Unsent messages to R
From: ABC
To: R
I’m scared of the day when we have to look each other in the eye again because I don’t know how I’ll react.
From: ABC
To: R
In such a short time we fell deeply in love, without thinking about the consequences it would bring us.
From: ABC
To: R
We were best friends, then we were together and now we don't even talk to each other and you treat me really bad, why? I never hurt you, i wish we could be friends again.
M
From: ABC
To: R
Do you not realize what you did to me? I have never been the same. It’s been over a year & I can’t escape you.
From: ABC
To: R
All I wanted was a relationship with you, all I wanted was to feel loved but you just wanted someone who would give you what you wanted even if it was selfish
From: ABC
To: R
Why didn't you drive me home that night? Why did you treat me like ass? I didn't want to ruin it. I never meant to. Maybe I wasn't feeling loved. Maybe I wished my boyfriend cared about me. Sue me. I was drunk out of my mind, on a Saturday night and you still wouldn't drive me home. We hung out once a week because you were too tired, but I always made time for you. So when some random guy drives me home when I'm drunk and you won't, and he convinces me to kiss him, I'm the bitch? You could have done so much more, and if you had we might be still together. It's been over a year, I'm happy with a guy that actually cares for me, but I still miss you. Why do I still miss you.m
From: ABC
To: R
My mood switched and i stopped talking that night because i knew you weren’t gonna miss me as much as i was gonna miss you
From: ABC
To: R
you were my best friend for so long. i ignored every argument and disagreement because it hurt to realise the truth. it wasn’t right person wrong time, you were the wrong person. the manipulative techniques and the apologies to get on my good side made me snap. the final argument shattered my self confidence to this day, so that was it. i have reached out to check you’re ok, because that’s just me, and i desperately want to forget it all and laugh with you once more. but no. i’m better than that. i deserve better. stay safe
From: ABC
To: R
Lu , me hiciste sentir muy amada perdóname por querer haber atentando contra mi vida cuando me dejaste , pero entiende eras todo para mi, me hacías muy feliz , se q eras celosa y tóxica pero eso para mi no significaba nada:(( solamente quiero volver a verte y decirte q me hiciste muy feliz
From: ABC
To: R
if i don’t make it, remember that i love you and i always will. i’ll watch over you from the stars, i promise.
From: ABC
To: R
I love you too much but i'll never be enough for you, not after her. I know it's time to let you go but you mean so much to me even as a friend. Idk if i will ever fall for someone when you exist in my life. I can't escaped thinking of you, of us, our similarities that you'll never notice and will never want to because i'm me, an ugly friend of yours who you look at as a cute sister. This pain and emotion is endless, i can't handle it anymore. Seeing you makes everything even worse. As I'm writing this my heart is beating so fast. I wish you could see yourself the way that i see you. I've never seen someone more special than you, you are all i've wanted but i guess the timing is wrong. I know that you feel something too but will never break it to yourself because you don't want to, why would you? I'm nothing compared to you, her or anyone you've liked. Your texts kill me everytime. I wish i could die so this painful life would stop
From: ABC
To: R
I guess this is it. After almost 3 years of breakup, we’re finally letting go of each other. Please stay safe.
From: ABC
To: R
I rejected you because I was afraid and now I’m damned to love you from afar and watch you find love with another.
From: ABC
To: R
I wish I tried better to make you happy and show I loved you. I guess I was just scared you would get annoyed with me, and that's what drove you away.
From: ABC
To: R
You changed my life, I still mis you sometimes. I kinda hoped we eould talk again, sorry things ended the way they did even though it was your fault
From: ABC
To: R
You’re the first one I’ve written on here for.Now I can’t stop.I feel empty without you,please come back.
From: ABC
To: R
i hate you but if you looked at me like you once did, i'd do anything for you. why does it have to be this way?
From: ABC
To: R
Sometimes I feel like I’ll never be able to love like that again. All I see is you. Why is this still so hard.
From: ABC
To: R
I still think that if I hadn't pushed you away you will be with me and not her. Don't talk to me as we were friends, we are not.
From: ABC
To: R
ik i deserved better but i really wanted you to change for me and it hurts to see you do that for somebody else.
From: ABC
To: R
You know what you say hurts me yet you still say it, I do whatever I can do be good to you and you repay me with that
From: ABC
To: R
I can’t help but feel crazy. I felt such a strong connection with you. Your mind is just so captivating...However I’m not really sure if it was fantasy or reality. Who knows, I guess we will never know.
From: ABC
To: R
I was afraid to want you when you wanted me and now I’m forced to love you from a distance while you fall for someone else.
From: ABC
To: R
Du får mig älska skolan, för då får jag träffa dig. Hatar helgerna. Du gör mig så lycklig. Är så kär i dig.
From: ABC
To: R
I deleted your number 3 years ago to avoid temptation - I’m still regretting it to this day. Hope you’re okay. M
From: ABC
To: R
I am furious at you because you don't need me as much as I need you but I think I might like you. I can't keep falling for my best friends. I haven't even seen you for a year. please call me back.
