Unsent messages to R
From: ABC
To: R
u make me feel on top of the world when you put in the slightest effort. why don't u realize I don't need a lot. jus u.
From: ABC
To: R
I never loved anyone as much as I loved you
But no one gave me as little love as you gave it to me
Tell me what did my heart choose you?
From: ABC
To: R
We used each other for the attention we both needed so much. It was never love. You knew that. So I hope you aren't still mad that I left. I hope you found someone that makes you realise that you don't need attention from others. You need attention from yourself to yourself.
From: ABC
To: R
why. i’m trying my best and you don’t seem to understand that. you saved my life but for some reason you keep making me feel worthless. I really need you
From: ABC
To: R
Llevo escribiendo una serie de cartas a tu nombre hace un tiempo, por el momento son solo 3 y esperĂł algĂşn dĂa ser capas de escribir la Ăşltima y solamente dejarte ir de mi mente
From: ABC
To: R
I liked talking to you. I liked you. I wasn't supposed to because you're my best friends ex but we did connect and I know I said we didn't but we did and now you're distant and somethings off and you won't talk to me and it feels sucky :(
From: ABC
To: R
fuck u fuck u fuck u, u promised me so much, and yet we are here. Heading into 2021 without the laughter and friendship. U DUMB SHIT
From: ABC
To: R
you knowingly ruined my life time and time again, but i still want you. maybe im just stupid like you said.
From: ABC
To: R
you tore me open and didn’t even give me any sympathy. i really don’t like you anymore, even if i love you still.
From: ABC
To: R
you learned too late how to treat a girl well. why’d you wait to try it on her when i’d been fighting so long?
From: ABC
To: R
Why did u let me fall for you? Why did you tell your mom about me when you knew it would never happen?
From: ABC
To: R
I hope you realize how much I truly loved and cared for you... I really did my best to keep you happy...
From: ABC
To: R
Thanks for asking out my best friend only days after we broke up. Despite my worries about you giving her so much attention. Thank you for making me feel like I was never good enough. After all this time, I’m finally healing.
From: ABC
To: R
You said, "I love you but i'm not in love with you" and it hurt. I loved you and I spent days trying to figure out what I was doing wrong. But I did nothing wrong. It led me to learn that no matter how well you treat someone, there are people who just aren't meant to be.
From: ABC
To: R
I love you so much and you always say you feel the same but I know you want to be with other girls and thats okay...
From: ABC
To: R
I think about the night we met every single night and i really miss your touch, you are great person but not right for me, wish you the best
From: ABC
To: R
I miss you, all the time, I think about you all the time. You changed me, made me want to continue, made me forget life, my problems
From: ABC
To: R
You found someone new and I’m honestly happy for you but I really thought you were the one and it hurts knowing how easy it was for you to move on.
From: ABC
To: R
I miss you. I’m sorry for not being as supportive as I could’ve. I wish we could talk things out. I love you sm even though I don’t show it
From: ABC
To: R
At least once a day, I remember I could’ve called you that morning and then maybe you’d still be here.
From: ABC
To: R
I did so much to be with you and you threw it all away. It's almost 2 years and I still fight with my mom about you. I hate you more and more everyday, yet I still cry when I think of your eyes. When is this going to stop?
From: ABC
To: R
i really don’t want to know if this is the end of us or not, cause without you. i don’t know what i’ll do
From: ABC
To: R
Te idealice tanto que me es difĂcil aceptar tu verdadera cara.
Está es una manera de decirte adiós ??, gracias por las charlas y buenos momentos.
From: ABC
To: R
I am glad you were the first man I loved. I will forever regret not loving you enough. I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you.
From: ABC
To: R
i miss the fact that you were mine and that i was your favorite person, things have now changed and it’s just me missing you constantly while you live your life and are moved on
From: ABC
To: R
things betwen us couldn't happen, but trust me you always gonna be mi first real love, I would like to have told you
From: ABC
To: R
fuck you. fuck you. to this day i am so fucked up beyond words because of you. i hate that i still have to think about it. you’ve completely changed me. the version of myself the world sees is a coping mechanism for the way you ruined the old me. i just wanted to love you.
