Unsent messages to R
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 14, 2020, 4:40 am UTC
I wonder, if we met now, would we have worked out? We were so young and naive, but I'm better now.
I'm smarter now.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 14, 2020, 1:36 am UTC
I do miss how it was with us last year. A lot. But I’ve moved on and so have you. From time to time, I just remember.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 14, 2020, 12:15 am UTC
Yes, the world doesn't revolve around me but you should've stick with me because thats what you said you'll do.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 13, 2020, 11:48 pm UTC
I was in love with you and I had to watch you be in love with someone else. I still hope it’s you and I in the end.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 13, 2020, 9:29 pm UTC
You hurt me so much and are manipulative but I completely forget abt it when you look into my eyes and say my name
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 13, 2020, 2:01 pm UTC
Love cannot be moderate or rational. It´s like an artery that bleeds by painting the walls red and no matter how tight it is, it doesn´t stop until every drop leaks out. You were my love.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 13, 2020, 12:09 am UTC
You made me feel worthy of love and you were,first of all, my bestfriend and that someone who I could trust no matter what. You told me I was beautiful and that I was a good person when I was at my lowest point, and most importantly, you have always been there for me. I love you
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:05 pm UTC
You moved away and although part of me was glad of it most of me ached in pain, the pain i pushed down so no one could know, i hope that you get the fresh start you wanted even though you took a part of me i will never be able to get back. I will miss seeing you and you making me laugh so much that my stomach ached i will never forget you
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:18 pm UTC
hi R, if by any chance you see this. just remember that i love you so much, even tho i might not say it often. you made me happy, idrk what i'd do without u. you deserve all the love and happiness in the world. i appreciate you for being here. look how far you've come i love u.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 12, 2020, 8:34 pm UTC
The last time I saw you in person I was still with my ex. I tried so hard to avoid looking at you because I could tell that my feelings for you never changed. That I was with him because I wanted to try to forget about you. It’s sad to say but for all this time I’ve still felt the same way I’ve always felt about you. Pathetic really, we were just friends...I never even knew if you had liked me back. You are my what if.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 12, 2020, 7:16 pm UTC
i really thought i loved you, but you chose her.. you came back to me, then chose her again. Thank you. i know my worth now.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 12, 2020, 7:15 pm UTC
Why won’t you just acknowledge it happened? You don’t talk to me anymore but I have to see you every day and you can’t even admit to it.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 12, 2020, 6:24 pm UTC
i miss the feeling i got when you used to tell me about your day and when you said you loved me for the first time.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 12, 2020, 6:15 pm UTC
i deleted the live videos, but your laughter still echos in the back of my mind. i miss you, but you’re no good for me.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 12, 2020, 5:51 pm UTC
i think i love you i havent seen you in a while and i dont even know if you remember me but i love you
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 12, 2020, 5:02 pm UTC
It's all a blurr now. Songs still remind me of you. The way I reread our texts as a comfort after we broke up but I always ended up crying. You destroyed my confidence little by little. I remember being so excited by your text weeks after we broke up. Everytime we talked again was making me so happy. I wish I realized earlier, I lost my time for nothing. I still think about you sometimes, after a year, it's still weird to see you. You destroyed a part of me but this helped me to grow up, thank you.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 12, 2020, 3:07 pm UTC
you broke the one promise you made to me and i fucking hate you for it. yet im still in love with you
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 12, 2020, 12:04 pm UTC
Today I dreamt about an alternate ending to us. My subconscious gave me the closure I never knew I needed.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 12, 2020, 1:16 am UTC
I like your smile, you laugh, your jokes, I like how you listen, how you trust me I like how I can’t talk to you about anything. I like you
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 11, 2020, 6:42 pm UTC
Why didn't you tell anyone you were in a relationship?
We were together for 3 years, did it really mean so little?
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 11, 2020, 5:40 am UTC
I trusted you, and you just used that to hurt me, how could you? Did you really liked me? Am i that hard to love?
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 11, 2020, 4:57 am UTC
I walk into class and see you and for a split second I believe you haven't changed but I am always wrong why am I always wrong?
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 11, 2020, 2:46 am UTC
happy one month bby. i love you so much. you've made me unbelievably happy and i just want you to know that you will always be my first and last love and that you are the loml. :)
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 10, 2020, 1:47 pm UTC
i wish i told you i still thought i was in love with you. I cant live without you I really can’t. I pray you come back to me one day.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 9, 2020, 5:10 am UTC
I spend 3 years of my life trying to forget about you, but I keep dreaming about us..I hope she makes you happy
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 9, 2020, 3:33 am UTC
things betwen us couldn't happen, but trust me you always gonna be mi first real love, I would like to have told you
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 8, 2020, 9:38 am UTC
We used each other for the attention we both needed so much. It was never love. You knew that. So I hope you aren't still mad that I left. I hope you found someone that makes you realise that you don't need attention from others. You need attention from yourself to yourself.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:04 am UTC
i know you're my best friend but i am in love with you. it feels ridiculous to say that because we are both only teenagers, but i just know that you're the one for me. i know you don't feel the same way, but it's alright. i'll always be here for you and i'll wait for you until you're ready. i chose the color purple because we both love purple and it reminds me of you. everything reminds me of you. it pains me to know that i may never even be able to meet you in person. we've almost crossed paths a few times. and everytime something happens and ruins it.. i wish to one day meet you and give you the biggest hug. because i know we both need that. i love hearing your voice, your laugh, and i LOVE seeing you smile. it fills me with serotonin. no one can make me as happy as you do, and you're not even mine. i hope that one day you find happiness and someone who will treat you well. because you need that. even if i can't be the girl that you marry one day, i still wish you happiness and i hope you have a great life and career. good luck big stinky
love,
small stinky
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:55 am UTC
Sigo viva porque la soga se rompiĂł, si pudiera decidir cĂłmo me siento, te juro que no me sentirĂa triste ni irritable todo el tiempo. PerdĂłn por haber nacido, sĂ© que me dices muchas veces cuanto me quieres, pero solo siento que te decepciono. Te amo y perdĂłn por arruinarte la vida.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:06 am UTC
hey :) we havent talked in a while but i miss our friendship and i hope that one day we can be friends again .
