nothing about me, because you never ask. I wish I could break up with you. I wish it wouldn’t make you sad, like when I tried to before and you said the worst things, I couldn’t breathe I cried so much, this is all my fault though. I shouldn’t of got with you in the first place. I’m sorry. I truly did love you but you’ve gone too far. When that person asked me out I considered it. Not because I liked her but because she was the only person who was interested in me that actually made me feel happy, unlike you which made me feel empty. I don’t know if you noticed but whenever I’m with you it’s hard to hug you, I can’t look you in the eye. It’s obvious I’m uncomfortable and you don’t even notice. Because when have you ever cared about me. I wish you were happy so that I would be happy. But even when you text me saying that you love me, the guilt, the pressure the memories come to me and I cry. I don’t want to have to live with you. I’m sorry I’m so selfish and I know you want me. And thats why I could never say this to you, I tried once and that was the worst time ever. Please just move on. Please find someone else. Please move on. Go find someone that would treat you better. Go find someone that isn’t sad when you talk to them. Go find someone that doesn’t break down when every time your with them. Go find someone that loves you. I’m sorry I wish it didn’t end like this.

every time you'd talk about soulmates, my heart would quiver because that's what it felt like with you. you are the first and only person i can picture a future with. despite this, i know you probably don't feel the same. still wish you'd find your happiness, with or without me.

i cant wait to meet you. genuinely, i like you so much and you don’t even know it yet :( i hope you feel the same cos i see us and only us in the future. i been thinking about this for a while, NON STOP. so yeah. and i can’t wait for that ice cream date one day

I've been wondering why you always ask me to come back for months. You walk away and come back having fun that you love me. I still hate myself for it. Be clear please.

you were the first man that I was in a relationship with to make me feel comfortable. i miss you so fucking much.

things are just so different between us :// i wish i didn't screw things up last march and things just stayed the way they were. i truly appreciate your apology but I feel like I said some things that were too harsh so I'm sorry for that. i just really miss you. i could never say this to your face but i am so convinced that we are right person, wrong timing. whenever were together we bring the best out of each other, we truly do. i guess we just gotta see where this road takes us but always know that i am here for you and that i just want you to be happy whether that's with me or not. ur my person tho

Thank you for showing me what i don’t like about men. Because off you i’ll never make the same mistake.

After we broke up we didn't talk for two months. i thought i would get over u and i thought i did. until we started talking again. I was gonna say as friends in that last sentence but idk what we are tbh. one moment u called me one of the boys and minutes later ur repetitively calling me gorgeous. remember the guy i was talking to? i told u ab him the other day. I hung out with him five times and still broke things off before a relationship started. u wanna know why? because when we started talking again i realized i still love u...i told i stopped talking to him bc i was scared of a relationship bc of what u put me through. u knew u hurt me and agreed. that was part of the reason but i'll never be in a relationship with another guy until im over u. u wanna know something else? i told him all about u. and how amazing we were together. how could i be so blind and think i didn't like u anymore?

I hate that i have to pretend that I don't love you because I want you and them to be happy. Together. Without me.