skating and being a bigot doesnt make you cool. i was into you for three years and for what? youre a bad person, but i guess im even worse for thinking i had a chance with such a shitty person

You were the first guy I really loved and it’s okay you left me. It didn’t bother me after the first few months but now I can’t feel the way I used to. Thank you for messing me up :) .

We were only kids when I realized I cared for you in a way that I've never cared for anyone else and that space will forever be your

idk if i still like you or if i just miss the feeling of when in was in love with you for like 6 years,anyways,i kinda hate you ngl

Sometimes I have regrets about what happened between us, wishing things turned out differently. I still can't decide if I did the right decision. Were we meant for each other or were we just stupid kids? I guess I'll never know.

i regret leaving you because you "cheated" on me. we weren't even dating but it was so real in my mind that you being with her felt like you were cheating on me. I should have stayed. Because now that i know what life is like without you I don't want to life. Its too late now though, you have a girlfriend...and i recently broke up with mine. but god do i miss you. sounds cliche but i do think of you first thing when i wake up and you are in my last thoughts before sleep. i act okay but when i hear your voice during class i want to cry and my heart starts beating so fast i think i will faint. why did i leave? i should have stayed, through the jealousy and the pain. why didn't i stay..give me a sign please ill change, ill be better i swear, ill go to therapy and stop being self destructive just take me back. please.

i miss your hugs sometimes. even if we constantly are around each other, we still don't hang out. miss you ig

If you ever see this I used your middle name because I was too scared to use your first. it sucks things ended the way they did you were my best friend before anything else. i hope you’re doing okay loser.

I wish the timing was right because I know we could have had an incredible love story. Thank you for being the best part of my 2020.

hey,
you really fcking hurt me but after a year i’m slowly starting to get better. i wish you'll be happy in your future. please don't hurt any other girl like you hurt me.

You broke my heart a million times and made it hard for me to love others in the way i loved you. i hate you for that

bunny, I don’t know if I can forgive you for how you made me feel. Thank you for holding my hand when I fell asleep in your car, thank you for showing up whenever I called. And fuck you for hurting me the way you did.

Mandarina de mi corazón, querido mio.
Solo vengo aquí a decirte que... Me siento feliz por tener a gran persona a mi lado. No sé que hubiera sido de mi, tal vez tendría amigos pasajeros y no alguien tan tú, cuando hablo contigo o estoy contigo no tengo que preocuparme por cosas secundarias, me gusta estar contigo y me da tristeza cuando me tengo que despedir.

Esperó que sigamos siendo los mismos amigos pendejos de siempre, espero que cumplas tu sueños y cuando los estés cumpliendo poder estar a tu lado, y no solo en tus momentos de triunfo, también quiero estar en tus días grises y en todas las estaciones de tu vida. UwU

Con amor, WYOG

I had to step back cause she liked u... now she’s gone & u text me. Can’t tell if you care or if I just fill the space btwn

gracias Dios y la vida por cruzarme en tu camino por que gracias a eso entendi mi valor como persona.

Espero verte en algún momento de mi vida, incluso si hay otro espero encontrar en ella y verte. No es nuestro momento ahora, te deseo lo mejor y te amaré por siempre.

Eres la persona que más amo y amado en toda mi vida. Ojalá pudieras cambiar tu egoísmo para ser felices. Siempre tendrás un espacio en mi corazón y en mi vida. Quiero que sepas que cuando veo las estrellas pienso en ti, y en todas aquellas promesas que fueron hechas. Eres el amor de mi vida. Gracias por en enseñarme tantas cosas. Por favor regresa pronto.

i hate the way you made me feel and yet when i see couple photos i think about you and realize i still miss you

Hi Sebastian. It's been a little over a year now, since we last spoke. I miss you, but also still hate you. You broke my heart that evening, when you told me you had found someone. I really thought we had a chance, despite the distance. I hate how hard it is to forget you. You broke my heart, and we had never even been in the same room. I hope you and her are happy, because I do wish the best for you, even if it is not with me.
A part of me still wishes I had never met you, that day in February in that one game. How easier it would have been, but then again, I would have never experienced just how happy you made me in those 11 months we knew each other.
I loved you, I truly did. Even if what we had was not love but not only friendship, I still loved you.
I miss you - and I need to let go.

you put a veil over everything. things that were scary seemed blurred around the edges. ever since i left i’ve missed that blissful ignorance, protection. removing myself hurt more than anything, but why do the memories still hurt more than the actual pain.

WHY couldn't I have listened when they told me to never fall in love with your best friend. I did it once and it left my old friendship in ruins. Your kindness and sincerity made me fall in love with you. The last thing I want is to lose you.