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:57 pm UTC
I wish it could of lasted longer... don’t even understand what happened but ig you lost feelings :/ I’m still here tho ig even after all you said. It really was too goo to be true
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 7, 2020, 9:17 pm UTC
Simplemente estoy enamorada de ti, y si ahora no podemos estar juntos prometo buscarte, por que te amo de verdad, como jamás he amado a alguien.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 7, 2020, 7:04 pm UTC
I loved you,but you married her.I wanted to tell you but y was very shy.I wish you to have a good life with her and if she cheats on you I will be here for you.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:48 pm UTC
Thank you for being inconsistent and not loving me back. It hurt but it made me realize that you were just mirroring all my own behaviors back at me. It led to some really good inner growth and healing for me.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:13 pm UTC
she’s a city girl by nature. i share your mindset. we want the same yet you will continue to choose her everyday for the rest of your life.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 7, 2020, 5:52 am UTC
i’m so in love with you, even though in the past I wasn’t the best, I swear I want you to be in my future.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 7, 2020, 1:27 am UTC
I can’t help but feel crazy. I felt such a strong connection with you. Your mind is just so captivating...However I’m not really sure if it was fantasy or reality. Who knows, I guess we will never know.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 6, 2020, 10:32 pm UTC
i hate you but if you looked at me like you once did, i'd do anything for you. why does it have to be this way?
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 6, 2020, 1:48 pm UTC
you were my best friend for so long. i ignored every argument and disagreement because it hurt to realise the truth. it wasn’t right person wrong time, you were the wrong person. the manipulative techniques and the apologies to get on my good side made me snap. the final argument shattered my self confidence to this day, so that was it. i have reached out to check you’re ok, because that’s just me, and i desperately want to forget it all and laugh with you once more. but no. i’m better than that. i deserve better. stay safe
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 6, 2020, 6:02 am UTC
Sabes, pensaba que te habĂa superado al 100% pero no fue asĂ, tĂş sabĂas que a ella no le agradaba y aĂşn asĂ decidiste juntarte con ella y permitir que se burlara de mĂ, la verdad no me importa lo que hagas pero saber que a pesar de todo lo que te contĂ©, no te importĂł hacerme daño, gracias!!!
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 6, 2020, 5:51 am UTC
Your absence has taught me how to love myself since you not only proved, but also stated that no one else could or want to love me. I'm all pieced together now so please, leave me the hell alone.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 6, 2020, 5:49 am UTC
Fuiste una de las mejores personitas que conocĂ, lástima que anduvimos en el momento equivocado, te deseo lo mejor, espero triunfes y alcances todas esas metas que me contaste, quiero que seas feliz, que brilles, que encuentres a tu personita especial, crĂ©eme que eso me hará muy feliz.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 6, 2020, 2:57 am UTC
I need to be better for you-I will be better for you, I promise. I’m not sure how long it’ll take but I’ll get there. We’ll be alright.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 5, 2020, 11:43 pm UTC
i need closure but i can’t face talking too u so this is my closure . you were my first love and we both knew deep down . u were there for me in my hardest times but u also made it so difficult at times . maybe in a different life it would’ve worked out but atleast for now . be happy for me :)
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 5, 2020, 11:32 pm UTC
the way i looked at you wasn’t fake none of it was fake , the only thing that went wrong was time and i wish i could change it but your moving on ... so ig i will too :)
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 5, 2020, 5:17 pm UTC
you used to tell me that whenever I felt sad, I should take a nice long shower and that it would work all the time. I never tried it because I was always happy when I'm with you... until we weren't anymore. but I'm here to tell you, it did work
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 5, 2020, 10:27 am UTC
I fucking love you. In all ways. I think about you all the time and I am so fucking happy you think of me too.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 4, 2020, 8:55 am UTC
If you are bad as they say, then I guess am curse.
When looking deep into your eyes I truly see a person full of love
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 2, 2020, 11:15 pm UTC
i want us to be actual friends. i want to be someone in ur life who makes you happy. please let me help you r. i dont wanna see you go.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: December 2, 2020, 9:07 pm UTC
you bring me so much comfort when you're around and you have no idea how much you mean to me. i love you so much.
