Unsent messages to SAM
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 10, 2020, 5:01 am UTC
Just in case you ever see this, this is what I want you to know: You either get bitter or you get better. You can take what you have been dealt and allow it to make you a better person, or tear you down. Which ever one happens was not fate, it belonged to you. You chose the wrong path and I hope one day you are able to let the past go and grow from it.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 10, 2020, 12:35 am UTC
no matter what i do, i can't seem to drop you. your words hurt man. and you're supposed to be my best friend. you didn't even notice during my darkest times, yet i notice yours. fuck you
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 9, 2020, 2:38 am UTC
I dont get sad when i see your name anymore. But when i think of you, you bring me pain like no other.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 8, 2020, 2:38 am UTC
i hope you won’t ever find this but if you do i just wanna let you know you mean the world to me and i love you with all my heart ??
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 7, 2020, 10:36 pm UTC
i will always love you , your hair , your smile. i hate that i can’t have you and that you don’t want me , you never want me , you just want my friends. but i still love you
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 7, 2020, 8:27 pm UTC
holy shit i think im finally over you, it still hurts but a little less...i'll always love you and look for you in a crowded room :)
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 6, 2020, 12:26 am UTC
do you think we'd still be together if that hadn't happened 5 years ago? Because i do. I hope we find our way back someday
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 4, 2020, 5:37 am UTC
hi sam. i don't know who you are but i felt compelled to write this. you will be okay. you will be OKAY. all the love
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 4, 2020, 5:36 am UTC
hi sam. i don't know who you are but i felt compelled to write this. you will be okay. you will be OKAY. all the love
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 4, 2020, 5:34 am UTC
hi sam. i don't know who you are but i felt compelled to write this. you will be okay. you will be OKAY. all the love
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 3, 2020, 8:34 pm UTC
you chose her over someone who would always have your back and now that someone has to pick up the pieces from that girl that broke you
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 3, 2020, 3:08 pm UTC
I love you so much and I don’t know why you can’t feel the same about me. Everything feels so right when we are together.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 2, 2020, 9:07 pm UTC
I’m sorry from the bottom of my heart. I’m still in love with you. I would do anything to turn back time.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 1, 2020, 2:50 pm UTC
I don’t know why I always come off the way I do but I’ve always had the best intentions whenever I tried reachin out. I understand I may have not left the best impression on you but I hope one day you’ll realize that I’m not as bad of a person you think i am. I always wanted the best for you, even if it doesn’t seem like that at times. Maybe one day you’ll be able to forgive me but till then I will respect your wishes and never come in your path again. I wish you well.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 1, 2020, 3:51 am UTC
im tired of pretending its not your fault. you knew what you were doing. youre such a dick, atleast change your pfp from the one i made you
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 1, 2020, 12:54 am UTC
you still wear the clothes i got you, you still tell me you love me, you still have a place in my heart and it’s so confusing
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 31, 2020, 8:33 pm UTC
I love you so much, I left the boy I had never loved so much for you, please be happy with him, do together the history of love that he and I could never do, please please take care of him, he needs so much a person that stays with him all the time cause he has a lot of issues, but he always will stay with you, this hurts so much but I love you guys, please be happy and forget me
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 30, 2020, 6:27 pm UTC
You were my first real love and you were fake... I still don't know who are you but i hate you and thank you
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 29, 2020, 7:26 pm UTC
hi, you probably hate me, but i want u back, u gave me the world and i took advantage. i’m sorry and i wish u the best x
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 29, 2020, 7:24 pm UTC
hi, i know u probably hate me but. i’ve just thought about it and you gave to the world and i took that for advantage i’m sorry and i wish u the best
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 29, 2020, 3:24 am UTC
I wish you still loved me enough to tell me that we can make it work, when we both know we probably can’t
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 27, 2020, 10:53 am UTC
I know that we literally are not meant to be together. but we r soulmates, so it kinda hurts. also, I love and hate all our little romantic moments at the same time, and I feel guilty for liking someone else, even if I know that we are not dating, and it’s okay.
I can’t say if it’s romantically or not (I don’t understand it anymore) but I love you and I care a lot about you
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 26, 2020, 1:48 am UTC
We met at the wrong time I understand that now, but did you really have to break me like that? Even though we are married now I’m still trying to repair myself. I don’t think I will ever be able to do that but I still love you and I will always love you even if I hate myself for it.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 26, 2020, 1:46 am UTC
We met at the wrong time I understand that now, but did you really have to break me like that? Even though we are married now I’m still trying to repair myself. I don’t think I will ever be able to do that but I still love you and I will always love you even if I hate myself for it.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 25, 2020, 5:58 pm UTC
i don’t think this is the first time we’ve met. i think that we knew each other before. do you feel it too?