Du såra mig på en helt annan nivå ändån skulle jag gå tillbaka till dig inom ett hjärtslag ifall du frågade

I like you a lot but i know you don’t feel the same and it’s eating me up inside because i’ll never be good enough

it isn't how it used to be. what changed? do you really have no feelings or do you just suppress them? i have so many mixed emotions towards you

i love u still. i love u alot and i always will. its hard for me to let u go. im sorry for everything. i love u.

sometimes i hate you so much it takes over me. other times i just want to feel ur touch. i miss u and everything we had once. why did u have to ruin it? why did u have to ruin me? why did u fall for someone else and leave me although u said that u never would. was our whole relationship just a way for you to pass time? in 4 years are u gonna look back on us and see me as a distant middle school and high school memory? why does this hurt so bad? why am i not over you? when we were in love it was overwhelming and fleeting. i would do anything for that feeling again. ive loved you since i was 12 and that isnt going to change. i wish it didnt change for you. god i miss u sm. and i know u closed the door on us, but i still have hope, but hope breeds eternal misery. so am i just doomed to be miserable for the rest of my life because i’ll always have hope that the boy i love will love me again? maybe in two years or four or ten it will be us against the world again. i truly believe that we will find our way back even tho that’s foolish. god i love u sebastian.

I miss the way you looked at me i would give anything to see that again stoopid i love you forever and always

I did love you. You still think that I used you but I wasn't trying to, I swear. My feelings for you were true. I wish we didn't stop being friends but you'll never find it in your heart to forgive me and I'll just have to live with that.

I hope you love yourself. Even if it’s a fraction of the amount that i love you, that would mean you would adore yourself for the rest of your days

Thank you for helping me build my confidence, and for trying your best to make it a great experience for me

I’ve always loved you no matter how hard I’ve tried to hide my feelings you have a special place in my heart. There’s no one I trust & love more in my life than you.

I know we were really young, but you were my first love. I don't think I'll ever fully get over you. We don't talk much anymore, but if you were to ask me out, I wouldn't say no :)

The first person to ever make me feel a little bit wanted... but then you stopped. Am I not good enough?

Prometiste estar en mis cumpleaños, mi primer trabajo, mi graduación. ¿Dónde estás ahora? ¿Qué te hice para que me mintieras tanto?

you were the man i always hoped of being with ever since i was young. you showed me my worth and i will be forever great full for that. i’m sorry i couldn’t love you back in the same way. i’m sorry for cheating on you. i miss you but i can never let myself get back with you. you deserve better. you are better.

Han pasado casi 5 años pero te sigo queriendo cada día mas quisiera no haber hecho las cosas mal y que en este momento estuviésemos juntos

I chose black because now every time I think of you, I just see darkness. sometimes, I wish I never knew you. I hate the way that you talk and I hate the way that I felt whenever you lied to me in my face even though I knew you cheated on me. You cheated on me. After telling me I was your world and you would love me forever. How can you love someone so much just to cheat on them after. I will always remember that pain you gave me. And the insecurities you left me with, thinking I’m not good enough for someone. I don’t wish you harm, but I hope you find someone that changes you into someone better. and I hope I never ever have to see your face ever again.

Quisiera volver a verte, volver a ver tus ojos donde han sido los únicos en los que he encontrado una profundidad inmensa del cual cualquiera se enamora, quisiera que regresaras a mi.

te sigo amando aunque todo siga siendo dificil y no quiero dejar las cosas, pero nose porque me estresas a ratos

fuck im sorry. i hope you can be okay one day and im sorry i couldnt help you get there, i got too scared

if i could go back and decide to stay i would. this isnt worth it and i hate that i messed it up. youre a good person, trust me.

Hi I don’t know if you’ll ever read this, but you’re with her now and I’m happy for you. All I’ve ever wanted was for you to be happy, you deserve it. I found someone too. He’s great and he makes me laugh and smile. I haven’t done that in awhile. A year ago I wouldn’t ever imagine us turning out like this. Separate. But that’s just how life goes. I hope one day we can sit down and laugh about what happened between us because you were special to me. We were special. But all I can do is hope.

I've missed you every single day since we stopped talking. I'm happy that you're happy, but I miss you so much. I didn't realize how much I loved you, and I haven't been able to love since you. I hope you're doing well.

I regret everything. I regret leaving you and I regret breaking your heart but most of all I regret meeting you. It couldn't have worked, and now I'm just numb.

i miss you everyday, i listen to Mac Miller and cry. you'll always be in my heart. hope you do well in life.

i moved on, it took me forever, but i did it. but i want you to know that im still here if you if you need anything. i will always be. i will always care for you no matter what. our relationship was shit and we never really knew each other. but after you left my heart decided to fall hard for you. im sorry i wasnt good enough for you and you found someone better, but that was a long time ago. i hope one day we can be friends. i love you. everything about you. im sorry.

i wish you would talk to me and reach out. the amount of love i have for myself is enough for the both of us.

my number hasn't changed and my love has not died down. i'm heal(ing/ed), and I want to grow with you. let me know, stinky butt :>.

after all the shit that we had to bear to stick together I still had the hope that u wouldn’t replace me... at least not so quickly... I guess you got tired of me and I get it. I want to convince myself that it was for the best, but the fact that I won’t be able to make u laugh again breaks my heart, I hope she makes u happy, and please treat her well... value every detail... make sure she feels loved, bc when I was with u I didn’t feel that way:/

Desde el primer momento que te vi sentí lo llamado amor a primera vista, pero tal ves no soy lo suficientemente buena para alguien como tu, solo quiero que sepas que te amo.