my horoscope has been mentioning you and i didnt even know that was possible. im so sorry i hurt you but somehow you always come back. youve been waiting for me for ever and i thank you for that, i need to get over myself and take down the barriers ive built for you, i was hurt in the past and i dont really know about this whole relationship thing but i really want it to work i just dont know how not to mention my anxiety omg is so bad i cant hang w you i dont want it to be awkward ughh. i just dont want you to loose feelings because i know you want this and i do too but i dont know how to tell you that