Unsent messages to R

I miss you. Not the you rn but the you who loved the color green, watching the stars, hugs, and my fingers going through your hair. But that's not you anymore.

I love you, I would never stop. But to be basically a rebound that you fell in love with just hurts. It felt like you used me and kept me around just to have 2 girls on you. I’m a human, a sensitive human at that. So, for you to do that to me...really hurts.

i really like you. like.... a lot. I don't believe you could ever like me back tho, so i really hope you find someone that makes u happy

my horoscope has been mentioning you and i didnt even know that was possible. im so sorry i hurt you but somehow you always come back. youve been waiting for me for ever and i thank you for that, i need to get over myself and take down the barriers ive built for you, i was hurt in the past and i dont really know about this whole relationship thing but i really want it to work i just dont know how not to mention my anxiety omg is so bad i cant hang w you i dont want it to be awkward ughh. i just dont want you to loose feelings because i know you want this and i do too but i dont know how to tell you that

I still remember the time when we planned to travel to Japan and visit the Tokyo tower and eat ice cream on top of there while watching the sunset... where did I go wrong... I miss you so much

why is it that everytime you text me i end up feeling worse about myself. I know its not on purpose but I just feel like you know how I feel about and are using that as leverage :/

Eu nunca saberei se vou te amar ou odiar todos vocês até que você morra. Foda-se por intimidar meus amigos e seu amigo. Provavelmente não, porque ainda não consigo te esquecer. Eu sei que o que eu disse estava errado e não quero te machucar, e isso não faz parte da minha conta. Mas isso não significa que você pode viajar tanto quanto entreter as pessoas na cara delas. Você não sabe se eles vão chorar pelo que você diz sem pensar. Encerre porque adoece mais do que pessoas que são curadas de todas as formas de discriminação e trabalha para aproximá-las de seus objetivos. E você não pode simplesmente fugir da situação dizendo que assediou outras pessoas e se queixou delas durante os últimos 2 anos. Isso só piora, porque só muda o propósito de seu ódio. Ele ainda quer ser amado e acaba se revelando um vilão. Mas meus sentimentos não mudam e vou odiar você para sempre por isso.

Yes i miss you. Thank u for everything. But you hurt me, and i didn’t want that anymore. I’ll always ❤️ you.

I was always there for you, always treated you with love, but you never did the same and now we both have moved on, but I still miss you. A lot.

why can't i get over you? you were never good for me, so why is it so hard? i don't miss you, but i also cry everytime i see you. you've become a symbol of a dark time in my life. you knew that i was hurting, and you manipulated me so i was drained all the time. i wonder if i ever even meant anything to you.

A year ago you broke me after i was already broken by someone else. i know realize i was manipulative but you didn't make it easy for me either. Anyway i'm better now, a lot better actually and i hope you're doing good to...

I wish I had said it a little differently, maybe then things would’ve gone differently for us. Maybe if I was more confident with myself and had more self love I would’ve been ready to love you the way you did with me.

I cant even type your name without wanting to cry and scream. You ruined my life, but Without you I wouldnt have found the people I love, and the people who are bad for me. Die in a hole, and I hope you never do the same you did to me to another girl

I won’t lose you this time, I will fight for us. You are my yellow, I wish I would’ve realized it sooner

I’m deeply sorry for the way I treated you in the past, and I’m so grateful that the universe brought us back together.

Just for a moment I thought we were meant to be together, Now I realize im no longer important to you

Today I've listened to 'you grew on me' by Tim Minchin, remember when we used to listen it together?:)

Aunque no te lo demuestre te quiero mucho, se que ya no somos nada, pero eres el niño que realmente me importa y aunque se que te he hecho daño, soy consciente que no fue con la intención, y se que si te llegas a ir para siempre dejarás una huella en mí, que jamás se podrá borrar, porque Tú , siempre serás tú, y si al final no estamos juntos solo quiero que seas feliz, ya que eso me haría feliz a mi.

I’m not sure why we weren’t worth each other’s love, but we tried so hard not to give up, until we finally did. And it’s okay.

You used me for emotional support and cried when I left. I was so young and naive. I was hung up for so long. I have now found what real love is. Screw you.

I still think that if I hadn't pushed you away you will be with me and not her. Don't talk to me as we were friends, we are not.

Do you not realize what you did to me? I have never been the same. It’s been over a year & I can’t escape you.

I’m scared of the day when we have to look each other in the eye again because I don’t know how I’ll react.

my friends convinced me to finally ask you why we stopped talking, they just don't know we're talking again now

te sigo queriendo, aún no supero q me hayas dejado por ella, le contaste sobre nuestras llamadas a las 5AM?

