Unsent messages to BEN
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 13, 2020, 8:36 am UTC
I have never loved anyone like I love you. You are the best thing to ever happen to me, I am the luckiest girl alive. I hope that this lasts forever.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 13, 2020, 12:52 am UTC
i miss you, the way u spoke to me and the way you made me feel, i just hate the fact that you always knew it was going to be her but still made me believe that you wanted me and i was the only one, i hate that you admitted to me that you never saw me as more than one of your âhoesâ and that you used me for validation all along, why couldnt you just tell me i wasnât as important as you made me out to be
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 13, 2020, 12:41 am UTC
Thank you for everything. You taught me how to be myself while with someone else. I still think about how it didn't workout
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 12, 2020, 9:07 pm UTC
you are the reason I can no longer listen to some of my favourite songs, because they remind me that I still love you
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 12, 2020, 8:49 am UTC
It brings me peace now, Iâm glad it happened it taught me a lot. I just always wondered if you thought about things the same way I did and ever felt any remorse.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 12, 2020, 7:10 am UTC
Iâve never felt pain like I did the day you left me. I wanted everything to end there and then. But Iâm happy it didnât work.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 12, 2020, 4:30 am UTC
You couldâve waited, Iâd of got out of my depression sooner or later. What happened to the promise of forever:(
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 12, 2020, 3:29 am UTC
I love you. I wish you felt the same but thank you for being my best friend, maybe one day we will work
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 11, 2020, 7:14 pm UTC
Why did you tell me you loved me but kept breaking my heart? Even though youâve hurt me I still want you to come fix it.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 11, 2020, 10:24 am UTC
You wanted me first, made me fall for you so hard and you left so easily.
You will never know how much pain i am in, but thatâs okay
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 10, 2020, 9:39 pm UTC
Thank you for helping feel less insecure about wearing glasses. Thank you for teaching me what toxicity looks like.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:42 pm UTC
sometimes those who love each other just have to be apart.
sometimes things just donât work out.
i miss you
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 10, 2020, 12:59 pm UTC
you wonât see this. i wish you liked me as much as i like you. i know you like me but not the way i like you
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 10, 2020, 12:10 pm UTC
Thank you for letting me go because I never would of walked away. You taught me love doesnât really exist :/
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 10, 2020, 2:49 am UTC
I wish we never had sex again after you & her broke up. You told me you wouldnât go back to her but you did.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 10, 2020, 12:59 am UTC
I'm angry because you weren't there for me. And when we stopped talking the second time around I was upset because i didn't care about being with you like that, I just wanted to talk with you again. I wish we'd speak more. Sometimes I feel like you're embarrassed to talk to me.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 9, 2020, 11:32 pm UTC
please donât ever leave me. iâve never met someone whoâs treated me like you do. you make me feel loved
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 9, 2020, 8:23 pm UTC
I wish I called you just one more time because maybe it could have saved your life and you'd still be here
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 9, 2020, 6:12 pm UTC
youâve ruined every relationship iâve tried since you because of the trust issues you gave me wehen you cheated
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 8, 2020, 6:47 pm UTC
I love you so much and I hope that one day you'll love me back because I know I have "moved on" but I'm still waiting
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 7, 2020, 6:41 am UTC
Although we were only ever just friends, I kept hoping one day youâd change your mind and want me too
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 7, 2020, 5:22 am UTC
why did you have to leave right when i finally opened up my heart. I know you could care less about me or my feelings, but i canât handle the pain anymore.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 7, 2020, 2:30 am UTC
Hey, how are you. we haven't talked in a while, how are you and your partner doing? I always wanted to tell you that i like you,i was gonna tell you that i like you but when you told me you're dating someone my heart broke a little more, and then you stopped talking to me, my heart broke a lot more, my friends hates you for leading me on, they hate you for what you said. All that saying just for you to break me more. just know im still here for you, you can talk to me when you're having a bad day,
i love you...
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 7, 2020, 12:27 am UTC
youâll never know but you helped out of a really dark place. from the night we met you impacted me and my view of myself and you were the first person to make me feel like maybe Iâm not worthless and I can be loved. your the first boy I caught proper feelings for and I wish I told you what u meant to me, because now itâs over and only now do I realise how much I actually liked u and how much I miss u. weâre still friends but I really hope one day soon we can be more again. i really, really just want one of your cuddles :(
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 6, 2020, 10:28 pm UTC
i wanted to let go but i held on in hopes that one day youâd be mine, but now i think iâm okay with letting you go, especially now that you know i loved you, thank you ben
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 6, 2020, 10:20 pm UTC
you ruined my perception of love and trust, but i would go back every time to feel what we had again, iâve never had anything like it. And i fear that i never will again.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 6, 2020, 9:25 pm UTC
ben i think i really like you and i wonât admit it to myself so i cringe as i type this. youâre so funny and you wonât see this anyway but erm yea see you in the next life i hope
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 6, 2020, 7:47 pm UTC
i wish you would understand how much I care and want the best for you. let me love you. i want to experience this time with you.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: September 6, 2020, 7:00 pm UTC
You wasnât my love, but you are your girlfriends. If only she knew what you did to me whilst she was waiting for you.
