I know I never showed it and we never "dated", but I cared so much about you and I don't even think you cared. Hopefully you'll make someone as happy as you made me.

i hope one day we can look at the ceiling and talk about nothing again. nothing turned out to be everything.

I miss you lots. I am hurt we went from being around each other everyday to barely talking anymore. I wish you would ask about me and hit me up sometimes. anyways, I love you.

You hurt me more than anyone has in a long time and the worst part is I can’t be mad at you cuz you don’t know how bad it really was.

Antes tú eras lo único que me hacía feliz, pero ahora yo soy mi propia fuente de felicidad y me va mucho mejor así

it was your birthday a few days ago, and you spent it with her. i know you dont care about me anymore but you would be proud at how far ive come. we were toxic for eachother and too young to know what love was. im entering the new year without u and thats okay. i dont miss you. i miss the memories but its time to forget. thank you for making me who i am, i lost you however i found myself. maybe one day in the future we will meet again and things will be different or maybe not. i wish we had a future. but here i am...

So we haven’t talked since you got taken away 5 Christmas’s ago. I just want you to know me and your family still are here for you and will always love you. You were like a brother to me and I loved it. Please try and find us one day.

idk how ur girlfriend stayed with you after you being involved with someone 8 years younger but , both of u go off looool prick

Sometimes I wish u actually talked to me about what u wanted yet u left me with no warning and now I have moved on but u wanna come back I can’t do that to myself

i hope you realise what am amazing person you can be, no matter what everyone says deep down i know he’s still in there somewhere.

I don’t understand you. But I thank and appreciate everything you put me through because now I know just how strong I am.

Dear Ben, I love you, with all my heart and that will never change! We were too young to understand what love meant and unfortunately that meant things ended for us. I miss you, I miss everything about you from our 3am chats to our walks in the park to all the times I saw you. From the day I met you I knew I would love you until the day I die. Things have not always been easy, far from it at times but I’m so glad it happened. I was the happiest girl in the world. If only it didn’t end how it did-I wonder if things would be different. I miss you Ben, I miss the way your smile would light up the room, your laugh would make me day, your hugs would make me cozy, and whenever I was with you I was happy. There was never a dull moment. I wish i could change time but the past is the past and there is no going back. I wish you all the best Ben and I’m sorry for everything. I love you

Thank You!! I wouldnt say we were in love but you showed me how I deserve to be treated and you constantly made me feel good about myself

i never told you i was gay because i was scared of how'd you react. that's why i never told you how i felt either.

You made me feel like myself. now I've lost you I have nothing. and I mean nothing. all my mental health has fucked all because of you. I think what hurts the most is that your completely over me to the point that you can sleep with the girl you told me not to worry about. you ruined my favourite band, my favourite songs, the sentence 'lets go guys'. I need you so bad man. my life has fallen apart but your so bad for me but I guess I don't care. I've started smoking, stealing, and doing this I never would have done if you didn't leave. I love you more then I have ever loved anybody and you know how afraid I was so I don't understand how you could just leave me in the dark after everything I told you such as my sisters condition and my severe anxiety that is taking over my life.

I can't even write your full name I'm that scared.I just wanted to say I love you.I love your goofynees no one else seems to appreciate, I love the way you never fail to make me laugh, I love how kind you are and how simple and average you are with everything.I wish you knew how much I liked you and how I think you're beyond great because that's what you deserve.This might sound weird but I want you to be happy forever and I genuinely wish you all the best.I really do hope to see/know you in the future just to makes sure you're alright but yk lifes weird.I love and miss you so much.

I literally always forget your name but thanks for giving me my electric. Best 2 week mistake I’ve ever made

I had thought that I had found the one and that was you, you stopped hanging out with me, stopped talking to me, but started talking to her starting hanging out with her. I used to watch you out of my window. You and her laughing, chasing each other. The way you looked at her, you never looked at me that way. You would find ways to say you've gotta go home. You hurt me. And you started dating her after I moved. Do you know how that made me feel no you don't. You can tell all of our friends that I was the one who stopped but we both know it was you. God what am I even doing. I never told anyone this but I hate you and I hate your guts you where the first boy I ever told that I loved them and meant it. You had gotten all of our friends to hate me. How could you do this to me. You where jus a bump in the road to my future husband. Right now you mean nothing to me. How could you look at her the way you never did to me. Your my fist cheek kiss, my first hug, my first holding of hands. And when I was with you I was happy, until that day when I was out, you came out then went back in. I sat on the grass for an hour, we had no way of talking or communicating. You talked to her more than you talked to me. How could you.