Always tried to be good enough for you and every day you set the bar higher higher
Until I realized no matter what I did
I wasn't good enough for you since the very beginning

i fell in love with you as soon as our lips touched. i cant fall asleep without you. i have to relearn how to live alone.

i fell in love with you as soon as our lips touched. i cant fall asleep without you. i have to relearn how to live alone.

i get sad everytime
something good happens to me, because i don’t get to share it with you anymore. i miss being each others biggest fans

With every message you sent me you fixed a part of me that I didn't know was broken.
My love, my life.

i can't type your name out because it's very weird and distinctive but also cool but also funny how every time you're drunk you tell me the same stories about your family history and life background and about how you want to read maths and philosophy books in their original language, why the fuck do we have to be on exactly the same wavelength we have the same the same sense of humour and outlook on life and you work so hard but also ask me about my life and can see into my fucking soul i am going to kill you why are you in the room underneath mine you can probably hear me typing right now why do you have to have a girlfriend i am genuinely genuinely genuinely jealous why the fuck do you act like she doesn't exist fuck giselle im sure shes lovely thats the problem but she cant be that amazing if youre so fucking flirty why do we have a string that runs from your window to mine why do you randomly message me when the conversation is so unncessary why did you pour popcorn over my head why do you sit so close to me when you are drunk having drank the same drink as me why have you drunk texted me twice why did we go on an 11pm trip to tesco i am going to fucking kill you why do you have to be from the same place as me you remind me of home and my family and my friends and our houses are like 30 minutes from eachother what the fuck like my friend literally knows your friend why is it that i always find myself in situations that seem so meant to be that it is actually infuriating i could throw my laptop out of the window why the fuck can i hear you moving around why does it matter if i throw my greek textbook just to piss you off why the fuck do you have a girlfriend why do you laugh like that and wear a fucking necklace and a ring that's so cute you are so sure of yourself yet so insecure at the same fucking time please leave why are you here leave me alone stop turning up either break the fuck up with her or leave me alone those are your options i can't believe you patted me on the head why do we have drunk selfies together on my phone why do you check my phone like its yours why do you know about my life and family
you are a lovely person but i don't just want to be friends with you but i have to be i can just sit here and wait because its not as though there is anyone else but thats what i did before and it ended in my heart being fucking shattere
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how is the situation so similar yet so different i dont think you would genuinely manipualte me why the fuck do you have to exist but not only exist why have we ended up in the same place at the same time in the same accomodation block with your room directly under mine i'm actually pissed off this shit is not fair

I stopped begging the day I understood u weren't pushing me away bc of who I was but bc of who u are.

I keep walking past this park where we kissed for the first time, and with a heavy heart, I hope deep down that you do the same sometimes.

I've forgotten you, although there are days I still think there's one less day left to live together.

Maybe we will meet again, maybe we will love each other again, in the future, or in another world, I don’t know but maybe we will

For a while I thought I was still in love with you but now I realise I was in love with the memories I had of you

I hate how I feel around you but it's also weirdly the best feeling I've ever experienced. Love is strange.

siempre he sentido que algo nos une pero esta vida no es para nosotros te estaré esperando en la parada. Te amo

i want you to pat my head before class again, i wish the moment i fell in love with you could’ve lasted forever. i know you will never feel the same towards me.

Even though you used me and lied to me and manipulated me I still care and I’m here for you regardless because you made me happy during the darkest point in my life. I just wish you cared for me too.

You made realise that saying you loved someone wasn’t the most meaningful thing you could say, the day you said you loved me I thought it couldn’t get better from there but when you told me hugging me felt like home oh lord did I realise I was wrong

Even though you used me and lied to me and manipulated me I still care and I’m here for you regardless because you made me happy during the darkest point in my life. I just wish you cared for me too.

Even though you used me and lied to me and manipulated me I still care and I’m here for you regardless because you made me happy during the darkest point in my life. I just wish you cared for me too.

Even though you used me and lied to me and manipulated me I still care and I’m here for you regardless because you made me happy during one of the darkest points in my life. I just wish you cared for me too.

Even though you used me and lied to me and manipulated me I still care and I’m here for you regardless because you made me happy during the darkest point in my life. I just wish you cared for me too.

In a year in which I had to learn the meaning of true pain, thanks for also showing me the meaning of true love.

hey,
Ik we’re still best friends but like sometimes I wish we could be more again.. I honestly really miss the way we used to be. love u more than you’ll ever know..
~ that short cutie

We were talking online. We studied in the same high school, but never became close. We became best friends after we graduated, but when and where... I don't know
P.S: EAT. You need strength for rugby

Hey it’s too late I don’t care. Pity shoulda believed me when I tried to say that your ex is crazy and obsessed with me. Imposerest bitches right

You made me fall for you first and then left me saying that we should be friends. Since then I've never fallen in love with anybody else.