From: ABC
To: R
I always want to believe in a parallel universe we find each other, that we are meant to be and everything that we ever went through will disappear into oblivion.
From: ABC
To: R
I missed you. Now that you’re back I wanna tell you everything and nothing. I’m a completely different person then I was a year ago. A part of me has always cared for you, I’ll always have a soft spot for you. Let’s run away together and escape this life.
From: ABC
To: R
POTANGINA shet bakit ganyan. Gusto kita pero hindi pwede kasi meron iba,,, kaibigan lang tayo pero bakit minsan pag kausap kita sumasakit ng dib dib ko,,,,hindi ko alam kung linalaruan mo lang ng feelings ko kasi alam tunkol dati,,, pero hindi ko alam,,, hayaan na lang kita,,,
From: ABC
To: R
i’m so in love with you, even though in the past I wasn’t the best, I swear I want you to be in my future.
From: ABC
To: R
I thought we could be. But you looked away. Now, i'm just staring at your back, waiting for you to turn back.
From: ABC
To: R
i hate you so much. you played with my feelings over and over for the past two years. but I hope everything is going well for u, it seems to be.
From: ABC
To: R
a year ago today, i told u i loved you for the first time. i wish i could still tell you that every day, but i can't...
From: ABC
To: R
It wasn’t me, it was you but I wish it was me, because than we would’ve worked it out after 7 years...
From: ABC
To: R
hey , i dont know why i thought we woukd last but i was just in a really low place back then . you kept playing with my emotions but i didnt want to go i wasnt over you and it took me so long to be full over you because i had never fallen in love before my heart felt physically unable to cope you changed me and i think that was for the best . i did start to love myself more buy you werent with me because you loved me u were with me because u pitied me nd my mental health. i dont love you anymore because ive seen how you are now and ive moved on and im living the best life i coukd live
From: ABC
To: R
Why did you stop trying. If you loved me then why wasn’t it enough for me to be a priority. Was it my fault?
From: ABC
To: R
a year ago today, i told u i loved you for the first time. i wish i could still tell you that every day, but i can't...
From: ABC
To: R
I can't say if I ever did love you, but I think what I felt was pretty close to it. you were all I could see, you really lit up everything, but one day you didn't and I couldn't understand why at the time, but now I know, and I'm sorry. thank you for everything you did for me, for the kind words and the many many jokes, just thank you. I'm so grateful that out of everyone in this world, I got to meet you and spend time with you. I hope whoever you end up with treats you well and is able to see what an amazing person you are.
From: ABC
To: R
I am glad we are still friends. But it still hurts when you tell me about the other girls. I sadly still miss you, love.
From: ABC
To: R
I just wish u knew that love you with all of my heart i dont really know how to tell you this but you’re literally everything to me :)
From: ABC
To: R
seriously sorry you know you were one of the best friends I've had but we ended badly.You know I have tried to get closer to you after the problem but apparently you don't want to and then I respect your decision if you don't want to talk to me anymore it's fine You know that if at any time you want to talk again, I will be here but for now I will leave you alone I miss you but then aha
From: ABC
To: R
Why are u so kind with me ? Why do u want to help me ? Do u feel obliged ? It's because u love me ? Why do u don't say that u love me ? U don't love me ? U stay with me because ? Because what ?
From: ABC
To: R
i wish i didnt tell anyone. i wish kept you a secret. maybe i could've changed your mind. talk to me.
From: ABC
To: R
We were friends since we were 6. I always knew it wasn't going to last forever, but i wanted it to, i tried so hard. You didn't try at all, you still don't. Just tell me you don't want to be friends anymore. Ignoring me and hanging out with the people we used to hate hurts so much more. I hate to say it, but i hate the person you've become, the person you've always been. I don't know how i looked past it. You shutting down all my ideas, controlling who i speak to, making me feel shitty, telling people personal things. You're a horrible person. I just wish i realised it sooner.
From: ABC
To: R
Being honest about loving you felt like loving myself. It also made me realize I needed to love myself without you.
From: ABC
To: R
You used me for emotional support and cried when I left. I was so young and naive. I was hung up for so long. I have now found what real love is. Screw you.
From: ABC
To: R
i miss you so much,but not this version of you. i want my r back, not whoevers this is, i want the real you, even after everything id take you back in a heartbeat, i miss you
From: ABC
To: R
i wish you’d have told me why you left me. you caused me so much pain and many sleepless nights not knowing what i’d done wrong. fuck you.
From: ABC
To: R
I need to erase all the paranoia you left on me. but ik that I'll never forget you.
(is that your favorite color yet?)
From: ABC
To: R
You really hurt me, and you don’t even know. And now you’re back with her...
Being just friends with you is so hard, but I can’t not have you in my life so I guess I’ll have to live with it being like this.