You destroyed me and I grew from it. Now I'm coming back to you, years later, when I hit that low point once again.

hope you find your happiness, through yourself or another girl. it doesn’t matter. i just want you to be happy and feel loved. something i gave you temporarily. right thing, right people, wrong time. fuq you

I’d rather go blind than watch you fall for her the way you fell sleep for me at one point in our history.

Thoughts of you still rush through my head as they did when we first touched.You’ll never have better. I shouldn’t have done it. I’m Sorry.

Thoughts of u still rush through my head as they did when we first touched.I’m sorry. I fcked up.You’ll never have better.

I had so much hope for us. the effort I went into to keep us stable made us fall apart quicker than ever.

I loved you so much. I still love you. I wish you felt the same. If I could take back that night I would.

i stood by you. i stood up for you. you were my best friend. some of my most cherished memories are with you. but i just can't ignore the cracks in our friendship anymore. i can't ignore every time you fuck up. every time you hurt me. every time you ignore me.

i just can't do it anymore, ben.

please. get out of my life.

i had a lot of fun with you but you should really stop judging people so much. also you've prob talked shit behind my back but whatever ig.

I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me but words can’t even describe exactly how I feel about you and I just want you to know I see your struggles and I wish I could take all that away but I swear to you I will be by your side every single step of the way I wish the very best for you

i was silently screaming for help and you just ignored me. and the saddest part is that i'd forgive you

i loved your aesthetic, energy and innocence. You were too good for me to believe you wanted me. i’m sorry i left the way i did

i still get lost in your eyes when we pass each other in the hallways like i used to, the difference now is we’re strangers.

hey. i never told you how i felt lol. i was always way too scared because i didn't want to be humiliated. so now i'm stuck with what could've been...

uh hi! it really sucks that you're so out of my league it hurts tbh. i can't tell you how much i like you without embarrassing myself - even though i did tell you but it's obvious you don't feel the same way back :( i've never wanted you to feel obligated to like me back but thank you for just being you. you've been the nicest person to me throughout all the painful years of unrequited love and i couldn't ask for anything more. it hurts so bad that you've never reciprocated these feelings but i guess that's life! i hope you do well in your future, i want nothing but the best for you. from, your not so secret admirer :)

Thanks for being such a positive influence in my life. Heaven does pick it's favorites :) I miss you brother.

I kinda hate how much u meant to me and how much you still do. I don't miss u, but I will always remember u. You have a weird part of me.

I don't get you. You are just... dark. and I want to be encompassed by the dark. and i fucking hate that.

wasn't gonna submit one about you, but ur an interesting one. idk why but i always keep coming back to you. you're so easy to be around like too easy. it's literally an escape from reality whenever i'm with you, but u do make me feel weird about myself that's for sure. compared to other guys i've been with you're surprisingly one of the better ones which says a lot about how shitty the guys i get with are. i'm tired and emotionally drained so i'll leave it at this: i don't have feelings for u but i wish u had some for me :)

You're not really that cool. I don't know why i let you take over my life,
and please spell my name right its not hard.

Hey i'm really glad that I met you and I miss you a lot but I know you don't miss me back. I just wish you wouldn't have left me.

I hope you healed from what you didn’t talk about

if we ever break up i'll never recover. you are everything and more. i love you babydoll.

I miss laying in bed reading with you. Everything felt like an adventure with you.

i think im falling for you and it scares me

i wish you cared about me like i did about you.

"we" only happened in my head right? am I that forgettable?

i don’t know how to show i love you

I really like you but things are so complicated but our bond feels so genuine. this sucks.

sometimes i wonder if any of mine are from you. i know they aren't.

sunsets still remind me of you

i want to be the best version of myself for you