You made me feel more loved than I ever did in my life and yet you still manage to be the person that feels like a cloud over my life.

i was surprised when you did that to me, to say the least. i knew you were that type of person. may you rest in hell.

I want to let you back in but I’m so scared. Why do I let you do this to me? You’re forever trapped in my mind.

i didnt know i could like you, i thought we can just be friends. but the way you out my head on youre shoulder, and just the way you were talking to me at the skatepark. i actually i like. and i miss you, and i know im probably gonna see you tomorrow but i just really like you now. but god i fucking hate that i like you

I really was so nice to you. You’re not who anyone knows you of or perhaps you are that’s why you spend most of your time coping my personality it w/e it’s honestly adorable always wanted a mini me ???

I fought that hard for a reason.. I didn’t want to let go this early. I wanted u for longer, way longer. I’m sorry that I couldn’t help u, but I wish you could have thought of me a little more. Seeing u every day hurts, but I push it back. I still have the same feeling for u, I still listen to songs and think of you. I still smell certain smells or say certain things and think of only you. I know what’s meant to be will come back, I sure as hell hope you’re meant to be. Because there is so much more I want to do with you..

I really had so much hope for us, but I hope that life treats you right. I miss our friendship more than everything in the world.

the fact that you didn't care enough about me to even check up on me during the relationship speaks volume but the fact that you're asking my friends if i'm okay and that you're worried and concerned about me is wrong. You don't get to suddenly change and care about me when you put me through hell with your character i loved and hated so much. You don't get to keep me hoping and thinking that you could possibly change and we could end up back together in a different world

I’m so getting so goddamn sick of hearing about you from her and being reminded that you never felt the way I did

I hate you because I'm staring to fall I hate because I care I hate because I want us I hate you at the fact that I could lose you any time.

oh b. i tend to romanticise every single relationship but with you, i didn't, i couldn't. i wasn't able to adore you the way i should've. i simply couldn't love you. saying that i was empty was bs, it was just you. i'm sorry.

I love you. I tell you all the time but I really do. You are my forever and I hope you feel the same way...

really miss you man. you was making me feel special everyday and also so sad. i wanna get back to those times for one day.

You have a gf now. And while it breaks my heart a little I couldn’t be happier that you found someone that make you smile

I really wish we ended up together. I'm so sorry I wasn't ready for you and your greatness. Now I know we'll never be the same again no matter how many damn times we try

I wish that you didn’t make it feel like everything was my fault, and that you would have told me when you first stopped loving me.

I just wish you cared a little more about my feelings instead of being so embarassed over me that you would rather tell me how stupid i am over telling me that you appreciate me. I miss you. I miss the way you acted in the beginning.

did i ever like you or did i just want to feel something again. in the end i was nothing, and all that was brought to me was pain. im sorry.

I hope you know how much I love you. I’m hiding and ignoring the feelings I have for you because I know..I know I’m not enough for you and that you don’t love...God my heart breaks every time I hear you talk about somebody else ....why do you bring it up? It hurts so bad but I have to hide it because I want the best for you. I love you, don’t ever forget that.

I hope you know how much I love you. I’m hiding and ignoring the feelings I have for you because I know..I know I’m not enough for you and that you don’t love...God my heart breaks every time I hear you talk about somebody else ....why do you bring it up? It hurts so bad but I have to hide it because I want the best for you. I love you, don’t ever forget that.

Thankful we never let our feelings ruin our friendship. 3 years strong B. Forever and Always in my heart.

Howdy,

Here is a list of thoughts that run through my head when I think of you.
-Are we still best friends? Or am i just some boy that you used to have a crush on...
-maybe I am just crafting up nonsense drama for no reason because I am displeased or bored with my life in its current state.
- sometimes i wonder if i should ask you about it or talk to you about it but then i know you already have too much on your plate as it is and dont need any more drama in your life.
- i miss how things used to be but maybe that was just me expecting too much
- maybe i have no idea what im talking about anyway
-were you telling the truth when you said you never wrote an unsent letter?
- maybe ill write an unsent and that will make me feel a little better

you ruined me. you took everything i told you and everything i gave you and just threw it away. i hate you for it, but i have to pretend to not be upset. you’re the worst; yet the best.

you’re the person who taught me how to me happy, who showed me the memorable things in life, you’re gone but the memory of you will never leave my head. i wish it was me and you, not you and her .

im beginning to think that maybe you look at me how i look at me now, i knew it was coming anyway but i just still don't know how to stop it

i hope you see this but i hope you dont, i fell in love with you unintensionally, i fell in love with your smile and your mind, your eyes and your laugh and evrything about you, we havent truly known eachother for that long but i have really fallen for you, i want you to know that i love you intrinsically, forever, and i still hope that you one day will.
also you got this, youre gonna get through this, im not leaving you ever, unless you want me to, and i am forever here for you, we're gonna live, okay?

do you still believe that weird looking star in the sky is the russian space station? i still look at it & think of you, i believe it

I miss you. Not the person you are now, but the person you used to be. You broke me and changed. What happened to you?

