i poured my heart out to you. i know you see my stories. you know everything. then what’s stopping you?

You kept on telling me you loved me, but we knew nothing about eachother.
I would make this message your favorite color, but I honestly don't even know what it is.

Today I've listened to 'you grew on me' by Tim Minchin, remember when we used to listen it together?:)

you invited me to choose colour of paired bracelets. I took pink one, although I hate pink, as well as you.

Treat her better than how you treated me, she’s been messed over so many times and even though she’s stronger than me I don’t want her to hurt like I did.

you will never know how much it hurts to watch u leave slowly and not being able to do anything about it

you bring me so much comfort when you're around and you have no idea how much you mean to me. i love you so much.

You didn’t see i loved you with all my heart, and it brought me the most pain when you realised i moved on

i want us to be actual friends. i want to be someone in ur life who makes you happy. please let me help you r. i dont wanna see you go.

happy one month bby. i love you so much. you've made me unbelievably happy and i just want you to know that you will always be my first and last love and that you are the loml. :)

I walk into class and see you and for a split second I believe you haven't changed but I am always wrong why am I always wrong?

You neglected me, laughed at an apology u didn't deserve. Acted like nothing happened. Idc about u anymore.

I never even told you how I felt. Still wish you knew how much you changed me and the way I see things. I wish we talked more and were able to just write music and laugh but we know I won't ever have the guts to ask you. I wish I could see you smile again.

I trusted you, and you just used that to hurt me, how could you? Did you really liked me? Am i that hard to love?

Just for a moment I thought we were meant to be together, Now I realize im no longer important to you

What hurts the most is that with you I actually thought someone could want me for more than my body. I was wrong.

I literally never stopped loving you. It hurts that you never loved me back. But I want you to be happy.

Why didn't you tell anyone you were in a relationship?
We were together for 3 years, did it really mean so little?

I didn't realize I had fallen for you until now. You have someone new and it hurts. I'm sorry I didn't realize earlier.

I’m deeply sorry for the way I treated you in the past, and I’m so grateful that the universe brought us back together.

I won’t lose you this time, I will fight for us. You are my yellow, I wish I would’ve realized it sooner

I cant even type your name without wanting to cry and scream. You ruined my life, but Without you I wouldnt have found the people I love, and the people who are bad for me. Die in a hole, and I hope you never do the same you did to me to another girl

I wish I had said it a little differently, maybe then things would’ve gone differently for us. Maybe if I was more confident with myself and had more self love I would’ve been ready to love you the way you did with me.

I like your smile, you laugh, your jokes, I like how you listen, how you trust me I like how I can’t talk to you about anything. I like you

A year ago you broke me after i was already broken by someone else. i know realize i was manipulative but you didn't make it easy for me either. Anyway i'm better now, a lot better actually and i hope you're doing good to...

you were too much hate for a heart like mine, thank u for helping me find my worth while tearing me down

you gave up while I was just getting ready to jump, I'm not hanging on a cliff but it sure feels like it

thank you for teaching me to not give a f*ck about what others think of me & actually seeing the real beauty in myself.. i hope you find the one piece

The pen man. You left so many pens, I filled an entire wooden box. You can’t find that even in an office.

i didn’t mean to hurt you or to lie , i couldn’t and be even more selfish than i already was . you deserve someone who makes you realise you deserve more . sorry that wasn’t me

You made me fall for you first and then left me saying that we should be friends. Since then I've never fallen in love with anybody else.

Today I dreamt about an alternate ending to us. My subconscious gave me the closure I never knew I needed.

break up with her.
break up with her.
break up with her.
break up with her.
break up with her.
please.

you broke the one promise you made to me and i fucking hate you for it. yet im still in love with you

Hey it’s too late I don’t care. Pity shoulda believed me when I tried to say that your ex is crazy and obsessed with me. Imposerest bitches right

why can't i get over you? you were never good for me, so why is it so hard? i don't miss you, but i also cry everytime i see you. you've become a symbol of a dark time in my life. you knew that i was hurting, and you manipulated me so i was drained all the time. i wonder if i ever even meant anything to you.

as much as i hate you for everything, please never stop smiling. it would hurt me too much to know you did.

It's all a blurr now. Songs still remind me of you. The way I reread our texts as a comfort after we broke up but I always ended up crying. You destroyed my confidence little by little. I remember being so excited by your text weeks after we broke up. Everytime we talked again was making me so happy. I wish I realized earlier, I lost my time for nothing. I still think about you sometimes, after a year, it's still weird to see you. You destroyed a part of me but this helped me to grow up, thank you.

you’re reaching for any part of me in her and everyone can see it. you know you won’t find what you’re looking for

do you convince her too that the only love she’s worthy of is physical? does she understand now? i wish i did.

i tried to tell you i wanted to kill myself. you said you were busy with your friends at Kroger. i needed you.

Hey,I like you,a lot.. You already know though. I know it’s weird since it’s all online,but I hope one day after this coronavirus shit is over i can hang out with out and just have fun with you,bc your super cool. hope we can see each other irl one day. :)

i think i love you i havent seen you in a while and i dont even know if you remember me but i love you

I was always there for you, always treated you with love, but you never did the same and now we both have moved on, but I still miss you. A lot.

i want to tell you so many things but i cant. im to scared to say them, i didnt even think we'd talk for this long but i was wrong. and i want you to know so many things, but first i need to know that your not getting bored

i deleted the live videos, but your laughter still echos in the back of my mind. i miss you, but you’re no good for me.

i miss the feeling i got when you used to tell me about your day and when you said you loved me for the first time.

I love you I think you are one of the most beautiful things that has happened to me and you improve everything that is wrong I hope this beautiful thing that we do never ends and if it ends I hope you always remember it and always be by my side even if you are not mine I also hope I never suffer by your side and if it happens it would be a big disappointment I love you so much boo, I never want to lose you and thank you for everything especially for making us talk about everything, it is more and more fun to be with you and I am excited to know It will happen later, I love you a thousand and I am here for you always

i fucking hate you so much. you were my everything and you treated me like shit. i meant nothing to you. if you had told me this was how we would end, i would've called you a liar. i hate you. i want to hate you. i hate myself for not hating you. you're an asshole and destroyed me. i changed who i was to make you happy and you left me without hesitation. fuck you. and fuck me for still loving you.

I wish I could go back, to support you, to stop you before you overdosed, to love you like you deserve to be loved. To not leave you the way I did.