From: ABC
To: R
We talked for so long and it’s partially my fault it didn’t go somewhere cause I was afraid but you ended it horribly and have left me scared. I’m currently talking to another guy and because of you I’m terrified to get serious with him because I don’t want to be hurt again. The worst part is is that you don’t even know the pain you caused me. You’re just living your life like the last year meant nothing
From: ABC
To: R
I spend 3 years of my life trying to forget about you, but I keep dreaming about us..I hope she makes you happy
From: ABC
To: R
I’m not sure why we weren’t worth each other’s love, but we tried so hard not to give up, until we finally did. And it’s okay.
From: ABC
To: R
I never knew I needed someone until you walked in. You are the only eyes I want to get lost in. If you ever left, my other half would be missing.
From: ABC
To: R
me jodes la vida, no te imaginas lo mucho que te odio. no te entiendo nunca te puedo hacer feliz, que quieres de mi? me quitaste todo lo que yo queria junto con todos ellos tu y ellos me lo quitaron te odio te odio te odio te odio te odio te odio, me afectas y te odio no te entiendo nunca sere feliz, estoy rota te odio eres un idiota infeliz, maltratas y afectas a todos con tus estupidas decisiones nunca me tomas en cuenta y me dejas a parte, pero luego vienes e llorarme nunca te entendere estupido de mierda te odio te odio te odio te odio te odio te odio te odio te odio
From: ABC
To: R
I watch you spend all night flirting with another girl, just for you to go back to bed with me. It's not fair how much time I spend trying to be good enough for you just for you to not think about me and throw my feelings away because you know you still have me.
From: ABC
To: R
i know our paths will cross again, wrong person right time right? maybe this is too much but i think ur my soulmate....
From: ABC
To: R
Aunque no te lo demuestre te quiero mucho, se que ya no somos nada, pero eres el niño que realmente me importa y aunque se que te he hecho daño, soy consciente que no fue con la intenciĂłn, y se que si te llegas a ir para siempre dejarás una huella en mĂ, que jamás se podrá borrar, porque TĂş , siempre serás tĂş, y si al final no estamos juntos solo quiero que seas feliz, ya que eso me harĂa feliz a mi.
From: ABC
To: R
~ I always tried to make you happy. You were my best friend. But now that I’m gone you don’t even care about me ~
From: ABC
To: R
if i saw you at a store 10 years from now, my heart will break all over again n i wouldn't be okay. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: R
made u 3 playlists already and i've retyped this sm times and all i can say is that if u come back, my arms r open. even if i block u (i need to protect myself) (u would understand)
From: ABC
To: R
I showed you that I really want something with you and you don't care about me, it hurts not to be with you ...
From: ABC
To: R
You're a coward. I know that now, but then again so am I. You should have just told me that you didn't love me anymore once you felt it. The thought of you pretending to care for that long is what hurt most of all. But it's okay. I never cry over you anymore.
From: ABC
To: R
i’m sorry that i said all those hurtful things to you, i didn’t mean it. i wasn’t in a right headspace at the time. i hope you comeback to me.
From: ABC
To: R
you made plans with me for the future and made me feel crazy for thinking they would happen. do you know how much that hurts
From: ABC
To: R
you texted me like I knew you would but it's always the same. what's the point when you don't even care. i keep trying to let you go but everything leads me back. i hate that i let my walls down for you and the fact that i can't even blame you.
From: ABC
To: R
I love you so much. Enough to be willing to keep you in my life as a friend then lose you to a breakup.
From: ABC
To: R
If it was destiny, I want to thank fate for giving me the opportunity to finally meet you, I love you. #6
From: ABC
To: R
i wish i told you i still thought i was in love with you. I cant live without you I really can’t. I pray you come back to me one day.
From: ABC
To: R
I’m sorry I rejected you at that time. So much problems were occurring and I couldn’t even love myself. You were my right person but at the wrong time. I was blindly in love with someone who didn’t even notice me while you were there the whole time. I want you back but I don’t know if your even willing to be friends again. I’m thankful that you made me feel something I’ve never felt before and for that I thank you.
From: ABC
To: R
I’m forever thankful for you as you made me feel something I’ve never felt. I know it was my fault and no one else is to blame but me. I’m hopeful I will someday forgive myself but as of now thank you.
From: ABC
To: R
i wish i never met you. but you've helped me change to the better versions of myself every time our paths cross. so fuck you and thank you.
From: ABC
To: R
You were in my dreams a couple times. I think I did fall in love with you, I just didn't want to say it
