From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 13, 2023, 11:35 pm UTC
my art revolves around you and you don’t even know it.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 13, 2023, 7:27 pm UTC
i hope u’re doing well. i wish i could’ve told u that i started playing the guitar
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 13, 2023, 7:02 pm UTC
i still hear your voice while i fall asleep. and see you in my dreams. it makes me feel alive again
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 13, 2023, 12:44 am UTC
i am so in love with you that it hurts. i wish you were gay.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 12, 2023, 11:03 pm UTC
you hurt me so deeply so why can’t i move on?
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 12, 2023, 9:31 pm UTC
you don’t know how many times i’ve had to convince myself not to call you.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 12, 2023, 7:36 pm UTC
i can't get a read on u and idk if i can trust my intuition anymore
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 12, 2023, 6:48 pm UTC
at least i got to live in a universe where i got to call you mine <3
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 12, 2023, 6:36 pm UTC
i loved you so much and i think the worst part is i haven’t stopped
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 12, 2023, 8:30 am UTC
i wish we could just start again. you made me so happy and im thankful for everything despite it all
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 12, 2023, 6:13 am UTC
I wish you weren’t so afraid to commit.
I still love you though <3
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 12, 2023, 4:30 am UTC
how long has it been? i wanna see you smile and laugh. i love you so much Ben . hope to see u soon
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 12, 2023, 1:37 am UTC
i knew it was to good to be true, maybe in another universe
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 11, 2023, 9:51 pm UTC
i want you so badly. i want everything about you and i want to be in your life so badly
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 11, 2023, 7:18 pm UTC
i took it out of my phone case but i could never in a million throw it away.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 11, 2023, 4:46 pm UTC
i don't like you anymore but i'm still stuck on what we could have been. i miss what we had
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 11, 2023, 4:45 pm UTC
i'm not sure if you like me anymore but i'm just still stuck on what we could have been.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 11, 2023, 8:52 am UTC
you actually really ruined me when i loved you soooo much, and now you care and want me back? Why?
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 11, 2023, 12:31 am UTC
i miss you everyday i really need you in my life
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 10, 2023, 8:09 pm UTC
Nearly a year. I think about you more than I’d like
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 10, 2023, 5:14 am UTC
It’s because of you I’m failing my classes, you’re all I think about
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 10, 2023, 4:23 am UTC
I wish you'd knew that I loved you thru all your lovers, and that I helped you to see you happy.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 10, 2023, 12:33 am UTC
i wish that he hadn’t lied to everyone about me. i wish you would have asked me about it first
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 10, 2023, 12:19 am UTC
all i ever wanted was to be yours, but all you ever wanted was someone else
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 9, 2023, 7:48 pm UTC
its been four years sometimes i wonder if you'd still be alive if i never told that boy what you did
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 9, 2023, 7:30 pm UTC
just be mine and no one else’s, okay? i promise i’ll take care of u
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 4, 2023, 10:59 pm UTC
I think I actually did love you and I don’t think I’ll ever get over you
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: October 1, 2023, 3:48 am UTC
i miss you a lot. do u remember all the moments we shared? i hope u miss me too.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 30, 2023, 6:48 pm UTC
idk if you're playing or if i make you feel uncomfortable but i'll disappear from your life soon
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 29, 2023, 9:59 am UTC
Tip for the future: your rebound actually has feelings and isn’t just for your distraction
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 27, 2023, 11:36 am UTC
please don't fully leave me behind. at the very least, keep me in your thoughts.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 26, 2023, 5:32 pm UTC
You were my first love, first heartbreak and then first person who snapped me out of naivety.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 26, 2023, 2:11 am UTC
I hate you for not seeing my worth and giving me excuses... it's your fault you got heartbroken
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 26, 2023, 1:26 am UTC
i’ll never know another love as pure and sweet as yours
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 24, 2023, 9:23 pm UTC
i hope u know the distance never made a difference to me
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 23, 2023, 5:13 pm UTC
it’s september now and i’ve been trying to get over you since april☹️
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 21, 2023, 10:11 pm UTC
why was i not enough? how could she ever love you the way i did?
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 20, 2023, 2:23 pm UTC
Sort yourself out before getting a rebound gf.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 20, 2023, 4:44 am UTC
How could you believe I did that to you? Or did you just want an excuse to leave me
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 19, 2023, 9:29 am UTC
you don’t see me the way I see you and it shatters my heart. what even are we?
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 15, 2023, 5:30 am UTC
I wish you hadn’t given up on me so quick. I guess we are equal to blame for how it ended…
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 14, 2023, 5:56 am UTC
look i know we went our separate ways but man i miss you so much
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 13, 2023, 4:55 am UTC
I miss who I wanted you to be, and even tho I could never be with you again I still think about you
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 11, 2023, 5:57 am UTC
why would i of all people talk bad about you?