Unsent messages to BEN
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 28, 2023, 1:57 am UTC
i love you so so much baby boo >_<
ur my soulmate
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 27, 2023, 2:46 am UTC
i've known you for 4 months and i've loved every second of it
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 23, 2023, 1:52 pm UTC
ur my best friend. i don’t know if i’m urs but ur mine
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 23, 2023, 11:58 am UTC
You're so easy to love and yet this is so hard.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 22, 2023, 12:49 am UTC
does she make you listen to taylor swift too?
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 19, 2023, 9:54 pm UTC
i love you, youre the best thing that ever happened to me
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:37 pm UTC
I love you. More than you’ll ever care to know
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:19 pm UTC
You took so much and never intended on giving any back.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 18, 2023, 5:52 pm UTC
All you done was use me and I won’t ever forgive you for that
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 18, 2023, 1:33 am UTC
i miss you Bena
come back
i’ll be waiting
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 16, 2023, 10:17 pm UTC
i wish i could say ily but i can’t risk losing you as a friend
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:50 pm UTC
i'll always be waiting for u <3 sorry we didnt work out
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:02 am UTC
In other lifetimes you’re still here, and I don’t miss you.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 14, 2023, 7:45 pm UTC
I hope one day you feel the way that I feel now.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 14, 2023, 1:12 am UTC
i hope you know how special you are to me
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 13, 2023, 9:02 pm UTC
i think you're the most beautiful boy i've ever met.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 12, 2023, 11:00 pm UTC
My thoughts about you haven't changed, but my love for you did
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: July 12, 2023, 3:55 pm UTC
I felt like you're only using me for my body,,,
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: January 19, 2021, 4:41 am UTC
Antes tĂş eras lo Ăşnico que me hacĂa feliz, pero ahora yo soy mi propia fuente de felicidad y me va mucho mejor asĂ
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: January 18, 2021, 3:42 pm UTC
I know I’m being confusing, when I don’t have you I want you, when I have you I don’t. I’m sorry, I don’t know what I want.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: January 18, 2021, 6:47 am UTC
I tried to think who my first love was. It’s a bit naive to say my kindergarten boyfriend was my first love. But in some ways,you are. I think about you and hope life has treated you well
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: January 18, 2021, 5:44 am UTC
I miss our old relationship. I wish she didn't come visit so that you two would have never met. it was better before you knew each other. you replaced me with her like everyone else has. i know i'm always the second choice when it comes to her but I just wish i wasn't when it came to you
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: January 17, 2021, 5:12 am UTC
It’s sucky how you would see my best friend as your first choice. But not me,I’m not even close. yet you will always be my first choice
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: January 17, 2021, 2:10 am UTC
i swear to god stop trying to text me . you have a girlfriend that you cheated on me for . not complaining , you were really just the product of lockdown loneliness and idc how mean that sounds . you chose to hurt me , and now you’re gonna have to watch me thrive without you. i love him, i will never not love him. go away ?
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: January 17, 2021, 12:00 am UTC
When i was with you i thought you were the one who would get hurt so i ran and ran in hopes that you would make the decision to leave before i break your heart. But then i left. I broke your heart. And after that i realised how i’ve fallen in love with you and i fell in love so quietly that i didn’t fucking realise until after i left. And now every night i think about you i cry about you i dream about you whilst you are probably sleeping peacefully because although i left, you were the one that got away. You’re not burdened by your actions or your mental illness or your deep fear of rejection. You gave me all the love you had and i told you i didn’t want to be with you anymore. Every time i reach out i know you show your friends and they tell you to not reply and i would do the same. But the truth is i really fucking love you and i will never forgive myself for what i have done. I love you ben. -Isabel / baby / princess / sweetie
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: January 15, 2021, 11:45 am UTC
After you left, I started seeing you more than I ever did when you were mine. I saw you in the music I listened to, you introduced me to so much classic rock and now it hurts to listen. I see you in the things I like, you introduced me to JJBA and now every time I see a character I know you liked my heart aches. I see you in the color green, I see you in TLOZ, I see you in a million different things. I want to be blind to you, I never want to see you again, but I want to see you everyday for the rest of my life.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: January 15, 2021, 11:42 am UTC
How long did you know? Were you with him behind my back? Was it a lie when you told me you loved me? Because I loved you so much it hurt, and it hurts even more to love you when I know you're with another boy. It hurts so much to hear you talk about him, how you were actually in love with him for months even though we had just broken up. You got a boyfriend instantly after you dumped me, you talked about how in love you were, and that hurt more than any mortal wound could. I wish you had stabbed me, I wish you had shot me, it would've hurt less than this heartbreak. But, for some reason, I still love you. I don't want to, but I do.
From: ABC
To: Ben
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:46 pm UTC
I want to thank you so much even tho to you it’s nothing but you really made me happy even when I was sad. It’s hard because I love you and I want to be with you but you clearly will never like me that way and that’s fine but I need to move on and I don’t know how other than to just leave you and end our friendship. Ik that this friendship means nothing to you but it means so much to me. So I’m sorry that I always put this on you because Ik you don’t care at all but I just need you to know how I feel.