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 24, 2020, 12:20 pm UTC
hey, i really like you i know you like her but i love everything about you please don’t do this please don’t chose her. i love you, please
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 24, 2020, 12:19 pm UTC
hey, i really like you i know you like her but i love everything about you please don’t do this please don’t chose her. i love you, please
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 23, 2020, 10:37 pm UTC
Sam, you will always be the love of my life. My forever and always. I’m sorry I wasn’t enough. I’ll always love you.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 23, 2020, 1:55 pm UTC
i think apart of me will always love you and i don’t think it’s ever gonna sink in that ur not coming back:( stay safe i love you and congratulations on making it through life
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 23, 2020, 9:08 am UTC
I wish I can show you all the paragraphs I wrote about you. All the nice words I said about you . I wish you could see how happy u made me and how broken u made me feel when u left . I wish u knew how much I love u, sadly I know u don’t care and still love ur ex you always did.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 23, 2020, 8:30 am UTC
You broke me but I still love you and one day I hope we can forgive each other. After everything you done to me, still all I want is you to admit so we can both move on&find happiness
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 22, 2020, 11:59 pm UTC
remember when i lied and said i loved orange after i found out it’s your favorite color? i actually love it now
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 22, 2020, 4:56 am UTC
Sam, I’m in love with you. I will never be over you. We just go Better Together and I pray someday we can have our chance to be together.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 22, 2020, 2:15 am UTC
it’s you i’ve know since i was 16 and ghosted you bc i knew i’d fall in love w you i was right i did it’s you
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 20, 2020, 4:46 pm UTC
Your my person. But I’m letting you go. Meeting you was the best thing to ever happen to me but I know it would never work. Maybe one day. I’ll see you again.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 19, 2020, 6:11 pm UTC
you treated me better than i deserved, we weren't even together but i'll always be glad we became acquainted. i hope the next girl you become acquainted with treats you 1000 times better than i ever did because you deserve it.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 19, 2020, 10:35 am UTC
I do not think i would be alive right now had you never taken the time to ask if i was ok. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 19, 2020, 7:34 am UTC
I finally did it! I moved on, I know it took you days but hey at least I’m here now. You were my first love don’t forget that
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 19, 2020, 7:34 am UTC
I finally did it! I moved on, I know it took you days but hey at least I’m here now. You were my first love don’t forget that
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 19, 2020, 2:41 am UTC
I don't even think I loved you. I think I just loved the idea of you. I was naive and dumb and you made sure I knew it. I was depressed for 7 months because of you. but now I know my worth. so thank you I guess. thank you for ruining me
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 19, 2020, 1:59 am UTC
hi. i kind of made myself forget how in love i was and I do miss you i think (i just try not to let myself miss u). thank you for showing me what it's like to be loved. you and your new gf are cute together (sometimes it hurts a bit)
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 16, 2020, 7:20 pm UTC
you showed me what a real man looks like and I truly thank you, for being there on the lowest and highest points of my life.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 16, 2020, 3:28 pm UTC
I love you but I have to let you go soon. I know you don't see it coming but it has to happen. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 16, 2020, 2:44 pm UTC
even though sometimes i miss you, part of me is glad we aren’t friends anymore. i have a different life now with different friends. i know you absolutely hate my guts and i’m not happy with the shit you’ve done to me but i don’t hate you. i know you think that i want you back in my life but the truth is i don’t. i’ve let go and i’ve moved on with my life. our friendship was never going to work out anyway and i had a feeling of that right before it ended. you changed so much and not in a good way. bye forever.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 14, 2020, 7:53 pm UTC
Sam,, if you’re reading this. I love you & i don't wanna lose you. you actually accepted me & loved me. you actually care & you are probably the only reason i’m alive atm. when I die, don't be sad,, just remember I loved you so much & that ima watch u from heaven. ima take care of you and ima protect you from every evil. :)
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 14, 2020, 3:09 am UTC
I had to end it because I knew you wouldn’t love me after knowing all of the selfish mistakes I made. I’m sorry, I am filled with regret every day.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 13, 2020, 6:30 am UTC
i wish i couldve told you what went through my mind the moment i first saw you. i never got to tell you how much i appreciated your sweet admiration towards me and never made me question what you thought about me. i wish i could've known you better, i wish i learned your favorite things and things you hate, why you scrunch your nose when your nervous and tilt your head backwards. you will always be my biggest what if, the biggest thing i question at 2 am. some days i say i wish i never met you, so there was no one to compare you with. still i am thankful for you and wish you the happiest days.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 13, 2020, 6:19 am UTC
I wish I told you what it was like in my mind the first time I saw you. I never got to tell you the way you made me feel and how I appreciated your sweet love for me. Some days I say I wish I never met you, because I keep comparing people to you. I wish you the best and thank you for your tenderness towards me.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 13, 2020, 4:57 am UTC
I’m so sorry for hurting you. You’re the nicest person i’ve ever met. I hope you find your happiness without his sorry ass.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: October 12, 2020, 10:01 pm UTC
I really thought we were it. It really felt special to me. But I guess it was just a waist of time to u