You make me the happiest and i love you but i feel like you wont ever love me as i love you and it breaks my heart.

I can't help but feel like everything has changed. How we are is different and our conversations a short and awkward because I don't know the boundaries anymore. Not knowing hurts but I'm willing to wait as long as you need. I think deep down I just know that you've already moved on and left and have no place for me in your life anymore. I'm sorry I couldn't have stayed and tried to work things out, maybe you would trust me again and maybe I wouldn't feel this uncertain sadness. Knowing that even though you say you need time your decision is already made. I worry about you a lot, or even just wonder how you are. But its not my place to ask or have that standing your life anymore, the things I know about your present life are simple and general. I just wish we could still stay up till the early hours and spout nonsense for ages without It being forced or awkward, back to when you loved me back.
I'm sorry I wasn't there, and left you to deal with the pain I caused and I wish you the best.
Love you p.b

i posted that song just because i know you love it hoping that you would say something to me. you didn’t

i will never understand why u did what u did. why u chose me to destroy. u took my naive heart and shredded it and expected me to pick it up and put it back together. u left after cheating, lying and manipulating me to the point i hated myself. yet i still wish u nothing but the best and i hope ur life is going well. that’s kind of fucked up isn’t it?

i cared for you, i built your confidence, you fucked up my sleep pattern, you held me, gave me your coat, called me beautiful, told you things i've never even said out loud...all for you to leave me and choose her

i fell in love with you in the most unexpected time. sadly, you were already in love with someone else.

You’re the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. I am so in love with you but I can’t tell you yet.

How can you have loved me as much as you said you did if you didn’t care when you knew you were hurting me?

i don’t miss you. i don’t hate you. i miss the feeling you gave me. and i hate that i can’t feel it from you anymore.

You are the only person to this day I have hurt romantically. I am so sorry I hurt you because I was afraid of what people would say if I admitted that I loved you.

everyone tells me, if you had truly loved me, you would've stayed. Idc, I still hope it's you in the end.

You were my best friend. I would come running back to you and each time you would become more toxic. I’d still run back. I’d still give you my all even though you will always replace me.

I know you can't return the feelings I have for you. its okay. I understand. just know, that I have loved you since day one.

I hate you.You left when I needed someone the most and you're still not here.Fuck you but still I miss you "ping pong master"

Used and unlovable. That’s how you made me feel, but you were the only person who I thought was better.

Hey
ich weis nicht wie ich das jz richtig rüber bringen kann aber ey ich mag dich echt so gerne und es tut so verdammt weh zu wissen das es bei dir nicht so ist. Seit dem du da bist ist alles irgendwie anders, besser. Ich hab Angst dich zu verlieren, aber will auch irgendwie Kontakt abbrechen um mich selber wieder zu finden. Sag mir bitte einfach ob wir Freunde sind oder da die Möglichkeit entsteht dass es mehr ist. Ich weis ich bin nicht mehr lange hier, aber ich will die Zeit genießen. Mit dir. Ich kann mir einfach nicht vorstellen das all das, die Telefonate, die Komplimente, die Nächtelangen Gespräche nichts wert sind. Irgendwas muss da doch sein. Oder passt was an mir nicht? Ich hab das Gefühl ich bin einfach nur etwas gegen deine Langeweile. Man ich brauch dich auf eine weise, die ich nicht beschreiben kann.

llevamos mas de un año siendo mejores amigas, y lo que he sentido contigo aun estando a miles de kilometros de mi, no lo había sentido nunca con nadie, la razón por la que te he dejado de hablar es porque estaba enamorada de ti, se que tu no, y eso me mataba por dentro, te querré siempre, cuca.

it’s been 2 years already, i haven’t heard nor seen you since. I always get vivid thoughts about you ever once in a while and it breaks my heart. it hasn’t been the same ever since you left but i hope your doing well. i still love you.

we haven't even seen each others faces since early june yet somehow i still think about you everyday? we didn't even date, and you don't even know i ever liked you yet no matter what i cant stop thinking about you.

i love you entirely but right now i wish i hadn’t met you. I don’t know whether to let go or hold on tighter but I think you want me to let you go. its what you deserve but this is killing me. i want to go forward

I know we couldn’t help ourselves when we kissed in bed that night. I miss you so much. I miss my best friend too.

i loved the way i felt with you, just the way you looked at me made me feel safe. we spent so much time apart and now idk if it’s fait or whatever else it’s called that we started talking more but i hope it is. because i miss you. i can see you in my future and i really hope that’s not just a dream and that it becomes reality