From: ABC
To: R
Date: November 8, 2020, 5:14 pm
i can't type your name out because it's very weird and distinctive but also cool but also funny how every time you're drunk you tell me the same stories about your family history and life background and about how you want to read maths and philosophy books in their original language, why the fuck do we have to be on exactly the same wavelength we have the same the same sense of humour and outlook on life and you work so hard but also ask me about my life and can see into my fucking soul i am going to kill you why are you in the room underneath mine you can probably hear me typing right now why do you have to have a girlfriend i am genuinely genuinely genuinely jealous why the fuck do you act like she doesn't exist fuck giselle im sure shes lovely thats the problem but she cant be that amazing if youre so fucking flirty why do we have a string that runs from your window to mine why do you randomly message me when the conversation is so unncessary why did you pour popcorn over my head why do you sit so close to me when you are drunk having drank the same drink as me why have you drunk texted me twice why did we go on an 11pm trip to tesco i am going to fucking kill you why do you have to be from the same place as me you remind me of home and my family and my friends and our houses are like 30 minutes from eachother what the fuck like my friend literally knows your friend why is it that i always find myself in situations that seem so meant to be that it is actually infuriating i could throw my laptop out of the window why the fuck can i hear you moving around why does it matter if i throw my greek textbook just to piss you off why the fuck do you have a girlfriend why do you laugh like that and wear a fucking necklace and a ring that's so cute you are so sure of yourself yet so insecure at the same fucking time please leave why are you here leave me alone stop turning up either break the fuck up with her or leave me alone those are your options i can't believe you patted me on the head why do we have drunk selfies together on my phone why do you check my phone like its yours why do you know about my life and family
you are a lovely person but i don't just want to be friends with you but i have to be i can just sit here and wait because its not as though there is anyone else but thats what i did before and it ended in my heart being fucking shattere
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how is the situation so similar yet so different i dont think you would genuinely manipualte me why the fuck do you have to exist but not only exist why have we ended up in the same place at the same time in the same accomodation block with your room directly under mine i'm actually pissed off this shit is not fair