Unsent messages to R
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 31, 2020, 8:32 am UTC
I never even told you how I felt. Still wish you knew how much you changed me and the way I see things. I wish we talked more and were able to just write music and laugh but we know I won't ever have the guts to ask you. I wish I could see you smile again.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 31, 2020, 7:53 am UTC
You neglected me, laughed at an apology u didn't deserve. Acted like nothing happened. Idc about u anymore.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 30, 2020, 8:08 am UTC
Treat her better than how you treated me, she’s been messed over so many times and even though she’s stronger than me I don’t want her to hurt like I did.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 29, 2020, 4:50 pm UTC
i poured my heart out to you. i know you see my stories. you know everything. then what’s stopping you?
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 28, 2020, 11:09 pm UTC
you texted me like I knew you would but it's always the same. what's the point when you don't even care. i keep trying to let you go but everything leads me back. i hate that i let my walls down for you and the fact that i can't even blame you.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 28, 2020, 9:12 am UTC
if i saw you at a store 10 years from now, my heart will break all over again n i wouldn't be okay. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 27, 2020, 9:07 pm UTC
~ I always tried to make you happy. You were my best friend. But now that I’m gone you don’t even care about me ~
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 26, 2020, 11:33 pm UTC
me jodes la vida, no te imaginas lo mucho que te odio. no te entiendo nunca te puedo hacer feliz, que quieres de mi? me quitaste todo lo que yo queria junto con todos ellos tu y ellos me lo quitaron te odio te odio te odio te odio te odio te odio, me afectas y te odio no te entiendo nunca sere feliz, estoy rota te odio eres un idiota infeliz, maltratas y afectas a todos con tus estupidas decisiones nunca me tomas en cuenta y me dejas a parte, pero luego vienes e llorarme nunca te entendere estupido de mierda te odio te odio te odio te odio te odio te odio te odio te odio
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 26, 2020, 12:07 am UTC
I never knew I needed someone until you walked in. You are the only eyes I want to get lost in. If you ever left, my other half would be missing.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 25, 2020, 12:43 pm UTC
We talked for so long and it’s partially my fault it didn’t go somewhere cause I was afraid but you ended it horribly and have left me scared. I’m currently talking to another guy and because of you I’m terrified to get serious with him because I don’t want to be hurt again. The worst part is is that you don’t even know the pain you caused me. You’re just living your life like the last year meant nothing
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 25, 2020, 7:51 am UTC
fuck you. fuck you. to this day i am so fucked up beyond words because of you. i hate that i still have to think about it. you’ve completely changed me. the version of myself the world sees is a coping mechanism for the way you ruined the old me. i just wanted to love you.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 24, 2020, 8:45 pm UTC
I am glad you were the first man I loved. I will forever regret not loving you enough. I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 24, 2020, 1:25 pm UTC
i really don’t want to know if this is the end of us or not, cause without you. i don’t know what i’ll do
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 23, 2020, 10:49 am UTC
I love you so much and you always say you feel the same but I know you want to be with other girls and thats okay...
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 23, 2020, 10:01 am UTC
You said, "I love you but i'm not in love with you" and it hurt. I loved you and I spent days trying to figure out what I was doing wrong. But I did nothing wrong. It led me to learn that no matter how well you treat someone, there are people who just aren't meant to be.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 23, 2020, 9:24 am UTC
Thanks for asking out my best friend only days after we broke up. Despite my worries about you giving her so much attention. Thank you for making me feel like I was never good enough. After all this time, I’m finally healing.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 23, 2020, 5:59 am UTC
I hope you realize how much I truly loved and cared for you... I really did my best to keep you happy...
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 22, 2020, 8:09 pm UTC
you learned too late how to treat a girl well. why’d you wait to try it on her when i’d been fighting so long?
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 22, 2020, 7:58 pm UTC
you tore me open and didn’t even give me any sympathy. i really don’t like you anymore, even if i love you still.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 21, 2020, 8:04 pm UTC
I never loved anyone as much as I loved you
But no one gave me as little love as you gave it to me
Tell me what did my heart choose you?
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 18, 2020, 8:48 pm UTC
You made me believe in the impossible: that you loved me. But in the end you showed me realitiy: impossible is impossible.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 18, 2020, 7:44 pm UTC
I never loved anyone as much as I loved you
But no one gave me as little love as you gave it to me
Tell me what did my heart choose you?
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 15, 2020, 8:10 pm UTC
I never loved anyone as much as I loved you
But no one gave me as little love as you gave it to me
Tell me what did my heart choose you?
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 15, 2020, 2:16 am UTC
believe it or not i’m happy for you and i’m glad she’s all you ever wanted and that she makes you happy love you forever
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 15, 2020, 1:39 am UTC
believe it or not i’m happy for you and i’m glad she’s all you ever wanted and that she makes you happy love you forever
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 14, 2020, 11:42 pm UTC
I want you to reach out but I don’t know if I could bear it. I miss you so much but I’d die if I heard from you
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 14, 2020, 11:35 pm UTC
you always said my name looked better with your last one. I always think that future me will still get to have it
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 14, 2020, 10:34 pm UTC
I hate you for what you did. I wouldve given you anything and you still had to take everything from me
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 14, 2020, 7:40 pm UTC
Your actions told me I was the only was, but oh was I wrong. There was one who had you while I though you were mine.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 14, 2020, 9:58 am UTC
I need to erase all the paranoia you left on me. but ik that I'll never forget you.
(is that your favorite color yet?)
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 12, 2020, 6:45 pm UTC
I just wish u knew that love you with all of my heart i dont really know how to tell you this but you’re literally everything to me :)
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 12, 2020, 4:08 pm UTC
I am glad we are still friends. But it still hurts when you tell me about the other girls. I sadly still miss you, love.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 12, 2020, 1:52 pm UTC
a year ago today, i told u i loved you for the first time. i wish i could still tell you that every day, but i can't...
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 12, 2020, 2:17 am UTC
a year ago today, i told u i loved you for the first time. i wish i could still tell you that every day, but i can't...
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 11, 2020, 5:44 pm UTC
I always want to believe in a parallel universe we find each other, that we are meant to be and everything that we ever went through will disappear into oblivion.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 9, 2020, 8:54 pm UTC
Du får mig älska skolan, för då får jag träffa dig. Hatar helgerna. Du gör mig så lycklig. Är så kär i dig.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 6, 2020, 11:28 pm UTC
We were best friends, then we were together and now we don't even talk to each other and you treat me really bad, why? I never hurt you, i wish we could be friends again.
M
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 5, 2020, 9:07 am UTC
thank you for teaching me that if i made a wish and threw a coin into the sewer vent and it fell right threw, my wish would come true. you were my wish.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 4, 2020, 9:14 am UTC
hi idk if u care or not but i think about u almost everyday. youll always be apart of my life. may we meet again. love you forever
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 3, 2020, 9:59 am UTC
I wish I would’ve told you that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you . But I can’t... because you’ve found someone else to spend the rest of your life with
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 3, 2020, 1:19 am UTC
one year ago today we were still together. ive moved on. you were my first, but i still think about you everyday. wishing you the best,
c
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 2, 2020, 4:31 am UTC
I'm sorry for being mean to you. I hope you're doing well. Too bad I never got to see you two years ago.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 2, 2020, 2:19 am UTC
I’m tired of waiting, I’m finally going to try to find someone new. Someone that can treat me the way I need to be treated
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 2, 2020, 1:01 am UTC
thanks for making me fall for you, treating me like a queen and then dumping me over the phone. i gave you my heart and you gave me nothing in return
From: ABC
To: R
Date: October 1, 2020, 12:38 am UTC
You found someone new and I’m honestly happy for you but I really thought you were the one and it hurts knowing how easy it was for you to move on.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: September 30, 2020, 10:44 pm UTC
I think about the night we met every single night and i really miss your touch, you are great person but not right for me, wish you the best
From: ABC
To: R
Date: September 30, 2020, 1:34 am UTC
it took me forever to get over you. I’m sorry i never talked to you in person I should’ve but it was bound to come to an end.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:15 pm UTC
Maybe it was the wrong time but that doesn’t mean you won’t come back to me. The thing is by then I might be gone.
From: ABC
To: R
Date: September 29, 2020, 5:47 am UTC
I found an old voicemail from you, I listen to it whenever I start to forget what your voice sounds like
From: ABC
To: R
Date: September 28, 2020, 6:55 pm UTC
I know she was already in your life when you walked into mine. You did nothing and thus you deserve nothing.
